life with noah

Dear writers, @dasoni and I were talking about an amazing story we would like to see come to life.

It centers around Noah, and how he keeps sneaking into The Mill to stay in Liv’s room because… well we all know how Charity treats him like a spare part and an afterthought half of the time.
Robert starts caring about him and eventually asks Charity if he can move in with them full time and she says yes.

(Oni, fill in the blanks :P)

But yeah… anyone? Pleeeeeease

We also talked about Samson taking up sofa space from time to time because you know…The Mill is home for stray kids whenever they fall out with their parents. And with Aaron and Robert’s backgrounds there’s no way they could deny anyone a place around their table no matter how inconvenient it gets from time to time.

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‘My mom always said he was a firecracker, which just meant he was always getting speeding tickets and jumping on tables at family reunions and stuff. He always had so many ideas. He was so hyper.’ Adam and Gansey looked at each other. They had always had the sense that the Noah they knew was not the true Noah. It was just disconcerting to hear how much Noahness death had stripped. It was impossible to not wonder what Noah would have done with himself if he had lived.

LESSONS TO BE LEARNED FROM SKAM

eva reminds me that sometimes what seems like the worst time in your life will turn out to be the best one instead

noora reminds me that it’s ok to not always act according to my moral principles. it’s human not to always be your best self.

vilde reminds me that real friends will forgive you

sana reminds me that there are way more important things than how other people see me

chris reminds me that i need to be that loyal friend standing up for the ones i care for more often

jonas reminds me that real friends will always wait for and listen to you

magnus reminds me that i should take myself a lot less seriously and i will still be a good person

eskild reminds me that real friends will criticize you because they will want you to be a better person

linn reminds me that it’s ok to prefer staying to partying as long as you’re happy with it

isak reminds me that courage isn’t the absence of fear, but the will to do something even though you’re afraid of it

even reminds me that i can live a life with my mental health issues and it can still be a good one

In Dreams (The Raven Cycle amv)

Since The Raven King comes out today, I wanted to post something special before I dive into the end. I’ve been wasting away months of my life drawing all the scenes for this video, and now it’s finally done. I hope you enjoy it!

okay but the gangsey didn’t just forget about noah so

  • don’t tell me that sometimes when it’s gansey’s turn to sit in the backseat he doesn’t just lean his head back against the leather burning in the sun and think about that day
  • it’s a mix of guilt and relief and more guilt and just wonder that he’s still here and noah has died for him twice now
  • and blue (who is riding shotgun) will look back and she will notice gansey and reach one hand behind her, wordlessly, and their fingers twine together, a quiet comfort
  • this happens to blue sometimes too
  • she’ll go cold all over for half a second, and she’ll think–
  • but it’s not him
  • she sighs and tugs lightly at her own hair like she used to let him do
  • the grief hits adam in bursts
  • he’ll be fine, happy, curled up on the couch with his legs tucked under himself, ronan dreaming quietly beside him, opal upstairs sleeping soundly, the tv playing with the volume turned way low
  • he’ll think he sees a shadow moving, just over there, maybe by the window or the entrance to the kitchen, and he is suddenly very awake
  • “noah?” hope is dangerous, but adam just can’t help it sometimes
  • it’s a branch moving unnaturally in a thunderstorm, opal coming downstairs for one last good night, the cat slinking over to the food bowl
  • but it’s not noah, and adam just closes his eyes
  • every time ronan sees a glitter snow globe he buys it, whether it depicts a miniature henrietta or some goddamn flamingos, he buys it
  • he puts them in one of the empty bedrooms at the barns, the one he calls noah’s room, because noah never used his room anyway but it seems wrong not to give him one
  • sometimes when ronan drives past monmouth manufacturing he can’t bring himself to look at it, so he forces his eyes onto adam instead (adam doesn’t mind)
  • on halloween ronan hands full bags of candy to any kid dressed like a ghost
  • the four of them see noah in everything; he would’ve liked this, he would’ve laughed at that
  • he is not forgotten