life yo

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Ayeee ya boy done messed around and created his own homemade salt scrub got his skin smoother than the dude from Michael Jackson’s “Bad” video on the skates That picked himself up then. walked in place. Got a G’s Skin softer than FKA Twigs singing the hook to the Whisper Song by Ying Yang Twins. Yall dudes out here scared to exfoliate and stuff and that’s cool. Live yo life feelin like the green side of a sponge. Do you, big fella. I’m tryna stay moisturised out here in these streets.

i think im having gay feelings

Hehehe oksies, short introduction post yay!!

So, hello!! I’m Michelle, a student based in the ph, hehe <3 I’ve lurked around the studyblr community for quite a while until I (finally) decided to start my own, for the very purpose of becoming more motivated with my acads, to maybe help my procrastination (whoops), and to get to know this awesome community a whole lot more!

few stuff about me:
I love literature (lit is life yo) , so you’ll be seeing some original posts and reblogs here and there !! I love writing poems / prose / anything to let out my emotions !! At the same time, I have an extreme love for debate hihi <3
I hope to achieve more productivity with this, to inspire myself (and maybe you guys lmao) and to quit my cramming habits once and for all.

OMG OKIE SO LONG LIST OF STUDYBLR SENPAIS I LOVE YOUR BLOGS SO MUCH !! : @bookmrk @idkstudyblr @noarasseo @studyblr @tbhstudying @studyign @studypetals @peaches-and-pencils @study-harder @studylove @sushi-studies @highlightcrs @kaisdesk @katsdesk @studybuzz @study-iing @fitlawblr @becoming-a-lawyer @studybutton @studystudystudyblr @educatier @aescademic @academiix @omgstudytime @studytwice @mochi-studies @vestiblr @studeying @nantokaa @legallychic @coffeesforstudiers @eintsein @nehrdist @areistotle @fuckstudy @ohshestudies @elkstudies @nag-aaral @emmastudies @aspiringstudyblr @thecoffeedesk @theorganisedstudent <3

hoping for the best, and i hope to grow in this community of such amazing people!!

so tomorrow i start track and field. pretty much the first time i’ve ever participated in a school sport… or any organized sport for that matter (excluding soccer in sixth grade at the ymca). it should prove to be really interesting considering how i’ve never ran competitively before.
but i really wanted to do some sort of sport before i’m done with high school, so here it goes. wish me luck!

anonymous asked:

Vampire Jack claims that the inner thigh has a better artery than the neck.

./chokes on spit seeing this


“You can’t be serious.”

“I am deathly serious.”

“Which worries me.”

“Don’t you trust me, Gabe?” Oh, here goes the puppy eyes.

“Not entirely.” Brown eyes narrow. 

Pink lips jut out in a pout, “Ouch.”

It’s hard to keep a straight face like this, with Jack draping himself between Gabriel’s leg, sculpted chin just bellow the Hunter’s belt, hooded blue eyes glancing up behind a drooping veil of gold. It’s…concerning how much this little piece of shit can affect him even when they are both fully clothed. Though Gabriel would be damned if he relents.

“C’mon! Please?” The pout intensifies as Jack nuzzles against Gabriel’s thigh. Gabriel’s frown darkens even though his heart is picking up its pace traitorously.

“Wouldn’t that be even more dangerous? I need those legs to walk, y’know?”

“Oh, I know.” Jack purrs and, for the life of him, Gabriel can’t seem to understand how the vampire can manage his small grin to be both innocent and wicked, “I really do enjoy watching them walk. Flexing with rolling muscles. Clamping around me. I dream of that taunt skin stretching underneath my tongue, that deliciously blood rushing under my fangs.”

This is getting dangerous, especially when a long, pale finger traces up and up Gabriel’s thigh. Grunting, the Hunter grabs hold of that wandering hand and looms over Jack, tilting the vampire’s chin up to meet his lips in a surprisingly chaste kiss. Gabriel knows his eyes are hazed by how Jack’s smile is widening, feeling his own hot puffs of breath against the vampire’s lips. Jack is expectant, if not a little smug, moaning when Gabriel slowly licks the corner of his mouth.

And abruptly stands up, much to Jack’s dismayed cry.

“Keep dreaming, pretty boy.”

“I’LL GET MY FANGS ON THOSE MEATY THIGHS OF YOURS ONE DAY REYES!!! ONE DAY!!!

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You know those completely ordinary days that have nothing different schedule wise but they just feel so good?

I’m making a big effort to get the girls back on a great bed time schedule. Ever since Annelise was born we’ve 100% slacked with making dinner-bath-book-bed happen in that order. Well we’ve found our groove and it feels so good to hold both girls fresh out the tub, reading a book before I tuck Juli in and nurse Elise to sleep. I’m rambling.

Since Elise is now 6 months she can go to child watch at the gym so John and I can finally work out together (I strive when I have a gym partner)!!

A quote that I just read in my textbook that I really liked and figured I would share: 
We seem to give ourselves permission to cry only with some acceptable excuse. Of all the human emotions we’re ashamed of, feeling sorry for ourselves tops the list.

This really got my wheels turning so I drew out an emotion hierarchy in the context of eating disorders and now it has me really thinking about the emotional scale/capacity of someone with an eating disorder vs someone without. 

Literally I can’t even do my homework because I am getting sidetracked by my homework. 

-Lately I’ve been riding the emotional parenting wave. The one where one minute you’re feeling like your doing okay and the next your sure you’re doing it all wrong. Mostly the all wrong part.

-I’ve made the girls and I a daily schedule and I’m going to make it a priority to actually get dressed every day because it helps my morale.

-I also need to eat more and drink more water. It’s 5pm and I’ve had fruit leather and a cup of coffee.

-I need to get back on the ball wedding wise. I know I’ve been saying it but I actually need to.

-John and I are struggling to prioritize our relationship. It’s just baby/toddler and we’re so tired all the time but we know we have to. Gotta figure that one out.

Blah. Blah. Blah.

If you can think of times in your life that you’ve treated people with extraordinary decency and love, and pure uninterested concern, just because they were valuable as human beings. The ability to do that with ourselves. To treat ourselves the way we would treat a really good precious friend. Or a tiny child of ours that we absolutely loved more than life itself. And I think it’s probably possible to achieve that. I think part of the job we’re here for is to learn how to do it. I know that sounds a little pious.
—  David Foster Wallace - “Although Of Course You End Up Becoming Yourself”

I think Disney movies appeal to older people a lot because we like the whole “happily ever after” thing. Because we know that’s not how it works out and the majority of us have seen a lot of unhappy things in life and just for a while its nice to see a happy ever after even if we know it doesn’t really turn out like that.