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one of my favourite things about Liam is that he loves to indulge fans by wearing whatever ridiculous things that we throw on stage
for example look at this happy bub being a cowboy. hes just so happy and content being his childhood fave
then we have liam being his other fave Mr, yes-I-am-the-real-batman Payne
then i dont even remember this but liam became the sun?? and a flower?? At The SAME TiME??!!!??!??!
AS IF I WASNT ALREADY DEAD HE GOTTA BE A CUTE LITTLE SHIT AND WEAR THIS FLOWER CROWN KNOWING FULL WELL MY HEART CANT TAKE IT
AND IF THAT DIDNT KILL YOU HOW ABOUT A BUNNY
THEN LIAM FIGURED OUT THE A-GAME OF COSTUMES AND SHOWED US THAT LIAM PAYNE IS PROBABLY THE CUTEST PERSON TO EVER WALK THE PLANET AND WOULD DO ANYTHING HUMANLY POSSIBLE TO MAKE US SMILE. EXHIBIT A - THE ABNANA COSTUME. TELL EM THIS IS NOT THE BEST THING YOUVE EVER SEEN
AND FINALLY WE’VE REACHED THE #1 LIAM COSTUME THE COSTUME SO CUTE I CANT DESCRIBE IT, THE COSTUME IVE CRIED OVER, THE NIGHT I KNEW THAT BY STANNING LIAM I HAD MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE. THE CATERPILLAR COSTUME
TELL ME WHO ELSE WOULD DO THIS. WHO ELSE WOULD PUT ON THIS HUGE, HOT, SWEATY COSTUME IN FRONT OF THOUSANDS OF FANS AND STILL EB ABLE TO SING LIKE AN ANGEL. LIAM. JAMES. PAYNE.
I think Theo loves sleeping in his wolf form, it’s definitely more confortable and warm. When he was alone, after the whole thing with the Ghost Riders ended, he probably spent his days as a wolf, running in the preserve and hunting (it’s probably this way that he was able to survive, you know, since he didn’t have any money to buy something to eat). I guess he then slept in his truck just because he didn’t want any problem with the police; It would have been a problem if they took the truck, and with it everything Theo had.
Even when Theo was with the Dread Doctors, when he could, he liked to just shift and be a wolf. He always felt more confortable in his wolf fur than in his human skin. Beacuse there are no expectations for a wolf, no one expect a wolf to be good, no one judges a wolf if he wants a pack, if he wants power, if he kills to save himself. Being a wolf made Theo feel free, in a way. He always felt more wolf than human.
So shifting was kinda a way to escape, for him.
And even when he starts living with Liam, at first, sometimes he still feels so overwhelmed by this new life, a life that he’s sure he doesn’t deserve, he shifts and becomes a wolf, and he goes running in the forest until he is so tired that he actually starts feeling human again.
It’s Liam that really makes him feels more human every day and, as the time passes, the need to escape, to shift and be a wolf for a while, becomes less frequent, because with Liam he doesn’t feel the need to escape, he actually starts feeling confortable in his human skin.
But he still loves sleeping as a wolf, it’s more confortable than sleeping as a human. Also, sleeping as a wolf, somehow, keeps the nightmares away.
The first time Liam comes home and finds a wolf sleeping in his bed, he’s like “wtf?!”, and it takes him a second to realize that the wolf is actually Theo. And then Theo wakes up and shifts back, and suddenly there’s a very naked Theo in front of Liam. Liam is so embarassed, obviously and just closes his eyes to avoid looking at Theo, and tells him to get dressed (he already has a giant crush on him, of course); Theo just laughs and teases him (he’s actually a little embarassed himself, bc he too has a giant crush on Liam, and they’re both idiots).
And this is how Liam finds out that Theo almost always sleep as a wolf.
After they get together and they start sleeping in the same bed, Liam finds out that sleeping with a wolf curled up next to him is incredibly comfy. Theo’s fur is so soft and warm, Liam loves it. Sleeping like that makes them both feel incredibly safe.