Of course I still miss you, of course I still love you. Of course the only thing I still want is to talk to you. It never dampened, never waned, that choice to take a chance on each other we made. That light you emanate still blinds and burns me to my core, and when you left kept me hollow, desperate, yearning for more. I left because you wanted me to, I left because I knew you were hurting, that there were problems and life choices you had to make and I wasn’t helping, and I left because a part of me knew that if we kept going, the wounds we would leave would be harder and harder to heal, never closing. I did want us to keep going, I did want us to keep growing, together we’d wander, seek the world, go exploring, and in that radiant voluminous glow we’d ponder, the choices we made that brought us to fall in love with each other. But I know this is the end of the game, that if ever we crossed paths again it couldn’t be the same, that the life we shared and had, now we can only visit in pictures, songs, and memories, if ever we could address that life again by name. You and I were drawn together, meant to fall in love, but not to last forever. And I can never be mad, wish you ill will or look back in anger, because you were the most important part of my life once upon a time, and I’ll still have that love and respect for you, forever and ever after.
laugh if you want, it still burns for you (5/24/17), thekaijusleeps
You Got Me Dreamin: A Blake & Gwen Playlist [Listen Here]
1. I Found You - Alabama Shakes:‘Cause I remember them days I waited so patiently/For God to bring someone who’s gonna be good to me/And then He blessed my soul. 2. Blue Ain’t Your Color - Keith Urban:But I just don’t understand how another man could take your sun and turn it ice cold. 3. How It’s Done – Maren Morris:It ain’t fair what she’s been giving/Now I’m on a mission for what you’ve been missing/Let me show you how. 4. In Common – Alicia Keys:If you could love somebody like me you must be messed up too. 5. Wonderwall – Oasis:So maybe, you’re gonna be the one that saves me. 6. Say You Won’t Let Go – James Arthur:I wanna live with you/Even when we’re ghosts/‘Cause you were always there for me when I needed you most. 7. F*ck ‘Em Only We Know – Banks:So come on, let’s pretend that no one else is watching while we play/By your side, that’s where I have to be now/We won’t hide/I breathe your kisses just to stay alive/I see exactly what you’re thinking/I can feel you with my eyes. 8. Magic – Coldplay:Call it magic/Call it true/Call it magic/When I’m with you/And I just got broken/Broken into two/Still I call it magic/When I’m next to you. 9. You Are – Estelle feat. John Legend:Never thought that you would kiss my heart the way you did/All of the sadness in passing/Making me feel like I’m past it/But you reel me in in the sweetest way. 10. Who We Are – Tristan Prettyman:We don’t have to understand/Fate always has the upper hand/And Fate chose me and you. 11. Ten Leap Years – Dawn & Hawkes:I wanna hold you like this, in the crook of my arm/Always build you up, keep you safe from harm/I wanna show you how love is supposed to feel/I wanna hold you so you know that our love sure is real. 12. Die a Happy Man – Thomas Rhett:Baby that red dress brings me too my knees/Oh but that black dress makes it hard to breathe/You’re a saint, you’re a goddess, the cutest, the hottest, a masterpiece/It’s too good to be true, nothing better than you in my wildest dreams. 13. Yours – Ella Henderson:And if I’ve been feeling heavy/You take me from the dark/Your arms they keep me steady/So nothing could fall apart. 14. Leather & Lace – Stevie Nicks & Don Henley:Lovers forever, face to face/My city, your mountains/Stay with me stay. 15. I Get to Love You – Ruelle:One look at you, my whole life falls in line/I prayed for you before I called you mine. 16. God Made a Woman – Jarrod Niemann:Never gave Him a reason to bless me at all/And I still can’t believe that an angel would fall/For a guy like me, guess He sees who needs saving.17. Angel of Mine – Monica:How you changed my world you’ll never know/I’m different now, you helped me grow/You came into my life, sent from above/When I lost all hope, you showed me love. 18. Mango Tree – Zac Brown Band feat. Sara Bareilles:I love you, Say that you love me too/And we can turn the whole world upside down. 19. Late to the Party – Kacey Musgraves:And who needs a crowd when you’re happy at a party for two?/The world can wait/'Cause I’m never late to the party if I’m late to the party with you.20. Bless the Broken Road – James Johnston:I’d like to have the time I lost and give it back to you/But you just smile and take my hand/You’ve been there you understand/It’s all part of a grander plan that is coming true. 21. Sing to Me – Walter Martin feat. Karen O:Everyday I listen to the funny things you say/I hope you never ever change your ways/Let’s take a wander through the world today.22. Sure Thing – Miguel:This love between you and I is simple as pie baby/It’s such a sure thing.23. Sweetest Devotion – Adele:I’ve been looking for you, baby/In every face that I’ve ever known/And there is something 'bout the way you love me/That finally feels like home. 24. Blended Family – Alicia Keys feat. A$AP Rocky:I know it started with a little drama/I hate you had to read it in the paper/But everything’s alright with me and ya Mama/Baby everybody here you know adores ya/I think it’s beautiful, I think it’s perfect/I know how hard it gets/But I swear it’s worth it. 25. Happy People – Little Big Town:Well life is short/And love is rare/And we all deserve to be happy while we’re here.26. Forever & Ever, Amen – Randy Travis:If you wonder how long I’ll be faithful/Well just listen to how this song ends/I’m gonna love you forever and ever/Forever and ever, amen.
Death is the last part of living and life is learning to die The song is the same as the singing The last truth commands me to eat all the light in the sky
I will go on forever. I will understand.
Dwell a moment on the weight of what you’ve done. Contemplate the story you just ended. Will you ever do anything that screams down the millennia? Will you ever hammer your will on the universe until it rings and rings and rings? Oryx was an awesome power. Show reverence.
All right. Enough. Enough. A vacancy has opened, hasn’t it?
How interesting. How very interesting.
Do you ever pause, dear listener, to consider who benefits from all this heroism you commit? Do you ever look around you and feel the faintest chill? As if you are the tiny little ball bearing placed beneath a great mass, so that it might, if pushed, begin to roll?
You’re a god yourself, now. You’ve consecrated yourself. Emulate me. Use your power to learn.
when I was 10, I first heard the song fifteen by taylor swift and the lyrics were telling me that I will believe someone that tells me they love me.
but it’s funny because when I was right in the middle of being 15, you told me you loved me and I didn’t think once about taylor swift’s song. but wow I should’ve because that day you left me, I never felt the world crashing on me so much in my life.
now I’m 17 and I’ve learned my lesson to never believe that someone will love you forever because you never ever ever EVER know what the future will become.
Galavant when he was about to be reunited with Madalena in 1x05:“The thing is Wednesdays are quite hard to rhyme with and I’m pretty much a hundred percent sure they’re going to want to write songs about this one.”
Galavant after being reunited with Isabella in 2x10:“Those songs about my exploits leave me kind of bored. At last I’ve seen the sunset I’ve been riding toward, a real life, happily ever after.”
He was still focused on all the glory and the fame associated with being a hero when he was on his quest to save Madalena, but that all changed with Isabella. With Isabella, Galavant found all that he ever needed because “All the magic [he] needs is [her]”. She’s all he needs. He doesn’t need the songs and the poems and the fame anymore. He has Isabella and together they have their “real life, happily ever after.”
Hey taylorswift it’s your bestie Hannah here!! I love you so so so much I don’t even know how to explain it and I’m desperately praying that I’ll finally get to meet you on the 28th of November at your Sydney show!! Thankyou for being my favourite person in the entire world and writing the most beautiful songs I’ve ever heard in my whole life!! And Thankyou for loving us as much as we love you!! I love hanging out with you on tumblr and I’m never ever ever ever like ever gonna stop loving you and I cannot wait for the day we finally get a real photo together!! Forever and always xx
Nine years ago the best thing happened to me. My dad told me about a song called “tied together with a smile” and I started to fall in love with a girl I never knew but who shared similar hopes and dreams as I did. I never would have thought the simple gesture of my dad telling me about a simple song he heard stuck out because of the lyrics “seems the only one who doesn’t see your beauty is the face in the mirror looking back at you.” I’ve always been critical of my looks and that song has helped me so much throughout the years. I love you so much Taylor. These past nine years have been filled with the most wonderful songs, words, and beats that have helped me with my life. I’ve laughed, cried and enjoyed every album you release. I honestly cannot thank you enough. taylorswift
OKAY LET’s DISCUSS FEARLESS FOR A SECOND. This ALBUM THIS FREAKING ALBUM was written by a TEENAGE GIRL SHE WAS 16/17/18 WHAT THE HECK I COULDN’t WALK & CHEW GUM AT THE SAME TIME LET ALONE MAKE A GRAMMY ALBUM OF THE YEAR WINNING MASTERPIECE AT THAT AGE. It’s just EVERY GOSHDARN SONG ON FEARLESS OHMYGOD SO GOOD. And I know everyone talks about fifteen but here’s the real winner: FREAKING WHITE HORSE. SUCH AN UNDERRATED SONG!! IN TERMS OF HOW IMPORTANT IT IS TO HAVE HEARD THAT SONG GROWING UP……Freaking LIFE CHANGING POWER. My life is UNDENIABLY BETTER BECAUSE OF WHAT TAYLOR TAUGHT ME IN WHITE HORSE AND FIFTEEN AND JUST BY PUTTING OUT THIS ENTIRE ALBUM. Fearless is such an important musical work, not only for the music community but EVERYONE EVER. I will gift this album to every child who’s progressing into young adulthood that I ever meet. EVER. All teenage humans need to listen to Fearless. FEARLESS IS LOVE. FEARLESS IS LIFE. FEARLESS FOR PRESIDENT!! FEARLESS TODAY. FEARLESS TOMORROW. FEARLESS FOREVER!!!
His lingering scent spreads around the room, his clothes lay in their same spot, untouched. His black jeans lay on the floor, as does his towel in the bathroom. You haven’t picked them up. You don’t want to pick them up. His keys, phone ad wallet lay in a plastic bag on his side of them bed. The phone screen scratched and cracked, the wallet scratched and a little tore from the accident. The bed on his side stays exactly how he left it, the covers pushed back, his pillow over lapping yours. You refuse to move it, you refuse to sleep in the bed, or sleep at all. You sit on the floor by the bed, looking out the glass doors. This exact spot where you and Harry would sometimes sit: he would sit beside you, with a tea. He would kiss your cheek and tell you it was all going to be okay. That nothing can seperate the two of you, nothing can force him away. Your fingers trail to the necklace you have around your neck, the necklace that holds your promise ring. The promise ring that was taken off your finger when you got engaged. The promise ring that showed eternity, commitment, love, passion. The ring that held everything together, all the promises you and Harry shared. He promised to never leave you, on the condition you never stop loving him. You promised you would never stop loving him, as long as he never left you. He promised to give you the world, as long as you took it from him. To travel the world together, to create moments and memories to last a life time. He promised to make you happy on the saddest of days, to be there for you to pick you up when you get down. He promised to say his vows at the up coming wedding, and not make a fool of himself. He promised you love, and a life of nothing but utter happiness, joy and love. The tears stream down your face, your head tilts to where he usually sits. The letter that was given to you from his mum lays in his spot. Your fingers trail of the letter but you can’t bring yourself to pick it up. You just let the tears fall.
“You left me, you promised” you whisper, closing your eyes wishing for him to be here. You could feel him there, but he wasn’t physically with you. “I just want one more moment with you” your heart breaks as you say the words that you feel.
“you promised to say your vows next week.. You said you would come back, you were just going out” you stutter, not talking to anyone, just repeating the things he said.
“The last thing you said was ‘I promise I’ll be back, I love’.. But you lied. You didn’t come back” you softly cry feeling the tears hit your legs. You wipe a few tears away before picking up the letter. Your finger glides under the flap and rips it open. A letter is inside, you open it up and it reveals his half neat hand writing.
I don’t think you’re wondering why I have written this. But it was more of a goodbye if anything was to happen. Which it won’t because I’m just amazing. Jokes. I uh I don’t know what I’m meant to actually write here, I can’t imagine this ever being given to you. I guess it has though because you’re reading it. I know you would be a mess, that your beautiful eyes are shedding tears. But don’t cry. I always promised you I would never leave you, as long as you always loved me unconditionally. I am keeping to me end of the deal. I will never leave you, it would be impossible for me to leave you. I will always be in your heart, like are mine. You’re engraved in my heart, like our names are engraved on the wedding bands. I guess we will be wearing the wedding bands for a while before this letter is given to you. Dry those tears my angel, I’m forever by your side, through thick and thin. No matter how loud you are in the mornings. Would it have hurt you to keep it quiet while I was sleeping?
This is really hard writing this. Love I want you to live your life. Go out and live it. Have fun, take my boring sister out and have a blast. Have fun like we used to when we went out. Just don’t get as drunk as me..
I leave everything to you, the house, everything it is yours. Just share a bit with my family, and don’t throw too many house parties without me, that’s an order!
I loved you, I love you still, you may not know it, or feel it, but I do. I hope this letter never gets handed to you by my mum or sister. It would break my heart knowing you got this letter. It would break my heart more to know you are crying and upset. Baby you’re everything to me and more. You once asked me to tell you what I want most in my world, I never answered you. I just turned away. That’s because baby, you are my world, you’re all I need or even want in it, you keep me grounded, you give me a reason to smile and be me. When I asked you, what you wanted in your world. You didn’t say me. You gave me a simple answer I didn’t understand. You said, and I quote,
"There is nothing more I want in my world, for my world has been built already. Nothing more is needed to fulfill anything I may desire. My world is my world, and you curly are my everything.”
I didn’t really understand what you meant, I still don’t. You and your confusing sentences that deep down mean something, something I guess I will never fully understand.
You know, there has been so many nights I lay awake thinking. While you’re asleep, I think about the future, I think mainly about you. I will always be thinking about you, no matter what.
Whenever you can’t sleep at night and I’m not there to hold you close, and kiss you sweetly, or I’m not able to sing 'little things’ to you, just take a deep breath, hum a few lines to a song, and remember I love you, forever and ever. My heart may not be beating, but I guarantee you, it aches for you.
Your always and forever, your one and only ~Harry.
(p.s, as much as I love you, and it pains me to see you with anyone else that is a male. Permission is granted for you to find someone else, to fall in love and feel alive again. I’ll be watching though, making sure your life is perfect. But never ever forget me, forget us, or what we have/had. Nothing will ever compare to us, just like nothing or nobody will ever compare to you, my darling.)
Your eyes flicker open, threatening to spill their tears. You look to the empty bed beside you, you break down in tears the reality that, it wasn’t just a dream slowly sinks in.
“Harry? Harry?” you call out, desperately wanting to hear his voice.
“Harry?” you cry, your head now in your hands. The light suddenly turns on, you lift your head expecting Harry but you see his mum.
“.. It isn’t true. Oh my god no” you cry even more, she looks at you seeming sad with a touch of confusion.
“Calm down it is okay”
“no, no it isn’t, he is gone” you cry, unable to control anything.
“He will be back it is okay” she says walking in, she comes over to you and brings you in for a hug.
“no he won’t” you mumble, remembering the letter. You could swear it was just a dream, but the bed is empty, his scent lingers and his clothes lay on the floor.
“What’s with the crying?” Harry’s voice rings, you break away from his mum, and look over to the door, you see him walk in,
“Baby don’t cry, what is wrong?” he asks getting on the bed. You crawl into his arms and sob into him.
“yes I am I just got here, what did I miss?” he whispers holding you close.
“don’t ever leave, you promised you won’t, and you won’t. You’re not going too” you mumble into him, holding him tight.
“of course I won’t, calm down”
“I’m lost without you, don’t leave okay. You can’t, you can’t leave me, you can’t.”
“I won’t, tell me what’s wrong, where’s this coming from?” Harry asks trying to understand things.
“The dream, my dream. The letter..”
“okay Shh, it was just a dream. I’m right here, you’re in my arms safe and sound, calm down” he whispers kissing the top of your head. At that point you knew it was all a dream.
(this actually wasn’t going to have the dream in it, but I couldn’t bring myself to leave it, at the end of the letter. I couldn’t let it be all true.)