I’m wearing a band tee-shirt I’ve had for a long time today. I didn’t feel very feminine in it and I was worried I’d be misgendered to hell. So I tried to spice it up with a little bow and my scarf. I tried to do my eyeliner too but I’m awful at it. I also wore a really pretty skirt :)
Got to work, feeling pretty confident. Get a phone call (telemarketer), “Hello sir… Blah blah blah”
I had that job interview the other day and this was in the parking lot of the store a few minutes before I went in. I was so crazy nervous and texting my friend Lilith and she was like, “lemme see what you’re wearing!”
I’m not feeling very great today. I still suck at doing my eyeliner and I feel like my face is too manly.
This last week has been awful for me. Dysphoria everywhere, constantly. I used to have a lot of confidence, but I’ve been feeling stressed and depressed lately, I don’t know where all my confidence went.