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Undeniable Heat Chapter 25: Discharged

Jensen Ackles x Reader

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Story Summary: You’ve just gotten a job as one of the makeup artists on the set of Supernatural. Nervous on the first day, you become completely awkward, winning the affection of the divorced Jensen Ackles. You try to fight your desire for him, but he thwarts you at every turn. Will you be able you separate work and play, or will you let Jensen win?

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3 Days Later

“I can’t believe I finally get to leave this place!” You exclaimed as the nurse checked all of your vital signs for the last time. Jensen stood off to the side, watching with a nervous grimace on his face. He was looking forward to this just as much as you. Giving him a reassuring smile, you looked up at the nurse as she finished her checklist.

“You’re good to go.” She told you. “Of course you’re going to need to follow the doctor’s orders, and rest, a lot, but you should do much better at home where you are more comfortable, with your loved ones watching over you.”

At those words, your gaze traveled back over to Jensen. While he hadn’t been around as much as you would have liked, he had still been a constant in your hospital stay. And if he was busy filming he had one of his friends, or even a hired security guard with you, making sure nothing had happened.

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So after watching @therealjacksepticeye‘s let’s play of Night In The Woods I got inspired by Mae and decided to start my own journal. It was all black so I *just had* to make some stickers for it. I think I’ll make some more of them soon, but for now that’s something like a start, just to feel that this thing is really mine and only mine. I’m looking forward to write in it, draw, make some notes etc. and I’m so happy I finally managed to get a journal, cause I’ve been planning to get one for a long, long time. But here it is finally and everything just because of little Mae ^^

So, the friends did good. For once.

We went to my bar and it was very dead, we were there for 4 hours just talking about everything. He’s really easy to talk to, and he has really pretty brown eyes. Anyways, yea. After that we went to the forest preserve I walk and take the kids fishing to park the car. Cop shows up because apparently the place closes at dusk. He checks out ID’s and let’s us go. We were only talking and making out. So then he dropped me off and went home. Saturday night we are seeing The Rocky Horror picture show, so looking forward to that.

alexclaain  asked:

I just wanted to let you know that I absolutely adore your OC's, their story and your artstyle as well as you as a person! You seem so nice but also ridiculously funny (u big ol meme ;^3). I always look forward to every sunday for your update ♥ Lots of love from Germany!!

Originally posted by stitchholdsmyheart

aaaWHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!! That is so nice thankyou ;o;)/// Thank you for liking my work and my memes <333

today did end up being very good. we drove in the empty farmer’s market lot and long boarded after … i don’t have much experience with either but my friend helped me & then let me eat the brownies she made … a keeper. i cried on the phone with my nana, we talked about a lot of feelings and moving forward with what i need to do and i’m just so thankful to have her in my life. there were some uncomfortable things today but i’m learning to brush them off and focus on better thoughts. i also think that sol’s eyebrows look like black caterpillars. goodnight

Okay they’ve shown Flint being shot at/held at gunpoint, people blowing holes in the ship he’s on and him being strangled on top of a mast by someone who looks like Billy…

  1. Three methods of killing him.
  2. Three groups of people who want to do so.
  3. Three different times he survives.
  4. Three different people who know about Thomas now.
  5. Three different mentions/references to Thomas 
  6. Three different attempts at getting him to give up the war already this season

Come on, he has to walk away from this. He has to find Thomas. He has to.

*rocks backwards and forwards* Don’t let him die, he doesn’t deserve it.

*rocks backwards and forwards* Don’t let everybody else die too just so Rogers and Billy can live.

*rocks backwards and forwards* Why didn’t I get into this show just when it was over so I don’t have to put myself through this anxiety and stress every week?

thefishywitchy  asked:

Hey! I just wanted to ask, since I was sooo curious about it and looking forward to it, if Snow in Summer was still going to be a thing someday!

it will someday!  I just realized that I’d plotted it out so hard and done so much second-guessing that I hardly felt any of the passion I had at the start?  so I’m letting it rest for now. @v@

Quick heads up!

I know this is kind of the exact opposite of how you celebrate the holiday, but this blog will be changing subjects for April fools day. I just want to let you all know now before it happens and you all blow up my inbox because you think I got hacked or something. Also I’m keeping a tally before and after just to see how many people unfollow me because I think it’ll be funny.

My Views on BotW!! (Spoiler-Ish?) Part 2!

IF YOU WANNA SEE MY PROS, GO HERE: http://lilredgummie.tumblr.com/post/158903435077/my-views-on-botw-spoiler-ish-part-1

So, I have been playing Breath of the Wild lately, obviously.
And I absolutely love it.

Truly, I have never been this excited for a Zelda game in a long while.
Not that I never look forward to playing another Zelda when I see a new one, but this one just was REAALLY bringing a lot to the table. It was just so..exciting!

So, I really just wanna let out how I feel about this amazing game and share my personal opinions.

Remember, the key word is opinions.
Cause I know a few are not going to agree with what I’m about to say probably and with everything, there are Pros and Cons.

SO, here is my Pros and Cons with The Legend of Zelda, Breath of the Wild.


First, before I begin, let me just state that these cons are veeeerryy minor and really don’t bother me too bad..? The only one that does is the very last one. 

(1) Lol, some might have expected this, but..the breakiiiing of the weeaappoons can get a taaad annoying. It’s not the biggest deal ever but I just wish the game made it to where there was like.. a blacksmith around and you could strengthen your weapons or something. 

(2) While the game has thrown in some classical music we know and love from the other games (very subtly) I can’t help but just miss it..
I completely understand why they went with a piano as the base of their soundtrack cause they wanted to give off the vibes of a wondrous world and it’s environment. 
But the silence.. can get to me. Zelda has always been known for it’s recognizable tunes and how adventurous they sound.
While I do love the soundtrack to this game (and am listening to it right now) I don’t think many of it will really stick with me like the others have.
Except for maybe Breath of the Wild’s main theme. lol.  
Again, nice soundtrack but it doesn’t reek of Zelda to me. 

(3) Sometimes.. I feel like I forget I’m playing a Legend of Zelda game, tbh? 
In fact, there was something I should’ve listed with my Pros, which is that I love how different this game feels… in a way
It’s definitely taken the Zelda formula and twisted it around and even threw some bits away. It’s given us some fresh air, yah know? Something new and different that I think a lot of people wanted in a LoZ game. Including myself. 
But I’m not too sure how good that is to me. 
I’m so torn between this to be honest. ^^; 
One way, I love the new stuff, but in another..there are just some elements to LoZ that make LoZ….LoZ! I just don’t want to loose that vibe. 

(4) Okay.. my last one. And you people better buckle down for this one. 

First I want to start off with… I feel a little embarrassed with this one. ;-;
While I know there are people out there who agree with me on this topic, I still feel like I’m reading a little too into it. 

Alright, so what’s my last Con you may ask? 


I was really disappointed to know that Aonuma stated in an interview that they purposely made Link blanked face so that the player could put themselves in his shoes easier, so to speak. 
The whole..a link between the player. 
I guess I just got my..hopes up? 

Cause, I could’ve sworn I saw where he had stated one time that he wanted to develop Link as a character. 
I was so happy to know that, but then they just sorta took a step back on this game. 
With every new Zelda game, I have watched them give more and more personality to Link. I thought it was awesome! 

This whole…a link between the player stuff? Is a load of barnacles to me. 
Never have I EVER met someone who tried to make Link..them. I’m sure there are some out there but maybe back in the 90′s when you renamed him and just needed to separate your save file from your friend’s when they came to play your OoT or MM. Or at least that’s how it worked with my family/friends. 

In fact, me and a lot of my friends are the types to always keep Link’s name being Link. And a lot of others, you know?
I feel like changing it really just brings you out of the LoZ  world and out of it’s environment. It’s just awkward to see “derek” or something like that pop up in the game for Link. lol. 

I just really don’t get why Nintendo is still holding onto that.

To me, Link is too much of his own character for anyone to really well..link to.

He has an iconic look when it comes to his hair (since many of the games are giving him the same type of bangs these days), his clothes, even his story and how he ties in with the people around him. Some people apperently he knew before the player ever did. (like the villagers in TP or the Kokiri kids in OoT)

Link is his own character and I’ve seen Nintendo really build him up to be so in every new game. Especially SS Link.  It’s just a disapointment to see them take a step back. Though I’m sure that this is probably the.. only time they will do this? Hopefully?

Aha..you see why I get a little embarrassed when I talk about this. It’s because I knoooow I can read into something a little too much and I’m a little toooo observant. ^^; I can’t help my self though. Link is a character I’ve always cared for and I’m always so giddy to see him becoming his own thing besides a walking program.
This is definitely a problem that others would think I’m weird or crazy for having. X’D eeeh…

But anyways, I completely understand when one says “Link has always been blank to me, what’s the difference” because he just simply doesn’t talk.
Though, that has never been the case for me.
Nintendo (much like what they have even done in Breath of the Wild) give such subtle hints or implications for things.

You have TP Link whom Nintendo has literally shown smile or laugh with joy when interacting with characters, and has shown a very sad and disapointed look when he sees his friend has forgotten him. Reaching a hand out towards her only to frown and lower his hand back down when she walks past him without knowing who the hell he is and he knows that and you know he’s hurt by it from the expressions they animate on him. The movements of expressions can mean a lot for expressions/actions do indeed speak louder than words.

And don’t even get me started on SS Link whom has as well been shown to have so many reactions to things. Expressions that really help you read what he’s thinking. HELL EVEN IN OOT HE HAS MORE REACTIONS TO SHIT

I’ve always thought Link has had a personality. Japan usually sticks with certain character traits when they make a character, and while we do too, it’s defintely more recognizable what kind Link is suppose to be when we think of Japan’s “Stereotype” for an Anime protagnist and that’s what I usually think of.


This Link doesn’t even reaaaact to stuuuuuff. No smile, no nothing really..
The only time I really see that they have animated some good expressive expressions on him is for small things. Like..cooking..or..acting shy with the Great Fairies..or something of the sort.
You’d think that should make me happy right? To see those reactions from him?
Well, I guess?…If anything it makes me more salty to see that they made him react to such small things instead of the BIG IMPORTANT PLOT SCENES.
Seriously though, I can’t help it but be taken out of the cutscene when I see Link’s blank face and no reaction to the people talking to him.
Like when Revali smarts off to him, you’d think Link would make some sort of expression. But no.
Don’t get me wrong, there are some subtle hints as to what Link’s reactions would be in these cutscenes. Like when he turns to look at Zelda when he sees that she is upset or a slight arch to his brows when she’s crying. But basically…it’s leaving it to our imagination which I know was Nintendo’s intention.

But if you know me, I like to go for canon. I want see how NINTENDO makes Link to be. Not how I make him to be.
I don’t have to have someone to “link” to in order to feel what Link feels when something sad, happy, or devistating happens.

BOTTOM LINE OF IT IS….with a game where Nintendo REEEAAALLY put a lot of colorful personalities and characterizations in their characters more than I have EVER seen them do in a Legend of Zelda game, they also give us the blankest Link.

What an oppurtunity missed…to make Link just as colorful as the rest of the crew in this game. smh
I don’t like relying on my imagination for him when I’d rather see what Nintendo can bring for him

MY PROS: http://lilredgummie.tumblr.com/post/158903435077/my-views-on-botw-spoiler-ish-part-1

These are my personal opinions on why I love this game.
Thanks for reading all of it if yah did. XD

If you’re reading this and you’re not happy right now, you will be.
I don’t know what you’re going through.
Everyone has their own type of darkness that they’re trying to make sense of, but no matter how dark it gets, you’ll do it.
Things will get better, you will get better.
Life will become brighter, and you’ll look back on days like these when you couldn’t look forward to the next hour, let alone the next day.
When you do, you’ll smile, maybe even laugh, and it’ll hit you.
You turned out just fine.
I don’t miss you as much anymore. Sometimes you cross my mind but not like you use to. I remember when I thought that I couldn’t live without you and looking back on it, you were the best and worst thing that happened to me. Its been hard, its been so hard to get over you but looking back on it time passes, and the more you live your life and create new habits, you get used to not having a text message every morning saying, ‘Hello, beautiful. Good morning.’ You get used to not calling someone at night to tell him how your day was. You replace these old habits with new habits. As time goes on, you get better, but only with time. You still see them and a spark is there, your mind still races when you see them, its going to, you use to love that person with every inch of your soul, with every emotion you could possibly have. Its just not the same anymore.


Kaitlyne Smith

the balance of being held
the balance of being held

you came back to a place
where nothing feels the same
now that we both made a mistake
but honey you came back
you came back from everything
we wanted to end

but everything you wanted
you could find in someone else
that isn’t quite as lost or broken
as this left me

so actually lets close the door
and i actually will turn the key
and we’ll actually start moving on
because actually
you want to be with someone else
someone with stronger hands
to find the balance of being held
without the burden of holding back
and i just want to be myself
around anyone

so no i don’t hate you at all
we’re all just looking for something to look forward to
the little single moment that stops the earth from turning
a little piece of something that makes this all feel worth it
it goes on and on and on

i look for it in everyone
i look for you in everyone

That moment when you realise BTS have worked so hard that they can finally afford to build their own studio

I mean, I needed to bring this back because it just makes me so proud

You can just see both BTS and Bighit hardwork and dedication built into this 


I would literally live in this studio 

Without a doubt I am looking forward to this new studio 

but let’s never forget where it all started, will always cherish this studio <3

Why Shiro Is Lance's Hero

I’m sure most Voltron fans know by now that in the original Voltron in the 80’s, Shiro died. But do you remember the circumstances in which he lost his life?

Lance was targeted by Haggar the witch, who was trying to capture him in a magic net. (If she wanted him dead, then why didn’t she just…zap him? Eh, plot.)

So Shiro frees Lance, who runs off to fetch Keith. In the meantime, Shiro fights against Haggar, but then gets bludgeoned on the back of the head by a Beastman that had tagged along. Lance and Keith return to find a bloody Shiro on the ground, and he dies in their arms.

In summary, Shiro died right after saving Lance’s life. Now let’s fast-forward to the modern era.

But it doesn’t end here. Take a look at the scene where Lance and Shiro are formally introduced to each other.

Shiro says he’s going to thank all of them for saving him, but then specifically targets Lance. LOOK AT LANCE’S FACE. It’s like he’s payed back the favor from another life, but this time no one had to die.

guys I just wanted to share with you something that happened today that made me really happy

so I volunteer at this senior nursing center every week and there are some Korean residents there. I really freaking suck at Korean but I can speak a litttlle bit and understand a decent amount. I finally mustered up the courage to talk with some of the Korean residents and I made two of the residents smile and laugh and omg maybe it was because my Korean was such a fail but when I made them laugh my heart literally melted because I’ve never seen them smile, let alone laugh for the past couple months I’ve volunteered there. and idk i just wanted to share my happiness with the world, and i don’t think a lot (or any) of the staff speaks Korean so they must’ve felt really lonely if family doesn’t visit often either. I’m really glad I was able to speak with them and I’m really looking forward to volunteering next week ☺️☺️☺️☺️ 

Phichit’s Eyeliner

The eyeliner Phichit wore in Episode 10, wings and all, caught my attention and it’s just so amazing and better than anything I’ll ever be able to do

I believe this beautiful frame had the purpose of showing off his flawless eyeliner help me this is too beautiful

But just imagine this:

- Little Phichit sees a beauty magazine cover of a woman with flawless eyeliner and boy is he captivated

- Little Phichit asking his parents if he could have such flawless eyeliner too

- His mother puts on eyeliner with the little wings for him

- He’s just so excited and keeps looking at himself in the mirror

- He takes nearly two hundred pictures of himself on his dad’s phone and his parents are just sighing over how cute he is

- His dad never deletes the photos

- He refuses to remove it even when it’s time for bed

- Little Phichit upset because his parents refuse to let him wear eyeliner to school

- Fast forward a few years and Phichit, having watched so many eyeliner tutorials, steals his mother’s eyeliner and decides to try it for himself

- He pokes it into his eye by accident the first time and he got a little scared

But he never gives up on anything and he tries again a few hours later after nervously watching about a thousand more videos, this time with success

- Phichit tries out different ones to find a type that suits him, from plain black pencil eyeliners to glittery golden liquid ones, and he secretly loves sparkly ones the best

- Soon Phichit begins wearing eyeliner whenever he can, he thinks it makes him feel beautiful and that’s just beautiful

- Phichit don’t care about the haters, he knows they’re just jealous of how beautiful he looks

- Phichit decides to make an eyeliner youtube tutorial for his fans and it goes viral within the first day

- Beautiful supportive fans encourage him to make more tutorials and he does, showing his fans how he does his makeup and everyone goes crazy (come on don’t tell me you wouldn’t)

- Phichit’s beauty channel becomes one of the most popular and even other beauty gurus admire his skill

- Phichit teaches Guang Hong to put on eyeliner and they take so many selfies together (LOOK AT THEIR SELFIE IN EPISODE 10 BOTH OF THEM LOOK LIKE THEY HAVE EYELINER ON)

- He encourages any boys out there who like makeup to not be ashamed of wearing makeup in public and he’s just so inspirational

It’s just such a beautiful thought

BONUS: Phichit cringing at Georgi’s overly dramatic eyeshadow from the sidelines

DOUBLE BONUS: Phichit applying his own makeup before competitions to calm his nerves because he’s just that good at it

  • Reasons you didn’t get the role:
    • You don’t have enough experience.
    • You didn’t fit their vision of the role vocally.
    • You didn’t fit their vision of the role physically.
    • Someone else was a closer fit.
    • The role was precast.  
    • You are not the right age for the role.
    • They don’t know enough about you as a performer.
    • They only cast people as leads who have worked for them before.
    • You need to pay your dues.
    • It’s a union production.
    • Your school plays favorites.
    • You don’t fit the costume.
    • You look too much like the person they cast in the other leading role.
  • NOT reasons you didn’t get the role:
    • You have no potential.
    • You have no talent.
    • You aren’t worthwhile.
    • They don’t believe you could’ve done it.
    • In fact you should just give up now.

Don’t let that nonsense bog you down.  Don’t get stuck on any one casting or any singular show.  Keep it all perspective.  Keep going.  Keep growing.  Never stop moving forward.

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Today on ‘I’m Gonna Cry over Fanart’


Summary: You realize your harbor feelings for your longtime best friend, Bucky, after spending the night with him watching Netflix and cuddling. (Friendship to Romance AU)

Word Count: 1,260

Warnings: None.

A/N: Just a fluffy oneshot I thought of while at work. hope you all like!

Originally posted by seabasschino

A silent laugh left your lips as you opened the door to your apartment. Having just ended a shift at work, you were looking forward to resuming your binge-watching of the latest Netflix show that had caught your attention. Not only was it riveting, but each cliffhanger left you hungry for more and you’d remain glued to the screen for hours at a time.

Yet when you stepped inside your home and your eyes fell on the couch, you recognized a familiar frame draped across it. He was quite literally splayed on your sofa, head resting back, eyes closed, and lips slightly parted. Bucky had let himself in for the nth time this month.

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