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spoonfulloffaithandconfidence  asked:

Hello, my name is Amanda, my blog is dedicated to helping anyone who may be dealing with Depression, BPD, PTSD, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder, mental illness, feeling lost, empty, alone etc. It's a place of love, support and understanding. I was wondering, if it's okay with you, if you could let your followers know that this is a place they can safely get off their chest whatever may be weighing heavy on their heart.

So I checked out your blog, and I think you’re doing a really positive thing, so I’m happy to let others know about it. I don’t believe the world is a safe space, and I don’t think everywhere is going to be a happy place, but we should still have sanctuaries, and your blog is one of them. If anyone feels alone or depressed, check out @spoonfulloffaithandconfidence. Good luck to all of you in your journey to happiness.

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knowing me, knowing you (christophe/victor)
  • they were never together-together, but probably started fucking at the vancouver olympics and have always been to rely on each other for something physical since.  they’re cut from a similar cloth: in their late teens they realize they’re in the best shape of their lives, they’re beautiful, they’re incredibly talented, and they’re only going to get better.  they don’t have time for relationships, but they recognize kindred spirits in each other.  they love each other, but they’ve never been in love. love is for other, more ordinary people.
  • victor is 21, and christophe is 19, and the world championships are in turin.  victor takes silver and christophe comes in fifth.  it’s the last year that victor doesn’t take gold and christophe doesn’t make the podium.  at the banquet when victor says, “let’s get out of here,” he doesn’t mean up to his room.  they fly to amsterdam and spend their first weekend of the off season getting baked with a series of beautiful men sandwiched between them.  they take turns being the one in the morning to go get coffee and roll spliffs to smoke on the fire escape out of their grungy hotel room.  they don’t go sight-seeing and they don’t hold hands, but they fuck a lot and kiss over the sweaty shoulders of other people.
  • it sort of becomes a thing after that.  it’s like their own annual Treat Yo’self weekend as soon as the season ends, where they run off somewhere to go be unrepentant eurotrash.  a few pictures of them surface from a yacht party in ibiza after victor takes gold in moscow and christophe takes bronze.  
  • victor cuts lines as clean as he skates them.  they end up fucking on molly for what feels like three days, and it’s the kind of fucking where they never get off, just do it to chase the friction and slip.  afterwards they’re both more sore than practice has ever left them, and victor spends another half week recovering at chris’s condo in geneva, where they drink champagne for breakfast and go for afternoon runs down the rhone and give each other lazy blowjobs in the shower afterwards.  when christophe tries to define his youth, he’ll mostly think of this week.
  • they don’t see each other for four months afterwards, and it’s fine, because love is for ordinary people, and they have skating and they have medals and they’ll have another life in ten years after now that they can waste on things like love.
  • the next year they stay in nice after the competition and make their way through a series of clubs.  victor is a good dancer, but christophe is better.
  • victor is sharper edges when he’s fucked up, more honest, more funny, just a more pronounced version of himself.  they’ve got medals around their necks and good drugs and tailored clothes and when they’re together, they feel invincible.  they have each other those weeks, and they have anyone else they want too.  whatever language whoever they’re fucking speaks, they speak the opposite; french in front of tourists, english in front of locals.  it feels like they share a thousand secrets.  it’s not a relationship.
  • london is the next year.  christophe almost takes gold from victor, but this is the year that victor perfects his quad flip and annihilates the competition.  they have a threesome with a woman who is perfect tits and curves, who loves their accents and has a hot friend who wants to know is she can come.  later, they agree that twenty years from now, this is something they’ll joke about.
  • at the NHK trophy in sapporo, christophe runs into katsuki yuuri for the first time.  he’s a hopeful for the GPF in saitama and already being heralded as the ace skater of the country.  he doesn’t make it, flubbing all his quads, but he’s got a good handle on his triple axel and has a beautiful step sequence.  christophe keeps his distance, but makes a mental note to keep tabs on him.  he asks victor about him after victor takes gold again in saitama.  they’re in a hello kitty themed love hotel, and victor is naked save for a bad badtz-maru pillow over his dick.  victor’s never heard of him
  • victor seems colder in sochi, despite being favorite to win olympic gold, despite having the home crowd behind him.  he seems tired.  he drinks an entire fifth of vodka and lets christophe fuck him while he’s wearing his team gold and individual gold, because his dick can barely stay hard. afterwards he asks chris, “do you ever get lonely?” christophe doesn’t know what he means.  their lives are supposed to be lonely.  love is for other people.  
  • katsuki yuuri bombs at the grand prix final and then gets bombed at the banquet, and a light goes on in victor’s eyes that christophe realizes he hasn’t seen in a long time, and he thinks, oh.
  • victor updates his instagram after worlds the next year from amsterdam.  he and yuuri are sightseeing parts of the city that christophe has never seen.  christophe only really remembers the ceilings of hotel rooms, and what the streets looked like at night.   victor and yuuri are eating stroopwafel in jordaan and drinking afternoon beers at hannekes boom.  yuuri looks shy, a hickey peeking out from the collar of his shirt; victor looks happy.  christophe is the first person to press like.  
Y'all need to grow up

I rarely do my own posts on tumblr. I just repost everyone’s amazing artwork. So this is something new.

I felt the need to post because, what the hell you guys? I’m sure I’m not the only one who loved season 4 for what it was. The Final Problem was one of the best episodes from season 3 and 4, and let’s face it, I believe they’re the weakest seasons.

The writers gave what they promised, and never was that once a relationship that was jokingly alluded to. It’s comical, a seemingly asexual man who gets high off of solving cases and his sidekick doctor, both living in a small flat and protective of each other. For those of you that look into that and find evidence for TJLC, good for you go have fun with that. It’s not the end of the world if one thing wasn’t confirmed.

But the negative reaction to TFP, the hate for Mark and Steven, is making me ashamed to be part of this fandom.

The fact that you’re all shitting on a magnificent show, a magnificent episode (give or take some gaffes // mind control? Really?) that dealt with the human heart and stripped Mycroft and Sherlock to the core of who they were. It was an interesting episode, it was a great episode; suspenseful, hilarious, interesting and just, well not really perfect because mind control???, but as close to a perfect episode as you can get.

Moving forward, a lot of you are acting like petulant children because something that was never promised to you didn’t happen. I find Johnlock amusing in the way that there’s evidence for it AND against it, and take it as you will but there’s love there, platonic or romantic.

It’s not the end of the world if it wasn’t confirmed guys. So stop throwing a tantrum and appreciate the episode for the suspenseful genius that it was.

This disjointed rant doesn’t make sense to me because I’m so pissed off at this fandom. I’ll write another one that makes sense and flows, but for what it’s worth, what I said still stands.

Johnlock wasn’t confirmed, it was never said to happen, there was no plan for it to happen, and the folks saying they’ve been let down need to poke their chin up because you’re getting mad over something that wasn’t promised. You’re creating this negative aura, not the writers who didn’t deliver on something that wasn’t promised, but you.

Season 4, for the most part was perfect.

book: octavia was the only person in the world who truly knew him. there was no one else he really cared about ever seeing again. but then he glanced over clarke […] and suddenly he wasn’t so sure.

show: you and me. screw everybody else. let’s just…go.

quicklime-girl  asked:

Have you seen the Boondocks episode about R. Kelly. The issue with Gal Gadot is a lot like that! There's a lot of racism in the world and the US is still plagued by that kind of shit everyday, but being Jewish doesn't make her support of genocidal and imperialistic institutions tolerable.

Alright, sunshine, I’m going to copy and paste something that I’ve already written for you, since apparently you don’t get it.

Why do antisemites like you hate Gal Gadot? Let’s have some greater context here, because this all started when Gadot came up with this quote that was deemed so offensive:

So, okay, we’ll break it down together. Really analyse it. Work out where the people like you that hate Gal Gadot have found their ammunition.

“I am sending my love and prayers to my fellow Israeli citizens.”

She sent love and prayers to “Israeli citizens.” Not politicians, not “Israeli Jews,” but all ordinary people who are Israeli and live in Israel. All of the Israeli citizens. Did you know that 20.8% of Israel’s population are Arabs, and another 4.4% are non-Arab Christians, Baha’i and other non-Jews? You do now! And because Gadot is talking to “fellow Israeli citizens,” she’s talking to them, too! Amazing!

“Especially to all the boys and girls who are risking their lives protecting my country against the horrific acts conducted by Hamas […]”

Here’s her extra love to the IDF soldiers. But there’s a catch: she specifically says that she was sending “love and prayers” to the people protecting Israel against Hamas. Hamas, the terrorist organisation that wants to murder all Jews. (It says that, quite clearly, in their Covenant.) There’s no mention of Palestinians. No mention of the West Bank or Gaza Strip. No mention of “one people is better than another.” No demonisation of Palestinians. No claim that all Palestinians are evil or terrorists. All that she says is that Hamas are bad, nothing else.

“[…] who are hiding like cowards behind women and children […]”

She claims that Hamas use human shields. Is that true? Well, yes it is. Even the UN has admitted that Hamas has used their schools in Gaza to store their weapons – which is a direct example of using children as human shields. So, she’s not wrong.

“We shall overcome!”

Since this post has been about Hamas, she’s saying, essentially, that Israel shall overcome Hamas’ horrific acts.

“Shabbat Shalom!”

The photo that she posted is clearly of her lighting the Shabbat candles with her daughter, as she’s Jewish.

“#weareright”

She believes that Israel is in the right against Hamas, as Hamas is what she’s talking about.

“#freegazafromhamas”

This is more proof of context. This is all about how much she despises Hamas, not Palestinians in general, with no mention of the West Bank at all.

“#stopterror”

Surely, this is a good thing. Terrorism is always bad.

“#coexistance [sic]

This is Gal Gadot’s only mention of general Palestinians in the quote above. “Coexistence” instead of terror. Again, a good thing. She doesn’t demonise Palestinians. She’s angry at Hamas.

“#loveidf”

This is her supporting the IDF in their duties. In context, it’s all about how she supports the IDF in their struggle against Hamas, and obviously how proud she is of their work against terrorism.

Broken down, it’s not an evil sentiment. It’s not a racist statement. It’s about supporting the IDF against Hamas – and everyone in their right mind, even the worst of antisemites, should be against Hamas for all of their evils. Pro-Palestinians should be against Hamas for what they’re doing to their own people.

The lie, as shown above, is then spun that because Gal Gadot was drafted, she must be a murderer.

Instead, during an interview talking about whether she was “too slim” to play Wonder Woman, she said:

“My mom is a gymnastics teacher. So growing up I was never sitting watching TV in the afternoons. I always played ball outside in the backyard. I was a dancer for 12 years. I did tennis, basketball, volleyball, dodgeball, you name it.” […] “[In the IDF] I was a gym trainer on one of the bases in Israel. So my boot camp was longer than other boot camps. It was four months and all about sports, waking up at 6:30 a.m. and going for a run, doing push-ups…

Ga Gadot never saw any action. She was stationed at a base, in Israel, as a “gym trainer.”

The reaction of hatred towards Gal Gadot is a perfect example of antisemitism that isn’t even thinly veiled as “anti-Zionism.”

From the facts, an Israeli woman drafted into her national army and ended up as a gym instructor, nothing else, then shows that she’s anti-Hamas, has been warped and manipulated into blatant lies and hatred.

But let’s get back to what you’ve actually said about Gadot’s “support of genocidal and imperialistic institutions.” 

Genocidal and imperalistic institutions, huh?

Well, let’s start with your “genocidal” lie. Even Ma’an, a news source that absolutely despises Israel and spreads libel literally all the time, has admitted that the Palestinian population has grown to eight times the size of was back in 1948. Israel sure does suck at “genocide,” considering this must be the only “genocide” in history that manages to have a population increase. It’s pretty sad for you that even antisemitic news outlets can’t even hold onto that lie forever, can they?

“Imperialistic.”

You mean like the “imperialism” of the Palestinian leadership that’s pushed to have the holiest sites in Judaism in Israel reclassed as “Islamic”? How it’s seen as an “act of aggression” for Jews to do nothing but pray at the Western Wall or visit the Temple Mount? The way that the Palestinian leadership celebrates every Jew murdered by terrorists and indoctrinates children towards terrorism and antisemitism? 

How is it “imperialistic” for Jews to have self-determination in our own homeland, exactly? 

I love how people like you come in, with absolutely no knowledge of what’s happened, to make snap judgements to hate us. Did you know, for example, that over half of Jews in Israel are Mizrahi? You know, Jews that were ethnically cleansed from Arab countries? Did you know that Israel houses about 43% of the world’s Jews, too? So, what, you want those Jews to… huh, live under Arab rule again, the same rule that has been massacring Jews for centuries and demonising us thanks to Islamic fundamentalism? Yeah? We’re just supposed to bow down to you and give in to actual oppression? Because no, thanks to actual oppression from pogroms, ethnic cleansing and the Holocaust, we’re not putting up with that any more. We’re not just going to lie down and die and then feel grateful when people like you can pretend to care when you cry over “dead Jew porn” like Schindler’s List and Holocaust-related films, then turn around and say, “Why can’t you just shut up and deal with antisemitism”?

You do realise that the Palestinian leadership and Palestinians themselves support Hitler, Nazism and terrorists that murder Jews, right?

What’s that? Oh, nothing, just a Palestinian Authority official at the unveiling of a monument celebrating a terrorist who murdered 15 Israelis.

What’s she proud of? Nothing much, just a terrorist that broke into a house to murder a 13 year old girl.

You want a link of a few examples that show how antisemitic Palestinians can be? Sure. Here you go.

All this, all of this, because Gal Gadot just wants her country and her people to be safe. Caring about your country doesn’t mean supporting everything that the government does.

But what, you’re from the US, I’m presuming?

You better not want your friends or family or anyone that you care about to be safe in the US, you genocial, racist, imperialism supporter. Unless you’ve forgotten about the Native Americans.

But, nah, I guess that doesn’t matter and that doesn’t count, because here you are attacking a Jew for not wanting her fellow citizens to die, and Jews don’t matter to the likes of you.

You, you antisemitic, sanctimonious and hypocritical piece of garbage, can show yourself out.

How to write your book step 201

THINK

Think about your book. Always. Have it boiling away in your mind all the time. Next time you are cooking dinner, or having a cup of tea, or tuning out while watching someone else’s story, think of your own. Don’t just think about it when you are already thinking about it.. remember to think about it. Draw yourself into your story make yourself think about your book, your characters, your world. Don’t let it get too far away, have it constantly on your mind, do it deliberately. 

When you stop to look at a sunset, think about how you would write it into your book. When you stop to write a shopping list imagine the handwriting of your characters. When you shower,  think about the next scene you’re going to write. 

Reading books is fantastic escapism, but writing books is even more so. 

1. when i saw you together it felt like ripping off a band aid. it was sore, and bitter, but it was quick. it was followed by relief. in finding her you had, without even realising, freed me. you had cut the ties that would usually tighten around my throat until i couldn’t breathe.


2. i used to damn the syllables of her name and now i praise them. she is not a bad person, she is just another girl that accepted the love you spritz in the same way i once did. i became less bitter when i stopped looking at her as a replacement, but instead as growth. me and you were not meant to be, and that’s okay. anything worth keeping would not have let me go.  


3. i am a girl that holds a world of morals. i loved you, but what’s not mine, is not mine. knowing you were no longer available freed so much space in my heart. space i used for recovery. you liked my long hair, so i cut it. you liked when i wore yellow, so i wore blue. and it suited me better. i became the me i wanted to be instead of the me that wanted to impress you. 


4. i really hope you change for her. i hope that when you touch her you are gentle, that your kisses are filled with love and your hands create warmth along the thin skin of her body. i hope she never goes to sleep at night questioning your intentions the way i once did. i hope you make her so happy. as happy as you once made me; maybe even as happy as i am without you.

—  i moved on and i mean it when i say i wish you so much happiness (ro)

I’m probably a little old to enjoy anything on the Disney channel, but let me just say, I loved Girl Meets World. I truly hope that someone picks this up because I *need* to know what happens to these characters!! Also, it’s my hope we get to see these characters grow as they experience even more real-life events that we may have gone through/are going through. There is so much potential for this show. I really wish this was not the end.

A Girl and Her Dog Chapter 4

Originally posted by lets-letmeimagine-posts

Author’s Note: I love y’all, thank you to everyone who’s sent me positivity! Also, feel free to send me ideas, as this fic is going to end up pretty cracked, eventually. Also, this chapter is dedicated to my girl @greasernegan, who didn’t have the best week but is still a ray of sunshine in my messages every day. I love her a lot and she’s been patiently waiting for this chapter so this one is for u girl.

Synopsis: Negan learns some secrets. Kailyn meets some new people.

Warnings: Language, mentions of sex, implications of smut

Chapter Song: Worlds Collide - Apocalyptica

Taglist: @sungieeeeee @greasernegan @whothehellisjay @opheliadawnwalker3 @rebelsoul-gypsymind @fuck-yeah-lets-do-negan-ff @negans-network @babystarwitch @loliftingg @samwinchesterswifey @wolfhart18 @steam-queen98​ 

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15/01/17

Wow, so it’s been a while and a lot has happened. Mainly what my topic today will be on. Let’s take a step back and re-evaluate Sherlock.

I’m going to get it out the way and say I don’t ship Johnlock romantically. I know if anyone is reading this, they’ve most likely stuck their middle finger up at the screen, but it’s true. I see Johnlock as more of a Bromance in the sense of the strongest friendship you can possibly have. When I hear Johnlock, I think of someone doing anything in the world that is humanly possible to help their friend,  not hot gay men in a flat. 

Please don’t assume I’m a hetero-normaliser when I say that I predominantly ship Sherlolly, it’s just how my poor heart works. 

ANYWAY

‘The Final Problem’ wasn’t bad at all. In any show (not that it could be pulled off in any other show) it would have been a brilliant and clever and moving episode. But the Sherlock fandom has cried ‘Johnlock’ one too many times and so know when it isn’t served to them on a silver platter they are shocked. The Sherlock fandom for some reason feel they deserve better, but do you know who I think deserves better? I think Steven Moffat and Mark Gatiss deserve better than the responses I’ve been seeing.

The problem with a ground-breaking phenomenon like ‘Sherlock’ is that you can only go up. Any other TV show can have an off-series, but not Sherlock. And yes, that is partly due to how little of it there is, but nevertheless, the stress of the world’s expectations is nothing to be taken for granted. I think the cast and crew of Sherlock did a brilliant job with the amount of room they gave themselves. By series 3 they were struggling to out-do themselves but were still fulfilling that task spectacularly.

The fans just got slightly greedy - me included.

It wasn’t until I stopped shaking and went on Tumblr that I saw 90% of the tags seemed to have the opposite reaction to me, and frankly it opened my eyes. 

YES the plot was slightly skewiff, but then again what do we expect from a series that can’t simply show us cases anymore as it has become so much more then that. 

YES the cinematography didn’t live up to previous episodes, especially ‘The Lying Detective’ which came right before it; but it was a dark plot, so it wasn’t going to have pretty shots of London or aesthetically pleasing deductions - especially not when Sherlock is constantly thinking about the death of either his Best Friend or Brother.

And YES it had no official Johnlock. But think again, because I think it did. It showed the two solving cases together, bouncing ideas off each other and working together again. It showed them repairing the flat together, raising Rosie together, having a life again with together.

If you need more “togetherness” than that, you may need to assess what you’re expecting from people.

I see where the anger is coming from, but I also see it as uncalled for. We need to move past the “how dare they” stage and collectively embrace the “we were a part of that” bit of the story. And only then, can we take the burden off Mark and Steven’s shoulders.

Olive xx

assorted poetry, part 1.
dylan thomas,  elizabeth bishop,  ezra pound,  langston hughes,  pablo neruda, robert hayden,  shel silverstein,  sylvia plath,

  • do not go gentle into that good night.
  • death shall have no dominion. 
  • though lovers be lost,  love shall not.
  • an open book confronts me,  to close to read in comfort.
  • i do not know my age.
  • is this how this country is going to answer you and your immodest demands for a different world?
  • even in my dreams,  you have denied yourself to me.
  • let us pity those who are better off than we are.   come,  my friend,  and remember that the rich have butlers and no friends.
  • unkillable infants of the very poor,  they shall inherit the earth.
  • your boredom is exquisite and excessive.
  • don’t you fall now.
  • i swear to the lord,  i still can’t see why democracy means everybody but me.
  • life for me ain’t been no crystal stair.
  • don’t go far off,  not even for a day.
  • everything carries me to you,  as if everything that exists,  aromas,  light, metals,  were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
  • i loved her,  and sometimes she loved me too.
  • love is so short,  forgetting is so long.
  • my love feeds on your love,  beloved,  and as long as you live it will be in your arms without leaving mine.
  • will you come back?   will you leave me here dying?
  • i awoke at last free.
  • in scary night i wandered,  praying,  lord god my harshener,  speak to me now or let me die;  speak,  lord,  to this mourner.
  • if you’re a bird be an early bird,  but if you’re a worm sleep late.
  • if you are a dreamer,  come in.
  • i never have nightmares.
  • underneath my outside face,  there’s a face that none can see.
  • every woman adores a fascist.
  • i do it so it feels like hell.
  • i have always been scared of you.
  • o my enemy,  do i terrify?
  • you bastard,  i’m through.
  • you can lie back now.
10

Today, I got to explore this beautiful exhibit about a woman I have considered my best friend for the past 10 years. She has always inspired me to be the better person, don’t let anything get in the way of my dreams, and to have the confidence to be myself. She has achieved so much in the time I have known her. Words cannot accurately describe how proud I am of her. @taylorswift, I promise you I will always so my best and will go out into the world and give it my all like you have. Love you lots tay ❤ @taylornation

General conclusions and please calm the f*** down


As a woman, I don’t feel personally offended that Molly didn’t get enough air time or that we don’t know if they decided to start dating or something like that.
As a queer person, I don’t resent the fact that we didn’t have a canon John and Sherlock running towards the sunset and living happily ever after as a couple.

Because despite of this, this fandom is full of amazing writers, and artists, and theory makers and creative people who have been devote to their ships, or open minded multishippers, and it’s so full of amazing posibilities…

Because this is what fiction is for.. it opens our imagination, it takes us to other worlds and lets us forget about our real life problems, of our family conflicts, of how much we hate our school or job, and we can pacefully be part of it, as a family, until it’s time to go back to out own worlds. Let’s not make of this some kind of, shipping war or something like that because the time we spend critisizing how benefic an episode was for one ship or another should be time spent supporting artists and writers, or painting, or writing, or animating or in headcanon making.
Not enough of your ship in this fandom? Make content! 
Not enough of a character you like? Make content!
Want something to happen? Make it happen

Make yourself part of the world you love.
Let the authors know that we aren’t just petitioner consumers but also creators…

Guys Sherlolly is not canon, JohnLock is not canon, anyone barely cares about AdLock

But Sherlock LOVES his family, Mycroft is a lot more sensitive and vulnerable than we tought (and so is Eurus), we where reminded of how fucking FABULOUS Moriarty is, and how much Mary fucking loved her baker street boys, and that is great. 

Also, boy, Rosie is going to have a very weird childhood.

But I would love to hear other ideas.

Do you think, after all of this emotional mess is settled, the truth about redbeard and the Holmes has come out and Sherlock and John are back to Baker St., should we expect another season?

to mofftiss

my little brother just finished watching tfp. we sat together for over an hour talking about how disapointed we both were, and I just wanted to say:

mofftiss, I hope you’re happy.
I hope you’re happy that you brought a 16 year old boy close to tears. he wanted this so much, wanted to believe it would actually happen, and what you gave us was a pile of homophobic and mysogonistic continuity errors.

we live in a country where there is little to non LGBT represantation anywhere, let alone the media. we live in a country where a 17 year old girl was stabbed to death at a pride parade. in your little happy world where everybody is accepting and supportive this amount of queerbaiting might not have been a big deal. to us, it means so much more.

with no respect what so ever,
the two people who ARE going to make a difference, whether you like it or not.

Guys, the extend I am going to take these location screenshots…

First of all, the images of the locations alone without characters being in front of the location background are next to none while playing the game and if it happens then the annoying “tap: next” text appears at the bottom seconds after (that also happens with my regular screenshots and I hate it), ruining it and moving to the next scene.

BUT I found out that if you enter a location you want a screenshot of (let’s say 104) while having a mission mail on the top left, you can click on the mission mail and it shows the background location for a sec before the mission mail shows. Now that’s just 1 or 2 secs that you can take the screenshot but if you fail you can retry by reclicking the mission mail in the desired area over and over.

I got as many location screenshots as I could during Week 1 - Shiki and then I moved to Joshua and here is where it gets good. You can enter new locations while playing Week 2 but I can’t use the mission mail method because most of the days there is no missions!

I am on Joshua - Day 6 and a mission mail finally came. Thanks, Sho!

And let me not start with screenshots of the shop locations which you only have like 1 chance to take a screenshot of when there is a cutscene sometime during the game. And still you have to be precise when taking it because the character models or text bubbles appear in front of it immediately.

And that was my crazy OCD TWEWY screenshots project update.

Poison  (Part 1)


Title: Poison

Pairings: Dean x Reader

Warnings: Language & smut in part 2! This is my first fan fic so sorry if it sucks I’m trying!!!! :P



“Stop bitching and come out with us! We’re on vacation, dammit!” Amelia exclaimed over the phone. You have lost track of how long its been since you have had a day off to go out. Admittedly, you missed those partying days and how carefree you used to be when you were young. It only seemed like it was yesterday you were 18, then in the blink of an eye, you looked at yourself in the mirror and you were 25. You miss those days when you went to the club, danced with random strangers, let your hair down, and didn’t have a care in the world. Times were much simpler when all you had to worry about was who you spent your time with and where you were going that night.
“Fine, fine! I will be ready soon and catch up with you and the girls later.” You hung up the phone and ran to the shower, washed your hair and rummaged through your closet, hoping to find something that you haven’t worn at least 20 times already. You picked out a tight fitted white skirt that presented your long, tan, legs and a crop top that showed off your cleavage. Grabbing your jacket and clutch, you waltzed out the door.

The cool air made you shiver as you got out of your car. You practically darted into the club, letting the warm air hit you as you walked in. The mix of cigarette smoke, loud music, and alcohol surrounded the lounge room of the club as you met up with your friends. After saying your hellos, the girls went to the other room to the dance floor while you stayed behind to get a few drinks in you before you went out to dance with them.
You catch the bartenders attention and order a bourbon on the rocks. Glancing around you notice three men sitting on the couches in the lounge, but one has caught your attention in particular. His bright green eyes were staring intently back at you, giving you a devious little smirk as he scanned your curves. Intrigued by him, you finish your drink and bit your bright red bottom lip and shot him a sexy smile as you gesture your finger for him to come over to you.
Excusing himself from the two other men, he confidently walked over to you and sat next to you.
“What’s your poison, sweetheart?” his voice was deep and sounded like music to your ears.

“I’m a hard liquor kinda girl, how about yourself?” you flirted back. He responded with a little chuckle, “a lady who can hold her liquor, huh? Impressive!” He got the bartenders attention and ordered two cognacs and gave the bartender his card, never breaking his gaze at you. “My name is Dean Winchester, and you are?” he asked. “y/n y/l/n.” you shot him a smile. “Gorgeous name for a gorgeous girl!” For part of the night you two talked about each other and got to know each other, as well as got significantly more drunk as the night progressed. He began to move his seat closer to you to the point where your legs were basically in between his.
“You look beautiful, by the way, you’re outfit really looks nice on you.” He says as his eyes are glued to your cleavage. His hand moves on your leg and his thumb rubs circles around your leg. You notice where he has been staring and decide you play with him a little and see how much you can tease him before he breaks. The truth is you haven’t had a good fuck in a while, and you really wanted him. His stare and touch sent shivers down your spine and made you ache for him. You leaned in forward, pushing your cleavage out a little more and placed your hand on top of his and moved it up to your hip. His eyes widen as you leaned against his ear to whisper, “come dance with me.”

anonymous asked:

is it ok to take some inspiration from your mallout designs you did a little while back?? (i apologize if i'm bringing this up kind of out of the blue though i just. happened to go through your fallout tag and i rlly liked them, and now i can't picture the characters any other way for that au laksdjaskl). i understand if not, though!! i hope your day goes well!

actually i just worked from the designs @valencock did for the au originally! :O so i think this ask should be directed towards him?

toooldfora  asked:

Unpopular Disney opinions? Glee? AHS? Drag Race? Did you have favorite planet as a kid? Mine was Uranus the humor in that was lost on me until I was a teenager.

Disney: Frozen is good enough to deserve its hype, let it go is not an annoying song and the story is good and the parents are not in anyway abusive but people are stupid and they jump the gun on things or despise popular stuff

Glee: The Klaine and Britanna wedding was boring and forgettable because it made no sense. In what world would Kurt and Santana EVER shared the same wedding day? And the sad thing is by that time in the show they ruined the Klaine story so bad I did not care that they were married, but if I rewatch season 2 that first kiss still makes me giddy

AHS: Evan Peters and Taissa Farmiga relationship plotlines are so stupid. You can watch them be whiny try hard dark emo teenagers in season 1 then watch her be the witch who makes bad decisions repeatedly while he is blond and ass in season 3… and yet people love their chemistry together????

Drag Race: Alaska should have won… season 5. Because she actually was the best there and that would have cleared the way for Katya to win All Stars 2 and it would’ve made a lot more sense

Neptune :) I liked that it was a big blue planet associated with the god of the ocean

You know, Sherlock was the one of the only things left in this world that I thought was good. I thought tjlc meant that we were finally going to get the representation that we deserve. But I guess that was just bullshit, along with everything else right now.

It’s heartbreaking, to pour so much love and admiration into something only to find that it’s apparently just garbage. It hurts to realize just how much we overestimated this show. If we had been right, it truly would have been groundbreaking. It would have been likely the most genius thing to ever be carried out on television. Unfortunately we were wrong. The show was not nearly as smart as we gave it credit for, and Moftiss not nearly as good people.

So, congratulations on pulling off the most elaborate queerbaiting I’ve ever seen. I hope you’re happy.

There are so many passionate, talented, incredibly intelligent people in our little tumblr community - let’s use our talents, let’s show the world that we need representation, that we deserve representation. You all have so much to give - and if nobody is going to show how great queer characters can be, how broken, how difficult, how human, then we need to do it OURSELVES. This prime example of queerbaiting only shows once again that nobody else is going to do it for us.