Growing up on the streets, food wasn’t always available to Silla. She grew unhealthily thin, was malnourished and often had lots of her bones showing. As she grew older and was able to get money or steal food, she began to finally fill out with what her genetics gave her, but suffers from body dysmorphic disorder.
<b>TFJ:</b> I want to have it all but I know if I try I'll fail. What if my life is just a game? And what if I rather be alone than having a lot of friends?<p/><b>Electra Heart:</b> My life's just a play; I've got everything I wanted, but there's something missing in my lifetime that's making me sad to the core.<p/><b>FROOT:</b> I don't need anything else to fill the empty life I thought I had. Finally I earned the lessons, the acceptance and I found my own happiness. I saw the whole rainbow colors shinning on me. I'm finally happy. I'm finally me.<p/></p>