lets be afraid

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

SU Hiatus Master List

The First Hiatus: “It Begins” 
It lasted for 41 days spanning from December 3rd, 2013 to January 13th, 2014. 

The Second Hiatus: “Buttermeat”
It lasted for 21 days spanning from January 28th, 2014 to February 17th, 2014 and is the shortest Hiatus so far.

The Third Hiatus: “Revolutionary Gem Pearl"
It lasted for 23 days spanning from March 16th, 2014 to April 9th, 2014.

The Fourth Hiatus: “Nickilite” 
It lasted for 98 days spanning from May 15th, 2014 to August 21st, 2014 and is the second longest Hiatus so far.

The Fifth Hiatus: “A Christmas Hiatus” 
It lasted for 34 days spanning from December 5th, 2014 to January 8th, 2015. 

The Sixth Hiatus: “Wait for the 2nd Bomb”
It lasted for 45 days spanning from May 1st, 2015 to June 15th, 2015. 

The Seventh Hiatus: “Here Comes Sardonyx”
It lasted for 23 days spanning from June 20th, 2015 to July 13th, 2015. 

The Eighth Hiatus: “Vacation time”
It lasted for 54 days spanning from July 18th, 2015 to September 10th, 2015. 

The Ninth Hiatus: “Big” 
It lasted for 80 days spanning from October 16th, 2015 to January 4th, 2016.

The Tenth Hiatus: “S. O. S.”
It lasted for 124 days spanning from January 9th, 2016 to May 12th, 2016. This is the longest Hiatus so far.

The Eleventh Hiatus: “Neptune”
It lasted for 44 days spanning from June 3rd, 2016 to July 18th, 2016.

The Twelfth Hiatus: “It’s Over, Isn’t It?”
It lasted for 63 days spanning from September 15th, 2016 to November 17th, 2016.

The Thirteenth Hiatus:  “I Am So Tired of Hiatuses, Please Return to the Regular Schedule or Heck I’d Even Take a Stevenbomb at This Point.
It would have lasted 59 days and went from December 2nd, 2016 to January 30th, 2017 but thanks to an odd decision on CN’s part, it ended prematurely on January 2nd, 2017. 

The Fourteenth Hiatus: “ CN… You Know You Have More Than 3 Shows Right?” 
It began on March 10th, 2017 and could end sometimes later this year.

Damn...
  • <p> <b>Yurio:</b> *watching Otabek work out*<p/><b>Yurio:</b> *whispers* damn....<p/><b>Yurio:</b> *watching Otabek get up after falling on his butt on the ice*<p/><b>Yurio:</b> *audibly loud* Damn.....<p/><b>Yurio:</b> *sees Otabek shirtless*<p/><b>Yurio:</b> *yelling* DAMNNN...<p/><b>Otabek:</b> YuriO STOP<p/><b>Yurio:</b> *shrugs* I call 'em how I seem 'em.<p/></p>
Don’t cry over someone who left you in the middle of everything. He’s not worth your tears. Learn to stand up while you’re still feeling the pain. It will hurt you badly but, in the long run, you will understand that some valuable lessons in life will come from hardships. And this is one of them. Believe in yourself. You can surpass this storm of yours.
Don’t cry over someone who doesn’t appreciate your efforts and existence. Remember, you are precious and if people make you feel you’re not worth their time and affection, let them go. Never be afraid to turn your back to people who doesn’t value you. They don’t deserve a place in your life.
Don’t cry over someone who wouldn’t fight for you until the end. Prioritize yourself. You deserve someone better.
—  E.J. Cenita
7 Questions to Ask When You’re Feeling Overwhelmed

1. Which of these tasks should I prioritise? Do what’s most important first, and the pressure will subside.

2. Would I achieve more if I got some extra sleep? If you’re too tired to work then you’re usually less productive.

3. Are other people sucking the life out of me? Are there certain individuals who’re demanding too much time?

4. Is there anything at all that I can delegate? Do I have to do it all, or do the whole thing on my own?

5. Have I taken on too much on because “I don’t let people down”, or I’m afraid of saying “no”; or do I fear the negative reactions of others?

6. Is my space full of clutter, and that’s adding to my stress? Do I need to tidy up, or just get rid of some old stuff?

7. Can I withdraw, or take time off to recharge my batteries? Do I really need a break, and need the chance to be refreshed? Would I likely perform better if I made time for self care

Can we just talk about this moment? He has no idea that Belle said she loved him back. He died before hand.

•This expression on his face says everything. He turns around and looks at Belle as if he truly can’t believe the meaning behind it all.

• “I’m human? But that means….” he whips around and sees Belle standing there. He lets out a breath of relief. Everything he has ever hoped for since she got there has fallen into place. The spell is broken, she loves him, his castle has been saved.

• But just look at this precious cinnamon roll. Look at that FACE. That expression crushes me every time. He looks as though he’s about ready to cry. But following this part, he’s cautious. He lets Belle lead. He’s afraid he’ll scare her somehow. That perhaps his human form is more frightening than the Beast. He knows his character as a human to be despicable, arrogant, hateful, and conceited. That’s the last thing he wants Belle to see. But she sees into his heart. She knows. She knows how loving, caring, kind, and compassionate he’s become. And now so does he.

• That hair tho. It’s so soft JUST LET ME TOUCH IT.

•And those EYES. Hngggg.

So miss him. Send him some love and light every time you think about him, then drop it. You’re just afraid to let go of the last bits of him because then you’ll be really alone, and you’re scared to death of what will happen if you’re really alone. But here’s what you gotta understand. If you clear out all that space in your mind that you’re using right now to obsess about this guy, you’ll have a vacuum there, an open spot – a doorway. And guess what the universe will do with the doorway? It will rush in – God will rush in – and fill you with more love than you ever dreamed. So stop using that boy to block that door. Let it go.
—  Eat, Pray, Love (Elizabeth Gilbert)
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