lets fall in love

When i haven’t felt love, i thought it’s just easy. That when you love someone, they’ll also love you in return. I thought it’s as simple as standing under the rain and let it fall to you. But as i get older and fell in love for the first time, that’s the time i understand the meaning of love. It’s not all about happiness and butterflies but it’s about pain. It’s just ironic how we can do things for someone we love even if it means losing our happiness just to make them happy.

Being in love with someone who doesn’t love you back, is so painful. I thought i understand that but the moment i fell in love with him, i already knew how it feels like. I love him but he doesn’t love me and i need to be okay with that. But God knows how many times told him how much i love him. I wish for every star to make him fall in love with me. But it’s really hard. I’m doing everything to make him fall for me but i always end up disappointing myself. It’s just painful. You’re always there for him but why on Earth he can’t make his heart beat for me? Is he really that cold hearted? Am i the problem here or it’s him that’s too blind not to notice me? Is my love not good enough to make him fall in love with me? I just don’t get it, why you we can’t just love the person who loves us. This is so painful. Maybe, just maybe i am difficult to love. 

It’s silly to try to grasp the rain
Or any other good thing, really
So let it fall - open your hand
And appreciate its beauty
It was lovely while it lasted
But maybe it’s too much to expect anything to endure
Each shower gives new softness to the earth
Then it needs thirst in-between:
Balance in equilibrium of atmosphere’s instability

Don’t let its quitting cut you off from drinking in another rain
Even if you’ll never have another exactly the same
Although the cyclic cruel natural reality dictates
The desert bloom that burst from hidden dormant state
Must die to yield seed for future generations’ sake…

Beware lest in trying too hard to prevent our pleasures/blossoms’ fade
We lose the chance to ensure the most was made
of each opportunity to put forth our best for our & others’ sake

If careless grasping after inevitable loss is vain
Worse fate may be averted if we don’t make the fatal mistake
To lose either or both our appreciation for, & whatever good we’ve gained

Or worse, to hinder hope for others to have (if not better) a future similarly graced…
—  Cyclical
Advice to my sisters in shaa Allah

Just some advice to my sisters in shaa Allah. Sisters, if a brother comes to see you (in the correct manner in your home) do not wear make up, because that is not being truthful, infact it’s being fake. First and foremost wearing make-up in front of a non mahram is Haraam and secondly the brother needs to see you’re real face not your artificial face lol because eventually if you do actually get married he will most definitely see you’re real face. Let him fall in love with the real you, not the artificial you. The reason I say this is because I’ve heard of cases where brothers saw sisters prior to marriage with make-up and after getting married saw something totally different and in some cases this can cause a lot of problems later, because let’s be truthful, whether you use a little bit of make-up or a lot, you’re face can look so different subhaanAllah.
Just some advice from your sister in shaa Allah

“Legs that reach all the way down from the sky
-and yet they are still not tall enough to walk over me”

-She said to the boring boy
Letting each syllable fall into the sky

“We are two separate people-
No love or infinite truth will ever change that
-We are alone and we die alone without ever knowing anything but the space of our skin”

Oh Christ-
How she hated him and everyone else at the party including herself-


But when he played her a song on his idiotic acoustic guitar-

She knew she would fuck him

“Tonight we are song, but tomorrow you’ll be gone/
Cunning and blue, this song is for you”


When she was walking home the next day

She thought to herself:

“Why do all these idiots call it easy?
When in fact it’s so hard to share your body, bed, and time with another”

She smiled sadly at sun-
Even though she knew it had no answers to give

RAP-EH-MIN 3D Audio Master List

This is a list with all my 3D audios, the ones that I already uploaded here and the others that Tumblr didn’t let me upload because of ©

○ AOMG ○

○ Big Bang ○

○ BTS ○

○ Crush ○

○ EXO ○

○ Z.TAO ○

○ VIXX ○


• Please don’t re-upload my audios and claim as yours, just reblog them.
• Feel free to request a song, check this master list first!!!

When I Fall In Love
  • When I Fall In Love
  • Nat King Cole
  • Lets Fall In Love

“When I Fall In Love”
(originally by Doris Day)

Nat King Cole

When I fall in love it will be forever 
Or I’ll never fall in love 
In a restless world like this is 
Love is ended before it’s begun 
And too many moonlight kisses 
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart it will be completely 
Or I’ll never give my heart 
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too 
Is when I fall in love with you.

And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too 
Is when I’ll fall in love with you