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Bill Skarsgard X Reader (Too Shy)

Request: Could you do something where reader and Bill are taking a holiday somewhere, but as friends. Fans get in the way of reader’s true feelings, but she realizes her feelings for Bill and admits them.


Requested  By: @weallhaveadestiny  

Bill tossed the last of your suit cases into the backseat before shutting the door, and hopping into the driver’s seat, ”Ready to go, (Y/N)?” He asked digging into his pocket for the keys. Once he found them he started the car. “Yeah, I’m ready…but like are you sure you wanna take a break? Y-You didn’t have to come you know?” Bill only laughed pulling on his seatbelt, glancing back at you, “We both deserve a break, (Y/N). I from acting, you from writing. Besides we are going to somewhere quiet because we both need it.” You did not dare to argue back once he had his mind set on something, he was going to do it.

The ride to Atlanta wasn’t that long since you’d slept most of the way, Bill and you had rented a hotel room together. Bill said he didn’t mind sharing beds even though the room had two. Wanting to respect his privacy you decided to sleep on your own, but you honestly had feelings for him just kept that part to yourself. Grabbing a t-shirt and a pair of shorts you walked past him to change in the bathroom. Once you shut the door you stripped yourself of the dirty clothing and into something much more comfortable. After completing your nightly bathroom routine you went back out to the room to lay down and rest to prepare yourself for the next day. 

Bill watched as you laid there sleeping peacefully, “Goodnight, (Y/N).” He murmured flicking off the lamp before laying down himself.The next morning you woke up to the sound of frantic knocking, “I don’t wanna get up… it’s too early..” You muttered hugging the blanket tighter around your small form. The knocking came once more this time followed by a voice, “(Y/N), please! I left the key on the nightstand let me in!!” Bill shouted from the outside. You groaned and threw the blanket off of your body the cold air making goosebumps appear in your arms and legs. You shuddered and reached over grabbing a small jacket to cover yourself up to prevent your body from becoming even colder than it already was from the loss of warmth.  

You shuffled over to the door and pulled it open, you were slightly shocked to find your friend standing there panting. Bill stumbled in and shut the door quickly behind him, you rubbed your eyes sleepily letting out a yawn. “Bill what’s going on it’s 7:00 in the morning..” He sighed taking a seat on the edge of the bed fingers curling in his hair. “I-I thought it’d be quiet here, but the fans.. the fans are just relentless.” Bill sighed and you shrugged. “Fans will be fans, I mean look at you… you’re a nice looking guy. You also have natural talent.” he looked up at you as you took a seat next to him. “Thanks (Y/N).” Bill whispered and the fans continued to bang on the door, “We love you, Bill!” One girl screamed, “Sign my book!” You laughed.“Sign this, sign that, I’m can’t live without a signature!” You cried out dramatically, bringing your arm up to your forehead and sighing dreamily.

 Bill chuckled and turned to look over at you his eyes locked on your face and eyes. “How come I’ve never seen it before?” He asked looking back at the ground, “Seen what?” You asked becoming nervous and sat up quickly. “Seen how much you care about me..” He responded.You laughed nervously eyes side glancing to look away, “Well yeah I mean who woul-” Bill leaned forward placing his lips on yours in a quick kiss. “I love you to, (Y/N). Don’t ever get jealous of those girls because you’re the only one who I love back.” He told you and you blushed slowly wrapping your arms around him.“Please come out we just wanna get a picture!” You growled and shouted. “Get out of here! We’re having a moment!!” Bill laughed, “This is why I love you.” You smiled. “Aww thanks…”


You two spent the evening inside of the hotel as the many fan girls crowded outside the door just begging to get in, “How long have we been stuck in here?” You groaned flopping down lazily next to bill as he turned another page of the Stephen King novel he was reading and chuckled, “It has only been an hour, (Y/N).” He replied glancing down at you a grin replacing his smile and you punched him lightly on the shoulder. “It’s been an our and I am hungry.” You pouted and Bill shrugged not looking at you at all this time.

“I am about to be on angry person, wait here!” You told him and got up sliding on a jacket again and flung open the door glaring at the girls who stood grouped around the door. “Get the heck out of here!” You snapped waving your arms angrily and they in fear dispersed in many directions fearing to come back. You smiled and walked back inside smiling to yourself. “Could we order out, that took all of my energy?” You asked and Bill set aside the book and grabbed the phone dialing a pizza place nearby. 

“Yes! I am so happy right now and glad I met someone like you.” You sighed wrapping your arms around him and placing a kiss to his cheek.

Originally posted by karlmordo

Twisted In Lies (D.T) Part 1

Summary: It’s been 6 months, since Y/N and the boys spoken to each other. They’ve all moved on. Y/N even has a boyfriend now. But what happens when Y/N reunites with Ethan and Grayson? Does a reacquainted love occur? Are there more lies? Will more hearts be broken? 

Word Count: 2,883

Warning: None

A/N: We had so many ideas for Twisted In Love, that it was only right we continued the series! So, SURPRISE! Here’s the sequel! As you can see it is called Twisted In Lies. Why? You’ll see as you read the series. Feedback is always welcome! Let us know what you guys think! Make sure you guys keep an eye out on @sniperdolan blog for part 2!

Hope you guys enjoy it!

Love you! :) 

( the boys are 20 in this series.)

Originally posted by byekylie

Reader’s POV

It’s been 6 months since I’ve spoken to either Ethan or Grayson. The last time I’ve seen them or spoken to them, was the night we got back from Playlist Live Orlando, and everything kind of blew up.

They ended up working things out, and I’m glad. Thank god the Dolans Twins were still together, and from what I see and hear on social media, the boys have been doing great. I tried to keep up with their videos, and watch they whenever they post but it was hard. I missed them. Before all of the craziness, we were friends. I missed being their friend.

I think about reaching out to them, to see if we could try to amend our friendship, but I wouldn’t even know what to say. Grayson was in a relationship now. He was dating a 21 year old college student named Gabriella. She wasn’t a model, or a YouTuber, or anybody in the social media world. She was your normal everyday college fan girl. She was really pretty, and they looked super cute together. I was happy for him. He deserved to be happy.

A lot has happened in the last 6 months. After all that drama passed, everything has been going great. I now have 4 million subscribers on YouTube. I have 5.9 million followers on Instagram, and I was 3,000 followers away from 3 million on Twitter. I’ve doing a little modeling here and there, and taking on some acting rolls for a few shows. I’m so grateful for all these amazing opportunities I’ve been blessed with.

Tonight was the Teen Choice Awards, and I have been nominated for 2 awards. Choice Female YouTuber, and Choice Female WebStar. It was an honor to even be invited to go, let alone be up for 2 big awards. I was currently in my apartment, getting ready with my best friend and my roommate Lena, and my boyfriend Cameron Dallas.

Cameron and I started dating a few months ago. 4 months to be exact. A few weeks after all the drama and stuff had gone down, I was asked to do a photo shoot for Calvin Klein, and Cameron was my partner for the shoot. We got along really well while we were on set. Cracking jokes, and just making each other laugh. He reached out to me on Twitter a few days after the shoot, and asked me to film a collab video with him for his channel. He was a flirt let me tell you! We ended up texting, and snapping each other, and went on a few dates, and now here we are. I really like Cameron, he makes me happy.

“Ready to go beautiful?” he asked, holding out his hands for me to take into my own.

Cameron, Lena, and I walked down stairs to the front of the apartment complex, and got into the Uber. We were finally on our way to my first TCAs.

* * * *

We pulled up to the venue, and as we were getting out the Uber, Cameron and I were immediately called over to the blue carpet. We walked over to the carpet and waited at the end before we were told to go on. I haven’t been here for 10 mins yet and I’m already seeing a ton of celebrities and I’m fangirling a little bit on the inside. There was so much going on. People interviewing, people taking pictures, cameras flashing everywhere. I wasn’t s nervous as I thought I would be, and I guess that was because I had Cameron with me, and he’s done this like a bunch of times already.

“You guys are next.” the lady said to Cameron and I.

“You ready?” Cameron asked. I nodded.

Cameron held my hand, as we both stepped onto the carpet. Immediately there were cameras flashing at us. We stopped and posed for some photos. We took some silly ones, and some normal ones. They wanted some pictures of us by ourselves, so Cameron went off to take his pictures, and I was over here taking mine. I did a few cute poses, and headed over to the next part which was the interview.

* * * *

“Y/N! You look gorgeous. So it’s your first TCA and have already been nominated for 2 awards! Congratulations!” the interview said before placing the mic in front of me.

“Thank you so much! I’m grateful to even be here, so being nominated for 2 awards, I’m truly honored! I hands down have the best fans in the world! I love you guys!” I said blowing a kiss into the camera.

The interview carried on for a little bit, with questions about my channel, and what else I’ve been working. Now here comes the one question I’ve been dreading the most. Great.

“So Y/N I think everyone is dying to know. Have you and the twins talked at all since all the drama happened? Do you think it’s possible to fix the friendship?” she asked.

I did not want to answer that question at all, and I didn’t know how to answer that question. That was a question I was hoping to avoid, but of course it was going to get brought up so am I surprised.

“We haven’t talked, but I mean I have nothing against them. I’ve been hearing a lot of great things, so I couldn’t be any more proud of them.” I said truthfully.

Thank god Cameron finished his interview because he came over shortly after I answered the question.

“Clearly everyone is talking about “You and Cameron’s Ship Name” How are you guys feeling about being nominated for Favorite Ship?” the interviewer asked.

“I think we’re a pretty cute couple, and I think the fans would agree.” Cameron said, giving me a kiss on the cheek.

“Before we let you guys go in, we have something for Y/N here.” the interviewer said, before walking off to the side to get something. She came back with a surfboard and I was so confused. Was it mine?

“Y/N you won Choice Female WebStar! Congratulations on your first award of the evening!” the interviewer cheered.

Cameron was cheering like one of those embarrassing mom.

“Oh my god! Thank you so much!” I said surprised. I was shocked to say the least. My first TCAs and my first surfboard! Tonight was going to be great!

* * * *

After the carpet Cameron head inside to meet Lena, who was already at her seat. I was seating down when Lena looked at me and kept motioning her head back, and mouthing for me to turn around. I gave her a weird look, but turned my around to see what she was trying to tell me.

It was them. It was Ethan and Grayson. They were sitting literally a row behind us. Grayson had his arm wrapped around some girl, who I realized was his girlfriend. Well I guess this will be interesting.

The award show went on, and it was time for them to announce Choice Male WebStar. A category both Cameron and the twins were nominated for. I was feeling so conflicted. Of course I wanted my boyfriend to win, but the twins also deserve it.

“And the winner for Choice Male WebStar is? …” the announcer paused as she opened the envelope. Cameron was holding my hand the whole time, while he was shaking his leg up and down nervously. It was cute how after all the awards he’s won he still gets so nervous.

“The Dolan Twins!” the announcer yelled into the microphone. I looked over at Cameron to see if he was upset or angry, but he wasn’t. Instead he was smiling and clapping for his friends.

As the twins were walking up to receive their award, they walked passed my row and Ethan did a little double take, as he tapped on Grayson’s arm making him turn around and his eyes landed on me. I flashed him a small smile, and he just turned around and made his way to the stage with Ethan.

“You okay?” Lena asked me.

“Yeah, it’s just weird seeing them since we haven’s spoken or anything you know.” I responded truthfully.

The boys gave their speech, and the fans went crazy! We went through a few more awards, a performance from Ariana Grande. Cameron had just won his Choice Comedian award, and I couldn’t be happier! They were announcing the awards for Choice Female YouTuber and Choice Male YouTuber next, and I was honestly freaking out! I was up against so many great YouTubers, there was no way I was winning that award. I was in my seat talking to Lena, and Cameron, when someone came and told me I needed to head backstage.

I was waiting backstage like the one of the backstage crew members told me to, but I wasn’t sure for what to be honest.

“Hey stranger.” I heard a familiar voice say from behind me. I turned around to see who it was.

It was Ethan.

“Hey!” I said, a little excited, but a little taken back at the same time.

“What are you doing backstage?” he asked me, nervously running his hand through his hair.

“I don’t know, they just told me to come back here and wait for something.” I shrugged.

“What about you? Why are you back here?” I asked.

“I don’t know either. Someone told Grayson and I the same thing.” he said, putting his hands in his back pocket.

There was an awkward silence between us for a few seconds before Ethan spoke again.

“I’m not mad anymore.” he said, causing me to drift my attention from the floor to him.

“I wanted to reach out but Grayson said you changed your number.” he finished.

“Yeah I did…” I paused.

“Ethan, I really am sorry about everything that happened.” I told him.

“It’s cool. I’m over it. I just miss my best friend.” he said flashing me his award winning smile.

“So friends?” I asked, as I was being pulled in for a hug by Ethan.

We both took out our phones, and decided to take a selfie. We posted a video on our Snapchat stories, and posted our selfies on Twitter with the caption …

@EthanDolan: “Ran into this stranger backstage. Congrats on your first TCA @YourTwitterName! Proud of you! 1 down 1 to go!”

@YourTwitterName: “Look who I met backstage at the TCAs! @EthanDolan”

As I was putting my phone away I saw Grayson coming from around the corner. I wanted to say something to him, but one of the crew members grabbed me and told me to stand over by the stage entrance.The announcer started making the announcement for the female and male YouTuber nominations.

“Good Luck.” Ethan said from behind me. The crew members had us standing in some kind of line up in front of the stage entrance, and I had zero idea as to why. Grayson was standing next to Ethan, paying attention on his phone and not once did he even try to look at me. I guess he wasn’t over it like Ethan was.

I smiled and wished him good luck as well.  

“And your winner for Choice Female YouTuber is…”

“Y/N Y/L/N!” one of the announcers yelled.

As I was walking up the stairs to get on the stage to accept my award, the second announcer started announced the award for male YouTuber.

“And your Choice Male YouTuber is…”

“The Dolan Twins!” the second announcer yelled, and the boys came walking onto the stage behind me.

We accepted our awards, gave our speeches and continue off the stage. I had some interviews to do so Cameron waited for me backstage so we could go together.

“2 awards! I’m proud of you babe!” Cameron said pulling me into a hug, as he placed a kiss on my cheek.

“Yo E, congrats bro!” Cameron shouted to Ethan, turning around giving him one of those bro hugs.

We made our way to a room, that had a beach theme going on.There were surfboards, a little swimming pool with sand around it, and a beach balls getting thrown around everywhere. It was pretty cute. Ethan, Grayson, Cameron and I were all getting interviewed by Tyler Oakley.

“So Y/N. You tweeted a selfie of Ethan and yourself and Ethan you did as well. So can we confirm that everything is good between you guys? No more drama” Tyler asked.

“Yes, everything is good. The past is the past, and I’m just happy to have my best friend back!” I said, as Ethan pulled me into a side hug.

“What about you Grayson? Everything’s good between you guys?” Tyler asked Grayson. To be honest, I didn’t know how he was going to respond. I mean he has even said a single word to me. Not like I expect him too, but I figured if Ethan got over it maybe he would too.

‘Yeah, we’re good!” Grayson said, fake smiling at the camera.

We were all answering a few fan questions, Cameron was cracking a few jokes back and forth with Ethan. Grayson tried to interact but you can tell he wanted to get the hell out of here as soon as possible. I mean I’m sure this has to be awkward for him. Seeing me for the first time in months, and I’m here with my boyfriend who just happens to be a friend of his. Someone bought out an envelope and surfboard, handing it to Tyler. He opened the envelope and read it before turning his attention back to the camera.

“Congratulations “You and Cameron’s Ship Name” you just won the Favorite Ship award!” Tyler screamed. Turning around to hand Cameron and I the surfboard.

“Told you we’re a cute couple.” Cameron said, before giving me a kiss on the lips.

Everyone in the roomed started awing following with chants of our ship name. Even Ethan was chanting it. Cameron and I pulled apart from our kiss, and I turned my head to look at Grayson. His eyes met mine, but quickly left as he turned his head and whispered something into Ethan’s ear.

After the interview Cameron and I went to go meet up with Lena before we started heading out. The TCAs were now over, and besides the awkward tension between Grayson and I, I had an amazing time. As the three of us were walking through the hectic crowd, Ethan approached us with Grayson and his girlfriend following behind. 

“Hey Y/N. Do you wanna go get some pizza and catch up? Cameron and your friend can come too.” Ethan said eyeing Lena. They never met before, but Lena being my best friend of course she knew all about him.

“Yeah, that sounds good actually! Cam you want to go babe?” I asked my boyfriend.

“Yeah, I’m down. Lets go! I’m starving!” Cameron said, wrapping his arm around my waist.

“Oh, I almost forgot. Ethan, this is my best friend Lena. The one I use to always be on FaceTime with.” I said introducing Ethan to Lena.

“So this is the infamous best friend we always use to hear about but never met.”

“Nice to meet you Lena, I’m Ethan.” he said shaking her hand, flashing her a wide smile.

We walked outside, and somehow managed to fit into one SUV. The car ride to the restaurant consisted of just jamming out, and taking snapchat videos. Well all of us except Grayson. He was sitting in the front seat on his phone the whole time.

“Babe are you okay?” I heard his girlfriend ask him. 

She was really pretty. They really did look cute together. I hope she treats him well. He deserved to be happy.

I started making small talk with Gabriella and she was really sweet. We talked a little bit about her, and school, she was really nice. Perfect for Grayson to be honest. Meanwhile Cameron was FaceTiming his sister next to me, and Ethan and Lena were in the back seat talking, and taking selfies. If I didn’t know any better, I would say Ethan was even flirting a little bit. Lena and Ethan? Lethan? Okay I would totally ship that! I wouldn’t even be mad if they ever dated. 

* * * *

We arrived at the restaurant, and the waiter sat us at a big circular booth near the back. 

I was sitting next to Cameron, followed my Lena and Ethan, and with Gabriella and Grayson on the opposite side of me. We all ordered our drinks, and Ethan ordered us a big pineapple pizza pie. 

We were eating and making small talk amongst each other. Everything was going great. The vibe with everyone was great, everyone except Grayson anyway. He was pretty much quite the whole time, unless he was talking to Gabriella or Ethan. He made small talk with Lena here and there, but as for Cameron and I he didn’t really speak to us. 

“Does anyone want anything else?” Grayson asked, picking up the check. He offered to pay the bill, which I thought was sweet of him. 

But I spoke to soon.

“What about you Cam? You could always go for seconds right?” Grayson said, smirking at Cameron. 

Great here we go…

Don’t wanna lose you

Words: 1129

Warning: Fluff, kind of angst

@taehyungs-slut requested:  Hey! I LOVE you’re writing it really takes me places!! Is there any chance you could do a scenario where jimin and yourself were dating but yous break up and at one of the shows he breaks down crying on stage and says that he doesn’t wanna lose you and shiz? 💗

Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin

You loved him. You wished him the best. But you couldn’t hold that anymore. Jimin was your boyfriend for 2 years now and when you started dating, you knew that it would be hard. You knew he wouldn’t let your relationship be “public” since he was an idol. You knew he would travel to places really far from you and you would probably stay away from him for a few times. But the moment he asked you to date him, you forgot all these things and said yes. You loved him.
But the relationship became… monotonous. You both were so far away from each other. No, he was, because of his comeback. You understood him. He couldn’t just left his work to see you, but you needed someone. To be your partner, your lover, your friend. To be yours. And jimin wasn’t being that anymore. You decided that that had already gone. You couldn’t stay with him any longer. Not that way.
You cried. Fuck you loved him so much but it wasn’t working for you anymore.
It was friday and you decided to call him for a talking. As always, he said he was busy and stuff but you begged him. He needed to come. You needed to talk to him.
Your door bell rang and you opened the door for him. He hugged you, and you hugged him back, tightly. You knew that that would probably be the last time you would hug him that way. He pulled away and pecked your lips, looking at you in confusion when he saw your expression.
“Y/N? Is everything ok?” he asked worried. You felt your face burning. You already wanted to cry but hold your tears back.
“We need to talk, Jimin” you said and guided him to the couch. You sat, face to face with him.
He grabbed your hands and kissed it, asking you once again if everything was ok. You looked at his face. His eyes, his lips… His everything. The smile he was giving you, knowing that it would fall soon.
Tears were born in your eyes but you couldn’t contain yourself anymore. When you started crying, he tried to hold you, asking what was the problem but you pushed him away slowly.
“I can’t do this anymore, Jimin” you said looking into his eyes. He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.
“You can’t do what?” he asked. You breathed heavily, preparing yourself for what was coming.
“I can’t do that. I can’t be with you anymore” you started saying and his eyes widened, his skin getting whiter, “You’ve your work, and you don’t have time for me. For us. Jimin I love you, but we’re done. You know this is not working anymore” you said between tears. He couldn’t say anything. He couldn’t believe it.
“Jimin?” you asked.
“Y/N, please…” he whispered, you could feel the sadness on his voice. Tears were appearing into his eyes too. You were fucked at that point, “Don’t do that”.
“This is the only option” you said.
He stayed there, froze. He didn’t say a word before standing up and walking towards the front door, opening it and turning around to face you.
“Are you sure?” he asked. What?
You didn’t say anything. You had lost your voice at that point, and couldn’t do anything when he turned around and left.
That as it? He wouldn’t even try to have you? He really didn’t care?
You cried more at that thought. Why didn’t he care? That hurt so much. You went upstairs to your bedroom and let yourself fell onto the bed, soon falling asleep.
You woke up because of your cell phone. It was buzzing like crazy. You looked at the clock. 8:00 p.m. Taehyung?
Why was he calling you? He was supposed to be preparing himself for the concert.
“Tae?” you said.
“Hey, y/n. Look… I know what happened about you and Jimin. But please come to see our concert. You are our friend” he asked.
No fucking way for you to see Jimin performing. But it was Taehyung. He wouldn’t let you alone unless you said “yes” and you did.
You got dressed, applying make up enough to hide the signs that indicated you had cried.
You got to the place. It was full of people. You had VIP ticket, getting the front chair.
The show was going well, till you saw him. There he was, beautiful and gorgeous as always. A few songs later, they stopped singing to talk with the fans.
“Thank you guys for being here-” Namjoon started saying. You didn’t listened to him, your eyes stuck on your ex boyfriend.
“This is our wings your, but we’ll sing a song that we know you guys love so much” Jungkook said and the melody of ‘beautiful’ started playing. Fuck no. Please no. Jimin ran his eyes through the place and, unhappily, he found yours.
He froze in place. You couldn’t look away either. You were about to cry because that was the song. Your song. He used to sing it for you when you couldn’t sleep. Was the song he sang to you when he asked you to date him. And there it was playing, when you had broken up.
You felt the tears coming again when Jimin started singing. Fuck. That voice. His eyes were stuck on yours. You were starting to think he really didn’t care about you because he wasn’t even sad. This was what you thought before he suddenly stopped singing and started to cry. What?
“I can’t” he said on the microphone. “The love of my life left me today. And i want her back” he said, looking at you. Oh my god. He isn’t…
“Y/N I love you, I don’t wanna lose you. Please don’t leave me, we can make it work” he said as tears burned on his face.
He commanded the securities to guide you to the stage. You resisted at first but then gave in. You walked there, all the people there extremely surprised to say anything.
Jimin was standing in front of you, looking into your eyes.
“Please, Y/N. I love you. I always have. Please come back to me” he begged. Shit. You loved him so much. But…what could you do?
“Please…we can do it work” he repeated. You scanned his face, looking for sincerity. And you found it. He was about to say something else but couldn’t, because you grabbed the microphone from his hands and kissed him. The people started screaming, clapping and stuff. You pulled away from the kiss, leaning in to whisper on his ear.
“I love you. I always have” You said, repeating his previous words as he pulled you closer and kissed you once again.

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Stay With Me

It had been exactly two months since the last time I’ve seen Y/N and it was killing me. I had to believe that what she said wasn’t true and that she didn’t mean it. How could she think that? What we were doing went beyond sex and she knew it. Maybe I pushed too hard too fast. Thinking back to our last night together, leaves an ache in my chest that seems to never go away. It dulls but it stays and I don’t think it’ll ever completely leave.

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Flannel Shirt - Bucky Barnes

Requested by anonymous. Part of the Autumn Fic Meme.

“Morning,” Bucky said as you walked into his small flat in the avengers tower. You smiled at him, and walked behind him, wrapping your arms around him and kissing his shoulder.

“Whatcha making?”

“Pancakes,” he said, turning around and kissing you.

“I didn’t know you could cook,“ you said, walking back to the counter.

“There’s probably a lot you don’t know about me.”

“Don’t be so ominous,” you said with a raise of your eyebrows. Bucky chuckled slightly and flipped a pancake. “So I have a problem,” you said to him.

“Hm?” Bucky said, barely looking up from his pan.

“I didn’t bring any other clothes.”

“So? Just where what you wore here. Your room is just down the hall.”

“Yes, but leaving your room wearing the same close I wore yesterday would raise some suspicion.” You and Bucky had been dating for a few months now, and last night was the first time you had spent the night at his place. Bucky stayed over at your apartment many times, but was always able to sneak out before everyone woke up. You on the other, struggled to get out of bed before noon.

“Oh. Well I could have Steve come bring you some clothes,” he said causally.

“That would definitely defeat the purpose of trying to sneak out of here.”

“Well he already knows so,” Bucky mumbled, not looking up.

“What?! I thought we agreed not to tell people!”

“We did,” Bucky said, walking over to you and placing his hands on your shoulders. “But Steve found out on his own.” You looked at him disbelievingly. “I’m serious. I was leaving your apartment one morning when Steve found me.” 

“Okay. He’s not going to tell anyone?”

“No. He knows we want to keep it a secret for a while,” he said, kissing your head.

“Good. I think I’ll pass though. Can I just borrow something of yours to causally step out in?”

“Go right ahead,” Bucky said, outstretching his arm. You smirk at him and kiss his cheek before walking to his closet. When you stepped out again, Bucky was washing his pan in the sink. You walked up behind him and cleared your throat. He turned around and saw you in his red flannel. And nothing else.

“Damn it looks better on you than it does on me,” he said, eyeing you.

“I know,” you said, twirling a bit. Bucky smiled at you and leaned down to bring his lips to yours.

“I love you and you look amazing, but if you don’t put some clothes on I’m not going to let you leave this room.” You smiled at him and walked back to his room, getting your jeans off of the floor. After eating, you fixed you hair and makeup and walked out of Bucky’s apartment. You walked softly back to your room, hoping no one would see you walk of shame.

“Hi Y/N.”

“Clint. Jeez, you scared me,” you said as Clint hopped down from a rafter. “What were you doing up there?”

“I could ask you the same thing.”

“Excuse me?”

“What we’re you doing leaving Bucky’s room?”

“He invited me over for breakfast.”

“Okay,” Clint said, clearly not believing you. “Nice shirt by the way.”

“Thanks.” You knew you needed to change into your own clothes, so you continued to walk back to your apartment.

“Where are you going, Y/N?”

“Wanda. I was just going to go change.”

“Why? You look cute in this shirt. Anyways we have a meeting, let’s go,” she said, taking your hand. You begrudgingly followed Wanda down to the conference room. You sat in between her and Natasha, waiting for Steve and Tony to arrive.

“So how was your night?” Natasha asked you.

“It was fine, just the same old boring stuff I do every night,” you said, earning a kick from Bucky. Nat looked at you, disbelieving your story. “What about you?” you asked, hoping to change the topic.

“Fine,” Natasha said, relaxing in her seat and crossing her arms.

“You can tell us anything, you know that, right?” Wanda said, placing her hand on yours.

“Of course I-” you stopped talking when Steve and Tony entered the room. The meeting was pretty normal, going over some basic rules. You left the meeting hoping to find Bucky. You had suspected for a while that Nat and Wanda knew about the two of you, and if they knew, so did Clint and Pietro. And Steve. And Tony and Bruce weren’t idiots. Shit.

You were on your way to Bucky’s room when you saw him standing outside his door, talking to Steve and Vision. Steve smiled at you politely as you awkwardly changed directions back to your apartment. You sat there for a while, wondering what the two of you should do. There was definitely no rule saying the two of you couldn’t be dating, but once it was out there, everyone would know. Avengers were always in the public eye. Also, having a work relationship might cause some problems during missions. Although, it already had caused some tension during missions, when one person didn’t want the other to go. You were broken from your train of thought when your door opened.

“Y/N?” Bucky called from the kitchen. You hopped off of your bed and met him in the living room. He smiled at you and kissed you softly, holding you close to him. “You were on your way to my room. What’s up?” You sat down on the couch and motioned for Bucky to join you.

“Everyone knows about us.”


“At least I’m pretty sure. I’m best friends with a mind reader and one of the greatest spies in the world. I’m almost positive they know. And you’ve already told Steve, and the Avengers can’t keep anything a secret. I mean, are we really hiding anything?”

“I was just talking to Steve about that a little while ago. He thinks we should come out. He says that almost everyone knows, or at least thinks they do. He doesn’t see any harm in it.”

“What do you think?”

“I think we make a pretty great team,“ he said, smiling at you, and kissing your head. “I wouldn’t mind telling everyone, but it’s up to you.”

“Okay, I think we should. How should we do it?”

“I’ve got the perfect idea.”


“This is a really bad idea.”

“No it’s not,” Bucky said.

“How is us making out on a couch in the Avengers’s lounge going to help anything?”

“Well for one, everyone will know about us. And two, I get to kiss you while you wear my flannel.”


“Shh, it will work.” You followed Bucky down to one of the lounge rooms in the Avengers tower. You sat down on the couch and looked at Bucky.

“Is it weird that I’m nervous?” you asked him.

“A little. But don’t worry, I have experience with this type of thing.”

“Do you?” you asked with a smile. Bucky smiled at you and nodded. He put his arm around the couch and looked at you. “So do we just start right away or wait until someone walks in. I mean I’ve never done this thing before. I don’t know if-” Bucky silenced you by pulling you close to him, bringing your lips to his. You wrapped your arms around his neck as he pulled you closer to him. He pulled you up so that you were straddling him. You completely forgot about everything while in Bucky’s arms.

“Shit.” You pulled away from Bucky and saw Clint standing in the doorway. “You guys lost me fifty dollars.”

“We what?”

“Tony and I had a bet about when you would come out to us. Tony said it would be today, I said Friday.”

“Actually,” Steve said, walking into the room. “I said it would happen before one, and Tony said after. And as it is 12:35, that makes me the winner.”

“Damn it, Capsicle,” Tony said, walking into the room. “So I guess you two are official now,” Tony said, looking at you and Bucky.

“Yeah, I guess so,” you said, still sitting in Bucky’s lap.

“Well we all aren’t going to let you live it down but, we will keep it out of the media. That I can promise.”

“Thank you, Tony.”

“That being said,” Clint said. “If we ever catch you in here again, I will shoot you.”

“Point taken,” Bucky said. “We shall keep our personal life, personal,” Bucky said, moving you off of him, and taking your hand. “We’ll see you guys later,” he said with a raise of his eyebrows, waking with you upstairs.

Literal Transcript of 1DonGMA Interview (that ‘confirmation’ part)

^Is the youtube video

Italics are mine.

MS (2:46-2:55): Well I gotta say, um Louis from one father to another, I want to congratulate you on your upcoming fatherhood.

LP: *looks at Louis*

LT: *Nods* *holds mic to face, waiting for question/to respond*

MS: Yeah. So. How are you feelin’?

Louis (2:56-3:02): Thank you, yeah. Um. Obviously it’s- it’s a very exciting time so uh. I’m buzzing. Thank you. (It literally took 6 seconds for him to say this).

MS: Congratulations again. Yes.

Radio Silence for 3 seconds (3:03-3:06) while Lara Spencer looks at Harry and motions to him

LS: Harry? You seem very quiet today.

HS: Nooooooo!

LP: Ohh boy! *Uncomfortable shifting* *shifty eyes* *prepares to pounce Daddy-Direction style*

LT: *puts ears in to hear better, holds mic like a dick*

NH: *Crinkle face indicating his distaste at the question*

MS: Harry’s chillin’. He’s letting the other guys….

HS: *coughs*

MS: …. do what they’re going to do

HS: I’m having a great time.

LS: You are?

HS: Yeah.

HS: *goes to say something*

LS: *cuts off Harry* - What do you want to say to your fans out here who waited - some slept in the rain for 2 days?

HS: Just a massive thank you - honestly they- they kinda - they continue to surprise us with how incredibly um dedicated they are. Honestly, we wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for them, so thank you so much everyone *Peace sign* who stayed out and everyone who’s here - hello!

Can we just discuss Liam’s reaction after Lara Spencer asked Harry why he’s quiet right after the #babygate questions? He literally says, “OH BOY” as if he’s anticipating a Larry question, or that they’re going to get a question that wasn’t approved. 

Let’s also discuss Niall’s face throughout the entire segment.

Let’s also discuss how quickly, even with ums and uhs and yeahs, Louis sailed through his speech. SIX SECONDS.

Thanks to becomingobsessed on youtube for the video!

Body of Roses (Punk!Luke Fan Fiction) Chapter - 30

Photo not mine

Chapters: 1 2 3 4 56 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29

Rating: A-14 (Read at own risk)

Word Count: 1,051

“Luke.” Was the only word I could form with my lips. It was barely above a whisper and I’d be surprised if anyone but me had heard it.

I watched as Luke turned on his heels beginning to move away from where Xander and I stood. He still had one hand protectively on my waist holding me so I was hugging his frame as though Luke would turn back and jump us. Without a single word to Xander, I pulled out of his grip and chased after Luke who was now two houses away from me.

“Luke!” I called to him running harder. He didn’t even acknowledge me though, continuing to walk in the same direction like he was taking a nightly stool. I didn’t know if Xander was still in front of my house or if he was long gone by now, but he was the last thing on my mind at the moment. “Luke, stop!” I tried again now only a meter from him. With one more stride, I caught up to him, spinning him around to me after reaching for his shoulder. “Luke…” My voice trailed off not knowing what else to say.

He put up his hand as if telling me everything was fine but his cold smile said else wise. “Don’t worry about it.” He began walking backwards, taking me in from head to toe before turning back around to continue on with his walk. “Coming here was a mistake.” He muffled out.

I watched him until I couldn’t see him, but I didn’t move from where I stood. The memory of Xander coming up behind me and lightly wrapping his arm around my middle was blurred in my mind. I couldn’t even remember the words that he whispered in my ear while I continued to stare at the spot where Luke was just standing.


I felt the tugging on my heart that the word seemed to have an effect on but this time I knew what the feeling was. It wasn’t loss or anger or hurt.

It was love.


“And then he was just gone.” I shook my head at the statement like it was some sort of unbelievable fact. “I felt as if a piece of my heart got torn away from me and left with him.”

Lottie stayed silent while I recapped the unexplainable events of the night. I remember only a few minutes ago when she busted threw my bedroom door with the brightest smile plastered on her face as I sat staring at the ground still trying to take in everything that had just played out. She began to tell me about how incredible her date with Kean was until she took in my face and pretty well pried the story out of my mouth.

“You love him.” Lottie whispered to me. My head was resting in her lap while she played with the honey coloured stands of my hair. “Luke loves you too.”

I scoffed at the comment. “More like he hates me.”

“If he hated you do you really believe that he’d pull that huge dramatic scene tonight which by the way would have totally got a five star rating from a movie critic.” A small smile tugged at my lips from her words. “Listen, he loves you and you need to go after him before he decides to head back to Australia.”

I let out a sigh not totally convinced. “I don’t know.”

“We’ll go first thing tomorrow when we wake up.” She told me but I shook my head in disagreement.

“He’ll be gone by then,” Getting to my feet I moved towards my closet to find a beanie and my coat. “I’m going now.”

“It’s nearly 4 though.” I gave her a shrug as I made my way towards my bedroom door. “Let me at least drive you there.”

“It’s fine, I already texted Xander.” So it may have been a lie but Lottie shouldn’t be upset tonight, this should have been a happy night for her. Pulling out my phone I quickly sent a text to Xander before I left.


“Thanks for giving me a ride.” I yelled to Xander over the nose of riding on a motorcycle.

“Of course.” He replied back driving fast on the quiet night roads.

It was odd to see New York’s streets so empty though of course everything was still lit up. I let out a sad sigh wishing that I was riding on the back of Luke’s motorcycle instead of Xander’s, hugging his body to mine and taking in the beautiful sites surrounding us.

The sign that directed us to the airport caught my eye as I watched it counting down the distance between us before we were on top of it. Then passed it.

“Xander, you passed the turn off.” I called over to him. He made no attempt to turn around, revving the engine and gaining more speed. “Xander.” I repeated more forcefully only to end up with the same result.

I watched helplessly as we continued down the highway before finally turning off onto a ramp.

“Xander stop.” I ordered. “I want to go back home.”

“And I need my head so shut up.” He hissed over his shoulder causing ice to creep over my insides. I sensed that something was wrong when we passed the airport exit but now I was certain. A part of me was thinking about jumping off the bike all together but I knew it was a death sentence, even if I did survive it there was no way I’d out run Xander with his motorcycle.

We came to a stop outside of an old warehouse that was most likely abandoned.

The moment Xander slowed enough for me to jump off the back, I bolted. He was quick though, reaching behind him and holding my arm in such a tight grip that I wouldn’t be surprise if I lost all feeling in the limb once he let go. He dragged me inside the beaten up structure before calling out into the empty space.

“She’s here!” Xander yelled out.

We didn’t have to wait long before a familiar figure strolled out of the shadows.

“Good,” Rowan flashed me a smile filled with evil. “Now the party can begin.”


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Do You Wanna go to Carter's??

To the tune of “Do You Wanna Build a Snowman” from Disney’s Frozen.

Lydia: Lizzie? Do you want to go to Carters??

Come on, lets have some fun!

You only sit and vlog all day

What do you even say?

You’re not the funny one!

I didn’t mean to call you “nerdy”

It just slipped out

You’d be hot if you’d just try!

Do you wanna go to Carter’s?

{It doesn’t have to be to Carter’s}

Lizzie: Go away, Lydia!

Lydia: Ok, bye…

Jane! Do you wanna go see L.A.?

There’s so much to see and do!

Mom was harping on me all day long

Got all the questions wrong

For chapters one and two

(Not three, THANKS MARY!)

It gets a little lonely

Without Lizzie and you…

Hey lets go find some guys!

boys boys boys boys BOYS BOYS BOYS!

~After the Whickam incident~

Lizzie: Lydia?

Hun, I know you’re in there… 

I’m so sorry for all I’ve done.

Fans send their support, and we do too.

You know I’m here for you.

You don’t have to run.

We’ll always have each other,

The three Bennet girls,

And you know that we love you so.

Do you wanna… 

Go to Carter’s?