lets see how im feeling when im done

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COMMISSIONS ARE NOW OPEN! 

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Hey guys!! Commissions are now back open! If you’re interested in commissioning me, you’re more than welcome to contact me at citra.kirana1995@gmail.com!

Some things you might want to pay attention to:

  • The price listed above are in USD
  • The payment is only via PayPal and must be paid (at least half) in advance
  • Any type of background and/or additional details will cost you more
  • Will draw: OCs, mild gore, ABO, most pairings
  • Won’t draw: NSFW, incest

In your email, I will need info regarding:

  • Type of commission (sketch, comic, etc)
  • Description (bust/waist up/full body, the character(s), coloring, etc)
  • Reference (only if you think i will specifically require one)
  • Deadline (if you have one)

If you have any more questions, please feel free to ask! I’m pretty flexible about the prices too, so as long as I’m concerned, the prices are negotiable :) Thank you and have a great day! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

(To take a look at the commissions that I’ve done previously, click here!)

can the red vs blue fandom please talk about how people ship felix and locus together despite felix being terribly abusive towards locus
it just feels like everyone lets it fucking slide and i can appreciate the ability to see their relationship from a romantic standpoint yet still being very abusive but when i roll thru the tags its cutesy bullshit and some smut like ya’ll wanna explain to me what the fuck is your problem
im gonna fucking tag this too someone please get up in here and try to explain this to me but if one person tries to tell me its for coping im done
cope in private where it isn’t going to create an unhealthy idea of what a relationship should be like and how abusive relationships are supposed to be in spaces where impressionable people see it
if you wanna try and justify your trauma in your own head go ahead and fuck yourself up thats not really my business but the minute you put that shit out there to possibly hurt someone else or enforce that idea in someone elses head? i have a fucking issue

You guys know the webseries Carmilla? Yeah, what about THE FREAKING BOOK!!!

I just finished the book Carmilla by J. sheridan Lefanu and i am so confused about how i feel. I cried at first, then i got angry, and now i just feel scarred for life. I expected it to be all romanticised like the webseries i mean come on guys, Hollstein is my OTP but nooooo, {SPOILER ALERT} carmilla freaking DIES. Freaking General Speilsdorf (Betty’s dad in the webseries basically), along with laura’s dad, some woodsman with an axe, and a priest unearth Carmilla from her grave (THATS WHERE CARMILLA ALWAYS DISAPEARS TO DURING THE DAY GUYS) and they freaking pull her out of her coffin, filled with 7 inches of blood,HER EYES STILL OPEN LIKE A FREAKING CORPSE, THEY STAB HER WITH A STAKE, THEY CHOP HER HEAD IN TWO, THEN CHOP HER HEAD OFF COMPLETELY THEN THEY BURN HER AT THE FREAKING STAKE AND THE WHOLE FREAKING BOOK ENDS WITH LAURA SAYING SOMETIMES SHE REMEMBERS HER IN HER EVIL FORM BUT SOMETIMES SHE REMEMBERS THE BEAUTIFUL GIRL SHE FIRST MET AND SAYS THAT SOMETIMES SHE THINKS SHE HEARS HER WALKING PAST HER ROOM WHEN SHES ALONE BUT NO ONE IS EVER THERE. I DONT KNOW IF I FEEL TERRIFIED, DEPRESSED, OR ANGRY. LIKE SERIOUSLY GUYS. NOW IM TERRIFIED TO SEE HOW THE WEB SERIES ENDS. IF MY SHIP SINKS I WILL BALL MY EYES OUT. SERIOUSLY kbearluna DONT LET THIS HAPPEN. #sorry not sorry