Well I hope it was enjoyable, Arashi mumbled.
Stop, Bennett warned, stress in his weakened tone.
Arashi glared at him now, his eyes filled with pain. He wasn’t entirely surprised to hear Benny had been intimate with his longtime mate but it hurt more than he could’ve ever imagined to hear. Never in his life had he experienced a jealousy like this. Was it better than it is with me?
Arashi… Bennett groaned.
So yes, he muttered in defeat.
No, alright? Bennett snapped. Was it enjoyable? Yes, it was sex. I came. Was it better than having sex with you? No, nothing about being with him is better than being with you.
Arashi’s sad eyes fell to the floor, unsure of what to say or feel. You know that I love him, Bennett continued cautiously. But it isn’t the same as it is with you. I love you so fucking much that it hurts, Arashi. He paused again but the other man made no move to react or respond. His heart felt heavy & suddenly he wasn’t sure if he could continue to stand there without falling completely apart. You also asked me if I was done & the answer is no. The end for us, whatever the hell that means, is up to you, Arashi. It’s always been up to you