life is hard u guys life is hard

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countdown to dino’s birthday: d-3

a playlist for chan: SUNLIGHT - DAY ver. 
         sunlight and warmth and dream-like states, 
         caught between a dream and reality
         but then i woke up to you
[지나]listen.

can you believe Henrik and Tarjei just had like a natural connection right away and they just clicked and they both felt the same can you believe that Henrik was one of last persons who went to the audition and two hours later Julie called him and he got the audition so this means that Tarjei said to Julie “I want him” I’m screaming I’m not very well are you crying because I am

Happy birthday to the GazettE yayyy
I’ve spent half my life listening to them where did the time go ?!
These shitheads mean so much to me ;_;
They’re why I studied Japanese so hard and practiced piano so hard and idk if I would have the life I do without them ❤️ I can’t wait to celebrate with all the other trash!! R U GUYS READY TO GUDON NO PARTY haha ha

Squints.

It’s been like, forever (two weeks – but same difference) since I’ve touched Tumblr. I’m so disconnected, and it’s really sad?? Like, I miss you guys! How was your day? What are you looking forward to??? What have you all been up to and how are you doing?????

i find it hilarious when people who arent in college talk about grade inflation because dude students work many many hours a week. the reason that many of them get good grades (though many dont!!) is not that its too easy, its that top universities are increasingly selective so to go here you have to already be someone who works really hard and who gets good grades.

also find it annoying when adults make fun of young ppl who study “”useless”” subjects because first this economy is hard for (post-)millennials with lots of academic backgrounds, not just the ones that are stereotyped as being useless, second it might be hard to believe but not everyone has making money as their only goal in life, third and lastly look at me raking in the paid summer and term-time internships in my fields: if youre smart enough and driven you can thrive doing anything. think about sir david attenborough (whose career consists of saying funny stuff about animal behavior on tv) or that guy who made captain underpants (which his teachers explicitly told him he wouldnt be able to spend his life doing). if ur talented and work hard u can make it work!!!

OKAY IM HONESTLY LMFAO

They let Mark Forgets the Oil to Fry Eggs Minhyung Lee, Taeyong Tries to Put the Fire Out with His Hands Lee, Taeil the Assistant/Documentary Narrator Moon, & Yuta Can Only Cook Three Perfect Eggs Before Looking at the Maknae Nakamoto on the show with professional chef Jung Jaehyun. SM knows real variety opportunities when they see them.

k i know this post has probably been made before but tbh we’re all pretty much shit at doing what our dominant function is supposed to ‘do’ like i feel if you wanna see a function being used in it’s pure, simplified form (which, tbh is probably not the healthiest thing for someone) You’d probably wanna look more to the tertiary function of someone else’s type.

Like Ne is usually described as being pretty hyperbolic in it’s perception of the world, and yeah, as an ENTP i do tend to speak in hyperbole, but you know who’s /really/ good at speaking in hyperbole and diving into all that ridiculous, surface level Ne crap? ESxJs. Hell, they’re better at it than i am. (And don’t even get me started about IxFJs and Ti…..like, if u need an example of Ti and cynicism just read how a melancholic ((not in the temperament sense)) IxFJ writes –and tbh just look at one of those negative suggestion blogs i’m like 500% sure they’re all INFJs)

I mean, there’s that post floating around that summarizes how Si dominant types are really forgetful…..(and part of me feels that has to do with subjectivity and the fact  that since a lot of their tangible experiences are so closely linked to their sort of identity, the brief ones are basically just disposable) and people came to a general consensus that ‘’Yeah, Si in it’s finest does not equal a good memory” (Jeez i should find the post) HERE! (it’s p good it’by @littlemissintp) 

Anyway I was just thinking about how Fe is prided as being the ‘’communication function’’ and as an ExTP, I do find that Fe does play a big role in how i go about getting what i want, but once again, it’s in a very simple sense. I can do the ‘’i’m listening” face on command, shift my voice around a little and work the situation to my advantage, and you would think, having that as a dominant function would make you this charismatic, manipulative Casanova type…..but i find that very rarely that’s the case.

Every ExFJ i’ve met (which is only like 4 so maybe i should keep my mouth shut) has been absolutely /shit/ when it comes to communicating what they’re /actually/ feeling. Like, the ones i knew were /so/ fucking bad at it, that they’d wind up in really complicated situations just because they /nodded ‘yes’ at the wrong time/. Yeah. (And I am still fucking astounded that something like that could happen, but i suppose when you’re so conflict averse that your ‘’roundabout’’ ways of approaching every situation actually get you into /more/ trouble…..It makes sense)

Like their Fe focuses so much on the external situation, that they forget that they’re not obligated to be the one to stabilize it. (And that probably has to do with some sort of extroverted looping situation so i suppose it might not apply to /all/ Fe-doms) But you get me……

I mean, that was just an example, I’d like to ramble on about more types, but I don’t particularly wanna put it under a readmore (don’t get me started on how arbitrary ENxPs can be) (Or INxJs and ‘’truth’’ LOL) 

Tl;dr: I’ve an idea that our dominant function is a lot more refined and complicated than the descriptions can summarize, to the point that it can actually be counterproductive to what it’s /supposed/ to do (and it’s probably a point that’s been made before but whatever)

I DID IT……I DID IT!!!!!!!!! IDID IDITTI IIDIDIDDI JTIOTJSOPIJTPEOGKSPOKGOPJPOJSPORJGPOSPK
I
WROTE
AN
ENTIRE
100K
BOOK
I’M SITINGG IN THE GRASS O NCMAPUS LIKE SHAKING LMAO I’ MSAHJIKJIGN I CNA’T MOVE MY LEGS ARE SAHAKING SO HARD MY HANDS ARE SHAKING I
AM BLASTING
SWEETER THAN FICTION
IN MY EARBUDS
GOING….HAM….P[RETTY MUCH!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
TO EVERYONE! WHO WAS THERR1! WHEN I FIRST STARTED THIS!! TPO EVEYONE WHO READ THE COUPLE CAHPTERS I POSTEDO NHERE TO EVERYONE WHO GAVE ME FEEDBCK TO EVERYONE!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANANAKA YOJU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FOR YEARS MY =WHOLE LIFE I’VE TRIED TO WRITE A WHOLE BOOK AND I WAS NEVER ABLE TO BUT I DID IT, I DID IT, I DID IT, AND I KNOW A BIG PART OFDIT IS BC OF YOU GUYS SUP[PORTING ME SO I HANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SREIOUSLTY AM LIKE CRTYIN ON CAMPUS RN
I DID IT I MADE IT MAN HERE WE ARE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!! I FINISHED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
I HAVE LIKE 10 MONTHS OF EDITING AHEAD OF ME AND I LIKED ZOOMED THROUGH THE LAST CAHPTRRES BC I WAS SO EXCITED BUT SRSLKOPFJOPAOPGKPAOK WHO CARES LMAO I DID IT!!!I IADME IT I’M SHAKING SO BAD THIS CANNOT BE EMPHASIZED ENOUGH LMAO HALF OF IT IS BECAUSE I’M COLD AND THE OTHER HALF IS I’M SOOO EXICTED
I’M LIKE
IDK
25% OF THE WAY TO MY DREAM LMAO
I MEAN FINSIHING AN ENTIRE BOOK WAS A DREAM ALL ON ITS OWN SO DREAMS LITEALLY CAME TRU TODAY!! LITEAALLY!!
I COMPLETED!! MY LIFELONG!! DREAM!!TO WRITE A BOOK!!!
I’M AIOJFOIJAOIGJOGIAJ IN NAOIFJIOAAOPG
I HOPE ONE DAY U GUYS GET TO READ IT LMAO I HOPE SO HARD ONE DAY I CAN PUBLISH THIS AND U CAN BUY IT AND READ IT SERIOUSLY IF THIS TURNS REAL IF UR READING THIS IF UR HERE I WILL FLY TO UR TOWN AND HAND DELIVER SIGNED COPIES TO YOU I SWEAR ON MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SWEETER THAN FICTION ON REPEAT SEROUSLY I’M CRYING SO HARD I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS PPL ARE GIVING ME WEIRD LOOKS I DON’T CARE I MDE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I CAN[’T BELIEVE IT…..BUT I DID IT…………..I DID IT…….
I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UIR EYES WIDER THAN DISTANCE
THIS LIFE
IS SWEETER
TAHN
FICTION~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!