I miss you. I miss you every second of everyday. I miss the way you looked at me, the way you held me late at night and told me everything was going to be fine. I miss your smile, your laugh, your everything.
The skies could be alluminated by super novas
Bombarding your eyes with neon blasts until our lives are over.
The skies could be invaded by the northern lights
Brightening the sky like it’s day time but at night.
The skies could be inhabited by thousands of nearby planets
With life thriving in the lands and only a single day journey by rockets.
All of this could happen but nothing would distract me from your beauty.
blotched on a bedazzling
A celestial body
that is a reflection of the sun.
gripped by the dark through an eclipse.
Left are some dazzling stars,
resonating the fruit from ethereal lips.
Godlike strawberry kisses,
that trailed the earth.
are given birth.
But at first,
there was the land,
this satellite would speak truth
to man in the night.
Then the masculine and feminine
stardust grew into fights.
Disappointed and dim,
foisted inferiority by offsprings,
ridiculed and scorned,
Now to show half
or completely move out of sight
I want to live inside of a grey moment.
When the clouds seem to touch the ground and every tree in view is dead and motionless.
This is what I am used to.
See I was born on a white day. Lacking and cold; no sun found a way into me.
So I filled my hands up with empty and that empty eventually moved way into my chest.
I was five the first time I realized I was lonely.
I had to raise myself through terrible things.
I am not blaming others for the way I am.
I know that if I had been a better child,
maybe a prism of colors would flow from me.
I know that if I had been more laughter and less
Stay in my room
Please do not come near me,
Maybe I would not choke every time spring comes around.
But my shaky body cannot push out anything but crows wings and dark silhouettes of a self long forgotten.
So now winter is almost over and I fear how my bones will break this time. I fear how my heart will shrink this time.
Stupid, naive, wanting your love Hoping you’d handle me with white glove But, all you do is make one more hole With my naivety, which you had stole Laugh all you want, hold your head high For me you won’t get with another white lie Think you have won the game with my kiss Here comes the day when me you will miss Go prance around and brag to your friends As I disappear through mountains of sand