not to be Dramatic but I feel like I’m not going to find the right girl for me. and maybe I was destined for a life of mere solitude. maybe my love life is always going to be a revolving door. I don’t know, but what I do know is that I’ve lived nearly 21 years and have never met a girl who showed me any different. so I’m just saying.
Having anxiety isn’t just feeling anxious, it’s caring so much of what others think that you live in constant fear. It keeps your mind racing on small things that aren’t even a big deal. It is a battle against you and your caring mind.
I said no to Marion Guthrie’s plan despite having no alternative and at the risk of losing the entire endeavor because I refuse to situate a man in a position where he might interfere one day with my ability to repair things with you.
Got free VIP Suite tickets to the BTS concert in Newark last night // My sister already went to the first concert the other night and she had a good spot but even so she still wanted to go a second time and was begging me to go with her even tho i told her i was busy and lazy ((she didn’t want to be left alone with my workmates who were also going to be in the suite))
I was all “i don’t even know any of their songs and i have artworks to finish” but anyway ya I still got dragged
I liked some of their songs tho (and the choreography HHH) haha the concert was enjoyable even tho I had no idea what was happening 99% of the time (it was my first ever akjshskjdf) – also, that Rainbow Ocean (?) was so littttt