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louis tomlinson.

ok. i’m fucking tired. i’m fucking tired of watching louis pour his heart out and talk honestly about himself and what he’s been through all this time, and have the focus NOT be on him and his upcoming music at all.

it’s just astounding to me. he said so much about how left out he felt in one direction, how he only really started to gain his confidence back in the last year. and how his mother was a huge source of that self-confidence, but then he lost her. it’s just so heartbreaking, louis and jay were so so close, in interviews when they asked mum-related questions like “who’s most likely to call their mum?” the answer was ALWAYS louis. without a doubt. and he lost that.

he’s learning to step out into the spotlight as his own man, even though he’s been taking all the heat for one direction all these years. people view him as the worst singer, but so much of his talent and contributions are showcased behind the scenes, in songwriting and being the mouthpiece of the band. he’s so underrated and it’s heartbreaking to discover that he didn’t know if he was making a big enough contribution. louis, you’re the reason i fell in love with one direction in the first place.

the interview was so raw, so real, and so so important. but now it’s all about the conflicts, the new speculations that rise along with it. IT’S ALL PEOPLE ARE TALKING ABOUT NOW.

solo harries who think louis is trying to play the victim or some shit, he’s fucking not. he mentioned harry (like he mentioned the other boys), in a good way, in comparison to himself and to draw out an example of the differences from being in the band to being his own solo artist. louis is so used to being compared to the other members, it was only natural for him to say something like that. harry’s not that special, and louis is not trying to use him or bring him down in any way.

when he talks about fighting against the hiatus…. it was about him finally gaining confidence and footing as part of the band. after 5 years. but everyone, even louies, are making it about harry. like seriously? who tf cares who the main “culprit” of the hiatus originally was? what’s done is done, this is about louis’s journey in overcoming his insecurities, not about speculations that harry styles is some kind of evil selfish rat. i couldn’t give less of a fuck about harry rn.

AND STOP BRINGING UP ELOUNOR AND FREDDIE. there was a single sentence about freddie, and a picture of elounor, they were hardly relevant to the big picture so it doesnt fuckin matter. i dont care what’s a stunt or not, i care about louis’s work and his growth as a musician. thank you very much.

This is it. This is the best headline yet. 

Far Away.

Words: 57,031 
AuthorJackstylinson/dimpled-halo
Chapters: 7/7
FandomOne Direction (Band)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik/Liam Payne, Louis Tomlinson/Original Male Character(s)
Characters: Ed Sheeran, Nick Grimshaw, Jay Deakin
Additional Tags: Post-Break Up, Break Up, Friends to Lovers, Exes to Lovers, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, First Time, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, Flashbacks, Fluff, Long-Distance Relationship, Jealous Louis, Tattoos, Smut, Eventual Smut, Drinking, Musician Harry, Teacher Louis, OT5 Friendship,  Pining, Jealous Harry, Premature Ejaculation, Past Harry Styles/Original Male Character, Songwriting, Young Love, Masturbation, Best Friends, Rimming, Anal Fingering, Unresolved Tension

Summary:

Harry swallows hard, clearing his throat. “Hi Lou,” he says, looking at Louis reluctantly. He’s even more gorgeous than he remembers, so much, he feels uneasy looking directly at him, he’s so beautiful.

Louis looks at Harry, does a quick once-over and smiles, eyes so bright and blue—just how Harry remembers. “Harold!” He gets up out of his seat and embraces him into a warm hug. It’s a friendly platonic hug; one that ends way too soon. Harry wishes it would last longer so that he can breathe Louis in and memorize his new but somehow still familiar scent. It instantly leaves his body aching for more.

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Harry returns to London after five years. Stuck in the past with “what ifs” and “what might have beens”, he sees that his friends and ex (and possible love of his life) Louis have all moved on with their lives while he finds himself questioning his own life choices, past and present.


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Written for round 5 of @1dbigbang

Artwork by @accidentalziam

Drunk Baby

Harry practically dragged your body into your shared bedroom as your drunk mind flew to numerous places, not thinking twice about how to walk.

Harry was the designated driver and you decided to let loose, but now you were a complete mess. “Love, lets get yeh changed.” He says, helping you sit down on the bed as he got you one of his t shirts with some random underwear. 

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Harry Styles - “Sweaters”

Thank you to my love( @eversincecheshire ) for giving me inspiration for this little blurb because holy crap I wanna cuddle this little shit.(we also decided that it was y/n who yelled ‘I love you!’ to him and made him laugh but it wouldn’t fit into the screenshot. Enjoy!


You were so happy to be joining Harry on his trip to New York. Not only did you get to see his new place in the city but you also got to accompany him to his performance on the Today Show. He was so excited about this performance, he was performing another new song and was excited to see how people reacted to it. You loved supporting him and being there with him. 

“Ready, love?” You look up from your phone where you had been scrolling through twitter, reading peoples tweets about their excitement about Harry’s performance. Harry had been in the bathroom of his dressing room he’d been provided and you noticed that he had slipped into a brown over-sized sweater that you enjoyed very much. You loved wearing it, allowing it to swallow you up, your arms flapping in the long sleeves that hung well past your hands. You also enjoyed just simply snuggling up against Harry’s chest when he wore it. He was so snuggly and warm in it. You could stay there against his chest forever. 

“Nice sweater.” You tell him, a grin on your face as you stand from the couch you had been curled up on while Harry got ready. You watch his face break into a wide grin as he holds his large ringed hand out to you. When you rest your hand in his, he brings it up to his lips, his perfect pink lips pressing gently against the back of your hand as you smile at each other. 

“’s a bit chilly outside, though’ I should be warm.” You just grin as he then leads you from the room. The screaming was almost deafening once the fans got sight of Harry and his band as they moved towards the stage. “Gonna watch, righ’?” He asks, turning to face you as you took your spot beside one of the amps, ready to watch your man do his thing. “’s just rehearsal so you can go inside, ya know.” 

“I’m not going anywhere.” You assure him, knowing that your presence and the sight of you helped Harry’s nerves. Performing solo was still a big deal for him and he got nervous. He said it always steadied him to have you close and in his line of view when things got hard. He gives you a smile and leans down to press a gentle kiss to your lips before he turns and heads onstage. 

You watch, a smile on your face as he does his thing. You would never tire of seeing Harry perform. This is what he was meant to be doing and you were happy to be supporting him through all of this. Once he got to Sign of the Times you couldn’t stop grinning. He loved this song and you loved it as well, so you loved hearing him sing it. He often sang it around the house, still trying to get used to those hard falsetto notes and you loved it. 

Right before he broke into the chorus, things were just a bit quiet and you couldn’t help yourself as you cupped your hands around your mouth and shouted out to him. 

“I love you!” You exclaimed. The crowd laughed and cheered. Harry was just about to start the falsetto bit but he ended up letting out a laugh instead. He took a step back from the microphone, his face set in a wide grin as he turned to look at you. You grin back at him, bringing your hand up to wiggle them in a wave. He gives a small shake of his head, still a wide grin set onto that handsome face of his as he went back to the mic. He still had a smile on his face as he began to sing again. 

As he continued on with rehearsal, you felt yourself getting a bit chilly in that cold New York air and you longed for the warmth of that big sweater of his, warm from his body heat. As soon as he walked off stage a bit later, you gave him a small pout and wiggled your arms out towards him. He gave you a frown, a deep crease between his brows as he didn’t understand what you meant. He moved to take you up in his arms but you stepped back and looked down at the sweater, reaching out for him again. 

He understood then and gives a playful roll of his eyes before letting out a large sigh and tugs it up and over his head. You grin as he hands it out to you. Once it was over your head and your arms slid into the warmth of those long sleeves, you reach forward, kissing him gently. He gives another sigh and reaches his long arms out for you. 

“Betteh?” He questions you as you snuggle your head into his strong chest, nuzzling your cheek into his t-shirt, also giving a nod. He wraps his arms tight around you, pressing his nose into the top of your head, his lips pressing a gentle kiss into your hair. “Good.” He kisses you again, swaying you both a bit side to side. “Tha’s my sweet girl.” You smile, closing your eyes as you take in a deep breath. Harry’s warmth, the smell of his cologne, and his strong arms enveloped you. 

Harry couldn’t express the love and adoration he had for you enough. He was so thankful to have you here with him to experience all of this and support him, even if you were a sweater thief. 

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‪So heaven decided to bring back their beautiful angel. Gonna miss u so much and all the beautiful things you did for others will always be a memory everyone will remember forever.
All the love and thoughts to Louis Tomlinson and his beautiful family‬. x

pet shop girl

Harry is lonely and meets a girl at a pet shop 

 I slowly pulled in and parked in the spot directly right in front of the shop. I turn off the ignition and pull the keys out of the socket and stuff them in my pocket. I reach for the door handle and pull it down to step out of the car. I stroll up and step on the side walk, reaching and ripping the door handle open. I hear the loud chimes as I opened the door all the way. I see an older woman feeding a few of the puppies some kibble, when she notices my presence she lifts her head up and look over towards my way.

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This process has taught me not to be afraid to feel. Feeling sad is a part of life. Grief is a part of life. Heartbreak is a part of life, just as much as falling in love is a part of life. It doesn’t necessarily mean that those emotions are bad. They are just as necessary as the happy ones. So don’t be afraid of them – welcome them, let them in. Because as soon as you accept it, talk about it, accept that it’s happening, the sooner you’ll be able to move on from it.
—  Camila Cabello

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leave it to the breeze by @hattalove [81k]

Louis couldn’t be prouder of his bake, but there’s something—there’s something. Something about Harry Styles and the earnest way he measures, pours, mixes, scrapes. Something about the tip of his tongue poking out of his mouth as he knocks the air out of his batter.

or a great british bake off au in which louis cares about winning and winning only, harry is made of sunshine and rainbow sprinkles, and niall sticks his nose into other people’s business. also featuring liam as louis’s best friend-slash-concerned mother, and zayn as a macaron connoisseur.

I know we always talk about how the boys protect Niall and how much they love him but I feel like we really underestimate the love and support Niall gives to his band mates; to his brother.

Niall is always the one who hugs them when they cry, who comforts them and more importantly he’s the one who stands up for them when anything makes them uncomfortable.

He hugged Harry so hard when he cried in that one interview when he had felt so uncomfortable by the question the interviewer was making. He made sure Harry was alright when he got sick. He made sure to hug Harry hard when they got third place on the X-Factor and he’s done so so much more.

He always make sure to cheer Louis up when he’s mad or uncomfortable. He’s silly and happy around him to make sure Louis stays silly and happy. He laughed so hard when Louis’ voice cracked in that one concert during Moments but then made sure Louis wasn’t upset. He looks up to him so much and he’s always there for him,too.

With Liam he’s always been so soft and gentle. He play fights and tumbles with him all the time but he’s so gentle and careful whenever Liam is upset. The concert right after March 25th Liam had been visibly upset and crying and Niall had walked right over and hugged him from behind until he was sure Liam was okay. When Liam was insecure about anything Niall would make sure he gained his confidence and made sure to have everyone pay attention to Liam so that he wouldn’t feel left out.

When it came to Zayn, their relationship was one of mutual protection. They always made sure the other was fine and happy and smiling and if they weren’t they would take it upon themselves to change that. Niall was the one person that made sure to get Zayn heard. He made sure everyone around them knew he was there and that he shouldn’t be left out. There was one time in the Italy Midnight Memories interview where they’d asked what they loved as kids and Zayn was shy to admit that he had loved the Power Rangers as a kid and I remember him telling Niall as much and Niall making sure that the person interviewing them would pay enough attention to Zayn so that he could say his piece.

He’s the same with every single one of them. He loves them so much and he’s always there to bring comfort to his boys; every single one of them and I think that’s so important.