Lies only seem strong and real and powerful when you think that’s where God is telling you to go. I don’t know if this makes sense but it makes sense to me. It’s like, when you think a lie is an option but it’s end way is always death.

heartbreak isn’t just missing someone.
heartbreak is the feeling you get in your chest that makes you wanna rip out your heart to make your whole body stop hurting. It’s like someone is just putting stones on top of stones on your chest and all you can do is look at the sky and think I did this to myself.
—  I’m doing this all to myself - k.k (speakquotesx.tumblr.com)