let's start a day with jared's smile

Imagine Jared calling to cheer you up

You groaned as your phone buzzed, pulling it out to see your own tear-stained face staring back at you. You were totally unsurprised that it was your fiancé’s name lighting up the screen with a FaceTime call.

You sighed, holding your thumb over the front camera as you answered.

“Hey!” Jared beamed, before rolling his eyes when he realised you were covering the camera. “Y/N, sweetheart, lemme see your face.”

“I look like a piece of shit,” you protested. “I’ve been crying.”

“I know you have,” he shrugged. “I just want to see my girl.”

His unyielding smile had you giving in without further protest.

You moved your thumb away from the camera, smiling weakly back at him.

His grin widened.

“Well there’s the prettiest piece of shit I’ve ever seen,” he teased, and you let out a surprised laugh.

“You’re an idiot,” you told him, sniffing the remnants of your tears away. Just like that, he’d helped you start to feel better.

“Yup,” he agreed, still beaming. “Now, tell me about your day. How are the dogs?”

White Roses Chapter Two: Lunch Date

Chapter Summary: You invite Jared over to your place for lunch, can you let go of your past this time?

A/N: I am sorry that I never specified! But this series will probably only be updated once or twice a week. I really want to be sure that it’s good quality and in order to do that I have to spend a little bit longer writing it. <3

Pairing: Jared x Reader

Warnings: A little bit of language, some..adult content?

Word Count: 2.1k

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“I’ll call you,” he started, “or you can call me, if you want.”

“Okay.” you smiled before leaning in and placing one more chaste kiss to his lips.

You got up slowly and walked to your door, waving at Jared as he pulled away, and sighing when you let everything sink in.

You really liked Jared. But you couldn’t let your past with Chris get in the way. Unfortunately, it felt like it would.

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The next few days were spent texting Jared whenever you could. Or, however often you would allow yourself. You wouldn’t let yourself text him back too fast, and you had to be sure that you didn’t come off too excited whenever you did text him.

But he’d been asking when he could see you again outside of the coffee shop, so you waited until you both had a day off and you put your fears aside; as best as you could anyway.

It was another beautiful day, almost as beautiful the day that Jared asked you out, only slightly cooler. You had your living room window cracked as you frantically cleaned your small house, getting things ready for Jared to come over for lunch.

Why did I invite him over? You asked yourself. You weren’t a very messy person, but you weren’t particularly a clean one either. You had started some chicken noodle soup that morning so that it could cook while you cleaned; but it was almost done, and Jared would be there within the hour.

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Imagine singing in the car with Sam

You couldn’t help but turn the sound up when one of your favourite songs started playing on the radio.

It was one of those rare occasions where Dean wasn’t around and Sam had given in and let you drive the impala so you had to make he most of it, even if it meant blasting the radio so loud you couldn’t hear anything else.

At first you simply started drumming your finger against the steering wheel, humming the tone under your breathe. But it didn’t take long for you to start belting it out, hand actions and head moments along with it.

Sam watched you from the passenger seat, his smile growing as he let out a small chuckle. The younger Winchester loved your voice, even if you did sound terrible.


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I Know Your Wife (She Wouldn’t Mind) - Part Sixteen

Summary: Your mom confronts you in the airport, leading to friction within your new family
Words: 2.2k
Jared x Reader x Gen, Danneel, Jensen, JJ, Tom
Warnings: aggressive confrontations, angst
Beta: @blacksiren

I Know Your Wife - Masterpost

Your name: submit What is this?

“It’s… it’s my mom.”

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Behind The Story – Pt. 5

Summary: The reader is Jensen’s girlfriend and also a cast member of the show. The reader and Jensen go to a family vacation with the Padaleckis after finishing shooting Supernatural S10.

Author: deanwinchester-af

Characters: Jensen, Reader, Jared and Cast Cameos.

Pairings: Single!Jensen x Actress!Reader

Words: 2.6k+

Warnings: FLUFF

Disclaimer: NO HATE TOWARDS DANNEEL, SHE’S AMAZING!

A/N: GUYS. This part is so freaking fluffly that would have anyone smiling like an idiot, I’m just saying lol Hope you guys like it. It was fun and maybe a bit painful cause I’m single to write this but what can I do? If you guys could leave me a message or an ask with y’all reactions to this part I would appreciate it so much cause this might be my favorite part so far and want to know y’all reactions. ♥ 

Also, next part is going to be a con one, so please go to this link, read the post, is a project I’m mixing with this series so please send me y’all questions or photo ops ideas. 

Beta: @lovin-ackles (thanks bby girl, you’re the freaking best and i love you)

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THANKS FOR READING AND ENJOY ♥

Middle of the night and you were sitting on your couch, changing channels with Jules cuddled up next to you, his tiny soft snores filling the air. Since you’d gotten back home from the meeting you’d been very quiet and distant. Jensen noticed something odd was going on with you when he got home but he was so tired from a long day on set that he went straight to bed. You sighed deeply, running your fingers through Jules’s soft golden locks.

“(Y/N)?” Jensen called, his voice deeper than usual yet very soft.

Looking over your shoulder, you saw him standing in the middle of the hall, shirtless with a pair of red plaid pajama pants.

“Hmm?”

“What time is it?” Jensen frowned, his naked footsteps  sounding gently on the wood floors.

“Past three… Can’t sleep.” You said, biting the inside of your mouth.

Jensen sat next to you as he laid his arm around you. “Why?”

“I had a meeting with Jeremy today…” You sighed.

Jensen rubbed his eyes, squinting them afterwards, adjusting to the TV light as he let out a yawn.

“What was the meeting about?” Jensen asked.

“Jeremy wanted to talk about my future in the show and my role future.” You bit your lower lip, playing with the knit blanket that covered your legs. “He told me I’ve got two options, either I stay in the show and the writers add a baby to Katherine’s and Dean’s story or if I decide to leave and be a mom full time, that would mean killing my character off.”

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Not losing you - Jensen Ackles x Reader

Title: Not losing you

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Word Count: 2,107

Warnings: Serious injuries, Jensen relating to Dean

Prompt: Hey! I was wondering if you could maybe write an imagine where the reader is an actress on the show, and she and Jensen really like each other, and y/n gets badly injured and like unconscious when filming a scene and Jensen is really worried and stays with her in the hospital and such! Love your writing!!

“Jensen” Jared pursed his lips as he let Jensen’s cup of coffee on the table “Don’t do this to yourself, man. Please.”

Jensen’s hand rested on his knees as he stared at the sleeping form. Your sleeping form. If it was any other occasion he would have loved it more than anything, because yes he had guilty pleasures, but at that very moment he just wished so bad you could wake up.

“I almost lost her, Jared.” he felt a lump form in his throat as fresh tears welled up in his eyes “I almost lot her.” he buried his face in his hands as he tried to keep his sobs in.

“J” Jared placed a hand on his friend’s shoulder “It’s not your fault.”

“No but I should have been there, Jared. I should have been there damn it.” Jensen gritted his teeth “I should have been by her side in an instant.”

“That’s humanly impossible, Jensen. You know it.” Jared breathed out with a smile as his friend stubbornly shook his head.

It had started out first as a game. The four of you goofing around as you always did on set and as Jensen had come to love more than anything else.

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Future Part 51

Characters: Jensen x Reader

Words: 1040

Summary: Filming starts back up, new friends are made, and then the reader slowly doesn’t start to feel well.

Part 51 in The Future Series.  Read Part 25 here,Part 26 here,Part 27 here, Part 28 here, Part 29 here, Part 30 here,Part 31 here,Part 32 here,Part 33 here, Part 34 here, Part 35 here, Part 36 here, Part 37 here, Part 38 here,Part 39 here,Part 40 here, Part 41 here, Part 42 here, Part 43 here, Part 44 here, Part 45 here, Part 46 here, Part 47 here, Part 48 herePart 49 here, and Part 50 here

Future is back!! :D Enjoy, guys! We have a lot coming! ;)

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Baby Padalecki

Characters: Jared x Reader, Jensen, Mark, Richard, Misha
Words: 1572
Requested by Anonymous
Summary…I mean, the title pretty much says it all…there’s a baby Padalecki coming.

You spotted Jared from across the room and started making your way toward him. You had a feeling you would get stopped plenty of times before you actually made it to your husband. Everyone else on the “Supernatural” cast knew you well and always liked to talk to you when you went to see Jared.

           “You’re looking beautiful, Y/N,” Jensen said when you walked by him.

           You put your hand on your large belly, “Thanks, Jensen,” you smiled, “This little one is about to kill me though.”

           “She’ll be worth it,” he smiled.

           “I know,” you grinned.

           “There’s the beautiful mommy,” Mark’s British accent came from behind you, “How are you feeling, Darling?” he asked as you turned to see him.

           “I’m tired,” you laughed, “But I’m good.”

           “Does hubby know you came to see him?”

           You shook your head, “I thought I’d surprise him and see if he wanted to get some lunch together.”

           “I’m sure he’ll love seeing you,” Jensen said, putting his arm around your waist, “Allow me to escort you over to him.”

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False Pretense

Prompt: Jensen runs into a problem after leaving a con early, which leads him to finding out the true origin behind ‘Supernatural’.

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Warnings: none

Words: 2603

The crowd erupted into fits of laughter, watching Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki work together on stage, finally calming down only to be brought into another fit of laughter. It continued throughout the entire panel, Jensen laughing along with the crowd when Jared did something and vice versa. But, no matter how hard he was laughing, no matter how hard he was smiling, Jensen could not get rid of the empty feeling he started feeling in his heart the day Danneel packed her things and left, taking JJ with her. It was months ago, but Jensen had managed to keep it on the down low and he was grateful that Danneel hadn’t made it public either. He just didn’t feel ready letting the world know that the marriage between him and Danneel stopped working.

Once the panel was over, Jensen waved a farewell to the crowd and disappeared through a guarded door, walking past fellow cast members and making his way outside. He wasn’t quick enough, though. Before he could open the door to his car, he was grabbed by his elbow.

“Jensen, what’s up?” Jared turned him around, forcing Jensen to look at him. “Where are you going? We still have a photo op with the fans.”

Jensen nodded, rubbing the back of his head. “Yeah, yeah, I know,” he said, “but I’m… I’m just not feeling it tonight, Jared, alright? I’m pretty tired.”

Jared nodded and released Jensen’s elbow. “Alright,” Jared said with another nod. “I’m sure that the fans would understand.”

Jensen smiled a small smile. “Thanks.” He turned back to his car and opened it.

“Hey, is everything alright with you and Danneel?” Jared asked, making Jensen pause. “I mean, Gen hasn’t heard from her in a while and we just wanted to-”

“Everything’s fine,” Jensen said as he loaded into the car. He looked at Jared. “Everything’s fine. She’s just been feeling under the weather.” He sent Jared a smile. “I’ll see you later, buddy.” And then he closed the door, motioning for the driver to go.

The ride was quiet, the soft hum of the radio making it bearable. The moon was getting higher, the street getting darker. After getting onto the highway, Jensen had told the driver to take the long way to the hotel. He wanted to enjoy the night just a bit longer.

The driver kept his mouth shut just as Jensen did, both of them taking in the quiet, the driver going slow down the road surrounded by trees rather than street lights. A car would pass every minute or two, but other than that, they seemed alone on the road. Jensen didn’t mind, and neither did the driver.

But when the driver slammed on the breaks, making Jensen slam forward, hitting his head on the back of the passenger seat, they both knew they weren’t truly alone.

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Pregnant

This has a lot of fluff. I think? Hahaha I don’t know, that’s what I think. I hope you’ll like it!

Coming from the doctor, you couldn’t just wait to tell Jensen the good news. Unfortunatelly, he was away, at a convention with  Jared and Misha. It’s been 4 years since you and J were a couple and you couldn’t be happier. At first you were afraid, he was famous, you weren’t, you wanted to be ’accepted’ by his fans. He told you that wouldn’t matter for him, but for you it would. So when you saw they all liked you it’s was like a great weight was took of your heart.

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”Hey Jensen! How’s (Y/N)?” a fan asked

”She’s great! She went to a control today to see how’s the baby actually”

”Awwww!” the whole room cheered at the same time  ”I think you 2 are great together and the fact that you are expecting a baby it’s just too.. UGH..adorable! Did you guys find out what you’ll have?” another  fan asked.

”Uhh no. We will. Soon I hope.” He said with a shy smile on his face.

”Aww.” Said Misha mocking him. He and Jared  always made fun of him. Since the day you 2 formed a couple.  They all  knew Jensen wasn’t  all fluff and stuff but when he started to date you he was like..transformed. At least  they thought so. The real transformation came when he found out you were pregnant. From then he’s been a total teddy bear.  ”Let me tell you guys a funny  story about the tough  Jensen” he said looking at J.

”Oh you better shut up!” said Jensen looking at Misha.

”No. I can do whatever I want. Ha ha ha. Suck it!” said Misha standing up and going in the centre of the stage. Jensen rolled his eyes and the crowd started to laugh.  ”You guys want to hear the story when he found out (Y/N) was pregnant?” The crowd went crazy.  ”Yeah. I thought so.” He continued.

”So we were having dinner at their place and half way thorough the diner, (Y/N) stands up and drops the bomb. Of course we all cheered and were beyond happy. And there’s Jensen.”  He said and turned to Jensen.  They all started to laugh.

”Misha wasn’t  even there.” He said to Jared.

”Oh man, he was. You don’t remember? Dude” said Jared laughing.

”See what I’m talking about?” said Misha to the crowd.  ”So as we were all hugging her and kissing her, J didn’t even blinked. I’m surprised he’s even alive to this day because, I’m telling you, he wasn’t even breathing.”

”True! I took a photo!” said Jared

”He then stands up and hugs her. AND he starts to cry. And I tell him: Aww. I knew he had feelings! And, people, even then, in that special moment, he tells me to shut up.”

”HEY! I don’t cry, my face just leakes!” said Jensen while waving his finger as a no.

 Then his phone rings. He got a pic from you : Waiting for you hooome. Hurry up!’ you said.  Can’t wait to see you two soon. Love you.  He texted you back.

As he answered, you thought he was off the stage so you called him, unable to wait for him to come home to tell him the big news.

 ”Ah, speaking of the devil, guys” he said showing them the  phone with your name on it.

”Hey babe” he said still on the stage, speaking on the mic and he put you on speaker.

”Hi baby! Hey, are you done?”

”Uhh no actually.” You realized you were on speaker from the way you heard him.  ”I’m still on the stage.”

”Oh God! Sorry, sorry! I’ll call you later! Send all of them kisses and hugs from me!” The crowd heard everything you say and they  cheered you and said hi.

”No. Don’t hung up. The guys and I are curious how was at the doctor.”

”Well.. it depends.” You said with  ”worry” trying to trick him.

”What do you mean?” he said with worry in his eyes and looked at everyone.

”What do you think about Alexander or Thomas?” you said and giggled

”What?” he said confused.

You started to laugh. The crowd, Misha and Jared seemed to know what you’re talking about. Not Jensen. Maybe it was because of the public? Don’t know

”Jensen.. babe..” you said laughing.

”YOU’RE HAVING A BOY!” screamed Jared at him throwing his hand in the air.

His eyes widened and looked at Jared and Misha, then at the public. ”I’M HAVING A BOY!!” he screamed, starting to  dance and rising his hands up and down, totally forgetting about you being on the phone. The crowd went crazy, you were laughing on the other line.

”Now you guys believe me?” said Misha.

The public congratulated you and wished you the best. They made you two  promise to put one of the baby’s name Dean. You didn’t have nothing against it. You and J really liked the name.

Once you hung up, the fans congratulated Jensen one more time and saying nice thing about you, making him blush.

”Look at his face! Sunshine, lillipop and rainbow!” said Jared making J laugh.

It’s my first kinda of fluff imagine. I’m better with the dramatic ones hahaha. But I still hoped you enjoyed it! Sorry for not posting these days, I had a week full of exams. Ugh! 

Thanks for reading it!

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this is what I need at the moment, so I wrote it in hopes of living vicariously through it

The moment the door to Jared’s trailer finally closed, the forced smile slid off his face.  He was drained.  These last few days had been some of the hardest, filming-wise, in so long.  Sam’s headspace was not a good one; the Cage was utterly daunting.  It was one thing to play Sam coming back from Hell, but to act out the torture and the remembrance of that torture was taking its toll on Jared’s own psyche.  

He had done well at hiding it so far – being an actor did have its advantages – but he could only keep it up so much longer. His breaking point was inching closer.  

Slumping down into a chair, Jared let his head fall back, lightly thumping against the wall.  He tried to focus on his breathing and his heart rate, the rhythmic sounds allowing him to get lost and away from the rest of the world.  That didn’t last long, however, as there was a knocking on the door and a voice going, “Five minutes until set, Jared.”  He kept his eyes closed, suddenly aware of the pounding just in the front of his head as though his brain was trying to break through and escape his very thoughts and before he knew it the pinprick of tears began to sting behind his eyes.  

“Hey, Jay, we gotta go,” came Jensen’s voice, startling Jared so much that he rushed to sit up, hair falling in his face, eyes wide, and legs jerking like a newborn fawn.  Pushing his hair out of the way, he cleared his throat and stood up, hoping to get out of there as quickly as possible.  

“Yeah, let’s go,” he choked out and straightened his clothes.  He tried to walk by Jensen with confidence, but a rough hand wrapped around his forearm, stopping him in his tracks.  By instinct, he looked directly at Jensen and immediately regretted it.  

Jensen was always able to look right through him, just as he was always able to look through Jensen.  It was both a blessing and a curse.

“Jay, what’s wrong?”  Jared wanted to curse under his breath, wanted to scream at the top of his lungs, but instead those tears, which had only been stinging the corners of his eyes, began to fall.  There wasn’t much time to dwell on that though because he was suddenly pulled into a strong embrace, a callused hand at the back of his neck and an arm around his midsection.  He sucked in his bottom lip, trying to keep its quivering at bay as well as the sobs threatening to tear their way from his throat, and sunk into Jensen’s arms.  “We can be out of here and on our way home in under ten minutes, Jared.  I’m serious.”

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Deserving

Characters: Jensen x Reader, Jared, Mark, Misha
Words: 2071
Requested by @allonsy-my-love   
Summary: The reader doesn’t feel like she’s deserving of the love from Jensen, her boyfriend. But he feels completely differently.

        You sat with your book in between scenes for Supernatural. It was one of those days where you just didn’t want to be around everyone on your off time. For some reason, you just weren’t feel particularly bubbly. You got your scenes done, but you just wanted to go back home and crawl back in bed.

           “Hey, Babe,” Jensen walked over to you.

           You looked up at him and audibly sighed, “Hi.”

           “What’s wrong?” he asked.

           “Nothing,” you said, looking back down at your book.

           “Honey, you only immerse yourself in a book between scenes like this when you’re having a bad day. What’s wrong?”

           “I don’t want to talk about it right now,” you said, not looking up at him, “Just let me read for a while before I have to go back to filming.”

           Jensen sighed, “Okay,” he said, “But we’re going to talk when we get home, yeah?” he asked.

           “Maybe.”

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howdyjensen  asked:

I'll send you the obvious: J2

anonymous: J2 for the ship thing!

Who said “I love you” first

Jensen. While Jared may have always been the more “romantic” of the two, Jensen was the first one brave enough to let out those three meaningful words…of course, Jared’s blinding smile and echoing of the three words right back made it all worth it.

Who would have the other’s picture as their phone background

Jared.  It started as a joke, before they were super serious, and he would set different pictures (note: embarrassing pictures from Jensen’s modeling days) as his phone background.  It was only later, when he tried a different phone background that he realized how right it felt.  From then on his background was always a picture of Jensen, but one that he took himself in the comfort of one another.

Who leaves notes written in fog on the bathroom mirror

Jared.  He’s always the first one up in the mornings, taking the dogs for a run, putting on the coffee, and taking a shower before Jensen even wakes up.  As he would step out into the steam-filled bathroom he would write horribly cheesy notes ranging from a basic ‘I love you’ to ‘Hurry up and come downstairs so I can see you - and grab your butt.’  Those notes were almost as good at putting a smile on Jensen’s face as coffee.

Who buys the other cheesy gifts

Jensen.  Whenever he’s out there is almost something guaranteed to remind him of Jared.  He can’t help it really; Jared is the most important thing in his life, of course.  So when he finds something that really screams Jared at him, he buys it and can’t stop the giddy feeling at surprising Jared that overwhelms him.

Who initiated the first kiss

Jensen.  They hadn’t known each other too long, but Jensen knew that whatever it was between them was too good to let his shyness get the better of him.  And Jared, the young and vibrant thing, was too focused on trying to impress Jensen on set that he didn’t even have time to worry about his inapproriate feelings for his costar.  That’s why, when Jensen corned him in his trailer and wrapped a hand around the back of his neck and tugged him in for a kiss, Jared was just as shocked as anyone else would have been.  

Who kisses the other awake in the morning

Jared.  Jensen usually is still asleep, even when he gets out of the shower.  So after he gets dressed, runs a towel over his wet hair again, he’ll lean down over Jensen’s sleeping body and pepper his face with kisses, watching as his eyes scrunch shut and his nose wrinkles before his hand rubs tiredly at his eyes and he looks at Jared with heavy-lids and a gruff, “G’mornin’.” 

Who starts tickle fights

Jared.  Jensen, bless his heart, is crazy ticklish.  His ribs especially get the most ridiculously adorable laughs out of his throat and Jared can’t help but get his long fingers under his shirt until the guy can hardly breathe.

Who asks who if they can join the other in the shower

Jensen.  It’s rare, but there are days where Jensen will wake up when Jared comes back from his run.  When that happens, Jensen will slowly get out of bed, usually waiting until Jared is already in the bathroom, and he’ll strip as he walks, quietly inching the door open until he can slip through.  From there he’ll pull at the curtain, getting Jared’s attention, and let out in a morning-gruff voice, “Mind if I join?” to which Jared just grins, running a hand through his wet hair to move it from out of his face.

Who surprises the other in the middle of the day at work with lunch

Jensen.  He knows that the true way to Jared’s heart is through his stomach so, on days where he’s off or has time to run home, he’ll go grab food from one of Jared’s favorite places and surprise him.  Of course, Jared repays him quite well with loving kisses and a million, “ohmygosh, you really love me,” around mouthfuls of food.

Who was nervous and shy on the first date

Jared.  Jensen always seemed so put-together, mature, and beautiful that Jared never felt like he could be of equal nature.  He was just so certain that, on their first date, that he would say something so stupid and embarrassing, making Jensen think he was some idiot.  He did fumble over his words, of course, but Jensen found it quite infatuating.

Who kills/takes out the spiders

Jensen.  Jared may be 6′4″ and built like Adonis, but if there was one thing he couldn’t stand, it was spiders.  The first time that happened was on set one day when Jensen heard a scream from Jared’s trailer.  He ran in, only to find Jared holding a shoe above his head, pointing terrified at a spider.  

Who loudly proclaims their love when they’re drunk

Jared.  While Jensen relaxes with alcohol, Jared gets louder and more touchy.  And as attention gets put on them, Jared will wrap an arm around Jensen, grinning stupidly with a flushed face, and declare to the entire bar that Jensen is the love of his life.  And Jensen just shoves at him playfully, smiling and turning even more red, but Jared continues to repeat it until everyone in the bar knows.

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I was at Wheatland’s Warped Tour with my mother and I was already excited around 2:45 because it finally sunk in that I was going to get to meet some of the musicians that made my days better. It turned out to be exactly 300 days clean from self-harm for me on this day, and when I found out that the Maine would be there, doing meet and greets with fans, I flipped my biscuit. The Maine was one of the few things I listened to during my first month of recovery and I was so angry with everything and everyone but they made me so happy. I got in line for the awesomeness and I was totally fine until there was only a few people ahead of me. I started to panic and kept thinking they wouldn’t want to hear my story, that they wouldn’t care, etc. I got up there, forehead slick with nervous sweat and John smiled at me, said hi, and I just started to ramble. They let me talk, and they didn’t rush me and I can’t express how wonderful it was. I told them all that I was 300 days clean, and that their music was the only thing that kept me focused on something other than wanting to hurt myself. John just grinned wide and said “I’m so f—ing proud of you, that’s f—ing awesome. Gimme some knuckles!” He gave me a brofist and a hug, and then Pat, Garrett, Kennedy and Jared all did the same, and we had a group hug, then we took our picture. John said “I’m gonna make my hands like this, to show 300!” and they were all just so sweet and I was 2 seconds away from crying. When I left I left fast because I didn’t want to spend any more time and make the other fans wait but John called out to me “Stay strong for us, okay!?” and THEN I STARTED CRYING BUT I HAD NO REGRETS. I know they say don’t meet your heroes, but this was the best risk I ever took <3

bad company part 19

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At first it was great, having Jensen happy again, you got swept up with his good moods and though you would never forget your son the two of started to move on from it. Still something wasn’t right and you could tell. He would get into a low then dissapear for a few minutes before returning happy and excited. He was too happy, too overly enthused with everything. Still you tried to ignore it and be happy. Both of you needed to move on from the pain of losing your son. So you would get up and go about your days as normal. The new season of Supernatural had started filming and Jensen and Jared had both flown out to Canada so you were alone most of the time. Both Gen and Danneel would pop over occasionally to see if you were okay. On a not so special Sunday afternoon Danneel turned up at your door. She was all smiles and excitement when you let her in. 

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