let me tell you about my personal life

anonymous asked:

Do you think Jikook really have done something?

i think that this is a very sensitive subject , and very personal and private indeed ,But i will answer you since this is my personal opinion only , even though i think none of us have the right to talk or to have assumptions about their “bedroom life”/”their fave positions”.. , anyway personally yes i do think that something has happened between them and has changed their relationship for the better and jimin my man is totally doing something right cuz jungkook be thirsty all the damn time ,

and  even if i thought that nothing has happened between them yet I’d have said that It’s eventually going to happen , (something as in they’re going to have their first kiss / first love making session) .

 because let me tell you something ; it’s not platonic , the thing between them could never be platonic ,i mean the sexual tension can be felt through the sceen , and the way they eye each other especially when they do it through the screen of the camera like in this vid or in this iconic vlive, or when they think they’re not being filmed like jimin in the gif below …… what i’m trying to say is they have mutual attraction towards each other , mutual interest in each other  , mutual fondness so  , long story short they’re in love thanks bye :)

Loose thoughts by Jayalvarrez

I’m usually pretty closed off to sharing any thoughts or feelings but whatever, fuck it maybe I can make someone feel something, these are just thoughts and feelings of MY opinions that I pulled from my list of notes scribbled down in different moments.. I’ve always said it before I barely show 5% of who I really am on social media.. Thank you to everyone who supports me.. I couldn’t live my life like this without you.


Confidence is natural, arrogance is forced.

Never think your to smart that you can’t still be the student, wisest people die still learning and improving.

Focus on your own ideas and directions, don’t let others & your mentors tell you everything and influence everything because even the most helping hand has biased ideas and thoughts

Trust your past self on ideas and thoughts it’s the same person you got you to where you are in this moment

You have to believe yourself and convenice your self to feel powerful about what you say, hearing your own voice has a certain ring to it like no one else’s.

Use yourself for everything you are, you truly are amazing and unqiue be loud about it but be humble & do with love.
You are undefinable, You have no single label or group you belong to.. and your mind isn’t even slightly opened yet.

Being honest with yourself saves you in the long run always.

Never be insecure of your creativity.

Don’t live a life based only around how you look, Spending time on your mind and soul is everything..
Determining your self worth off your looks will leave you empty & with short burst of satisfaction.

Remember where you started from and where you are going, You use to dream of the things you have now.. even though this life style becomes casual never forget what got you to this exact moment.

Girls & Sex

My brain is built more like a female than a males, It’s giving me an emotional reach to deeply understand and open up to any feelings or thoughts of any human being. Being soft & loving is being strong.

If she doesn’t want it as much as or more then me I have no interest, sex is mental and eye contact can give you more then anything, giving love is more then expecting all the other persons attention and actions , unless it’s feeding the soul, passionate with a twisted mind it’s a waste of time.. treat every touch on her body like it’s art. 15 second feelings are nice but a feeling in your mind for hours after is even better.

Gorgeous girls and body’s are easy, gorgeous minds and souls are hard. A girl with a beautiful body doesn’t always make for a beautiful girl.

Remember there’s always far better things ahead then anything left behind.

Being sweet & loving to girls will never not be cool, but regardless of gender actions get reactions.


Never worry about a good looking guy stealing your girl you better worry about that guy who emotionally gets your girl more & makes your girl laugh more 😉.

Getting under a girls skin with just my eyes and words as a connection makes it taste so much better (literally) than relying on physical looks or surface substance to entertain my mind.

I think few people are really built for relationships, I think technology will save us all.

It doesn’t matter how it looks and feels to anyone else it’s how it looks and feels to us.

Don’t let chasing pussy control your life or distract your big plan.

Being physically beautiful is nice but let it be nothing more then the gates to the soul.

Human Relations

i’ve got more personalities then the people i’ve met all together in my entire life combined, I don’t expect people to understand me, more likely expect them to judge me then to ever care to think past clueless first thoughts.

Take everyone with a grain of salt and a open mind, people don’t come with directions.

Peoples opinion of you is their truth, it’s not necessarily your truth or could be even close with to right at all.

The way you talk about the people you hate is a transparency of your own self esteem.

Don’t worry about trusting people, just don’t trust their emotions. Most people can’t understand them self how could they truly trust and understand you, & that’s fine.

Study psychology and history it will give you understanding and every answer you need, the world evolves but human emotions never will, people really aren’t that complex at base.

Don’t fight back into negativity and childishness insecurity, it only makes things worst.

If you want to hurt someone do it mentally, actions are short lived.

If you constantly blame other people for your problems take a look in your own soul.

make peace with your past so it doesn’t ruin your future

Standing up for someone who can’t stand up for them self is the coolest thing you can ever do.

To truly love someone is accepting someone for every thing they come as.

World & thoughts

Language is a forum of communication not always a measure of intelligence, At times I’ve had deeper conversations with just my eyes and touch then I have with words. You could be the most understanding person on the verbal side, but without a emotional understanding you may never be able to communicate with some people.

You don’t need to be any skin tone or ethnicity to practice and enjoy any cultural feelings, every human on this planet bleeds the same blood chances are you ain’t that special.

your not meant to be accepted or fit in, if you were you’d probably not of left that old life.

You can’t blame any one person or culture for anything, this planet is more diverse then you could ever process, Don’t get mad at a person for believing or acting a certain way even if it seems wrong or foolish in your eyes.

Being a good person won’t always benefit you, but there’s some emotional satisfaction in helping others.

You can’t fight science wether you like it or not, it holds the answers to all your fears and to all your questions, It’s a depressing beautiful thing.

Just because the Mass of people believe something is right or wrong doesn’t mean it’s either right or wrong, Most people go off emotions not logic, 1st world go figure.

I feel most alive in moments I don’t feel human. It’s all I really care to live for at times, these split seconds that my mind gives me these chemicals is all I crave at times.


I stand by no perfection and i’m a complete psychopath, I’ve been told i’m crazy outta my mind but attest it keeps me from going insane.. Anything said above can change in the moment & a mind with rules & barriers is limited, a wise & witty mind is what I work towards 😉 I'f any words can make you feel or relate it was worth me sharing! If I annoy and get under your skin for being..well just who I am.. I hope it hurts 👁

Love - @jayalvarrez


At this time of year, if you’re doing some holiday shopping and happen to have an amazing experience with someone doing retail, can you do something for me?

Let their higher ups know.

Ask if you could speak to a manager, or at the very least tell your cashier about the employee that made your shopping experience better. Because there’s a good chance that person is a seasonal hire, and nothing helps a seasonal hire get kept on better than good customer reviews.

Someone’s amazing at their job? Help them keep it. Tell their manager they’re killing it~

- signed someone who’s done six Christmases in retail, three of them as a seasonal hire.

I have my moments of doubt but this fucking show won’t let me stay there

This season we have had an episode where the Marco was trying to get out of the closet while wearing a skirt.

an episode opens telling us that Marco has experienced multiple ‘stuck in life’ dreams

An episode where a dog describes dysphoria in a scene where MARCO APPEARS MORE THAN THE PERSON THE DOG IS TALKING TO

An episode where the moral is that what you think you feel can change

And an episode about someone desperately wanting to be something they think they’re not, only for them to realize that they were that thing all along.


Edit: AND LOOK! @autisticbutchgabrielle reminded me of something!



so, hansung...

that last episode made me so incredibly hyped that i zoned out in three of my four classes yesterday just thinking about his character. boy am i glad i called dibs on that boy let me tell you. i should mention that everything that im about to say is under the assumption (once again) that hansung really is sixteen.

the main priority of this post isn’t just talking about his personality. i wanted to talk about hansung’s relationship with dansae, as it supports my previous post (which you can read here). to paraphrase, i basically stated that hansung, while loving them, feels his family is a burden to him for various reasons. that much was explicitly stated in episode 12.

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LARPing means so much to me. It may seem geeky or lame or have a nerdy rep, but let me tell you, since beginning this crazy hobby? sport? cult? I have become fitter, stronger, and more outgoing. I’ve made countless friends, furthered my skills (like sewing, woodwork etc), and it’s given me a reason to get excited about something every week. It allows me to get away from the stresses and pressures of real life, which is a rare kind of blessing and I’m happy with the person I’ve grown to become. I’ve finally found ‘my thing’ and I’m never gonna give that up.

Swordcraft. Melbourne, Australia.
Waghorn Photography.

ink-sans-kid-anna-love  asked:

but the vido it is you x pj

All videos that relate to PJ X Ania are gone


It seems that some of you are confused about my personal life:
Yes I do have a real boyfriend whose name is Clive so please stop harassing me to dump him just so you can continue writing CTPJ X Ania stories
In fact let me point out that CTPJ already has a girlfriend named Toots!

Am I telling you to stop writing stories about CTPJ X Ania? Not really but kinda

Can you write stories about Clive and I? Yes very gladly (I'll read them all ^^)

Can you tell me to dump my boyfriend and tell toots to kill herself?
Absolutely not
If anyone else does that I'm blocking you 

@kiyoko11: It’s been 9 months since my concussion and I am still healing. Our mind is a very powerful and gentle beast. This year was a challenge learning how to continue to work, while also relearning who I was, how to function, and how to find the light. Haven’t talked about it much but I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for being there and showing me my purpose. I was able to continue to release my Ep, and direct videos because of your support. It gave me strength to push through. Next year I’m excited to continue to heal, release my first album, tell more stories and tour to see you all in person. We are gaining momentum and being ‘heard’. I love you all very much. We must let our life experiences transform us so we can match the circumstances, and rise to be even better than before. Watch out world, we are coming to tell our story. Xx #BYE2016

A Day in The Life of My ADHD Brain

LOL. J/K Let me tell you one thing about having a non-linear neuro-type. Every day is different. Some days, you’re on top of the world, ma! You have superpowers! Legit. And other days those same functions that made you feel so AMAZING yesterday, have turned on you and you feel so incapacitated you might as well be hooked up to a ventilator. My brain moves hella fast so sometimes I seem like I’m rambling, but truth is I’ve skipped a few steps in the physical world, so bear with me. You’ll probably notice this post jumps around- and I’ve left it a bit like that to show you what my brain is like. Enjoy. (I have edited it to make it slightly more readable.)

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Bi The Way Part 1

A/N: This was based off of some wonderful asks I got from @candycountries about Peter and his bi girlfriend. I relate to these on a personal level. And yes the title is a pun. Let me live my life. This will be a series of small drabbles. 
PAIRINGS: Peter Maximoff x Bi!Reader
LENGTH: 274 Words

You were pacing your room, worried about what he was going to think. You knew that you had to tell him about your sexuality eventually, but had no idea if he’d accept it or not. You jumped when you heard the knock on your door and ran to open it.

“Hey babe!” said Peter, walking into your room and tossing himself on your bed. “What’d you wanna talk about?” 

Swallowing hard you took your desk chair and put it in front of him, sitting down. 

“I don’t know how you’re going to react but I really have to tell you this. Please don’t hate me because of it.” you said, biting your lip.

“You’re pregnant? You’re breaking up with me? Wait don’t tell me, they’re discontinuing Twinkies aren’t they?” You rolled your eyes at your boyfriend and smacked him with a pillow.

“No! Just listen.”

“Fine fine!” he said, raising his hands defensively. 

“I’m bisexual.” you said, waiting for him to angrily stomp out of the room. Peter just sat there, looking at you as if you had told him something obvious.

“Okay and?”

“That’s it.” 

“I couldn’t care less. Just means you love girls as much as I do.” he said with a shrug, pulling you onto his lap. “Although I’m surprised that you’re dating me when there are so many beautiful girls here.” he said, kissing your nose.

“Yeah but you’re the only one at this school who constantly has Twinkies.”

“I knew it!” he said, bringing his hand to his forehead in mock shock. “You’re only using me for my endless supply of snacks!” You rolled your eyes and kissed him.

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all the boys asked me how hot the sex was being with a girl.
they asked me how different it was, and of course, if I’d have a three some.
they didn’t ask if you rubbed your thumb against mine when we held hands,
or if you rubbed my back when i didn’t feel good.
I couldn’t tell them about how much I loved you. oh god, I loved you.
the way your hips fit perfectly with mine and the way you and i would listen to the radio and sing at the top of our lugs to lyrics we lived by.
I couldn’t tell them about how i would hold you close and let your demons sink into me so that I could take any inch of pain away from you.
i couldn’t tell them about how i wanted to save you from a life that was too scary for you to handle,
or about how you promised me you’d never let anyone hurt me again.
but i could tell them about how you tore my fucking heart open,
and told me you never meant a damn thing that came out of your mouth,
oh it was so easy to make you seem like a horrible person,
when i don’t know if i ever really knew what kind of person you were at all

anonymous asked:

What should I do? My partner is ugly, physically speaking. And all his life people have called him ugly, and it still effects his self esteem. Should I let him know that truthfully, I don't think he's a good looking man, instead of telling him he's pretty?

Are you serious? What kind of foolishness…….
How awful can you be to have a person you’re with be insecure about how they look and you think it would be a good idea to make him feel even worse?
You’ve got to be kidding me.

This will be the only political post I make.

I work at the service desk of a well known store that is known for its low prices. I will leave it at that. I won’t talk about my personal vote or why I woke up in tears, because that’s a whole rampage I can’t afford to let loose right now. However, let me tell you what is ABSOLUTELY HEARTBREAKING!

I have lost count of how many POC individuals, muslim individuals, and LGBT+ individuals, of which I can pinpoint because they see me (a white, blue eyed, person) behind the desk and there is a shift when they realize they have to talk to me. Anyone who knows me will tell you I’m open, and easy going, and bubbly and accepting of all walks of life. And it is absolutely devastating how many people I’ve watched today shut down and refuse to look me in the eye while doing a return or exchange or even ask a question. Before this election it was not a huge shift, some people are just shy and uneasy to trust the first person they talk to behind the desk.

But today, EVERY SINGLE PERSON who does not fit under trumps special umbrella was scared to talk to me….

And THAT Is what made me burst into tears before typing this up. No one should be afraid to live your life in this country. At the very least, you should not be afraid to do basic things…. so please think of that when people excuse his behavior. Think of that when his followers think he’s a beacon of integrity or any such ilk. I HAVE NEVER felt like this before.

I don’t even know what else to say but… please….

I’m so tired of people telling me things like “Why are you so quiet?” “Why don’t you hang out with your friends?” “You’re young! You should go out and have fun!” “You’re wasting your life” etc.

Like what the fuck do you know about my life? Maybe partying all night isn’t fun to me?? Maybe not everyone is like you?? For me fun is staying at home watching a movie or listening to music. Hanging out with people is exhausting to me and after a couple hours I become really sulky I don’t want people to see me like that. Why is being introverted still not acceptable? Can’t we just be acknowledged?

Stages of therapy

1. Can you the therapist make being here bearable enough that I stay in this room the full 50 minutes and don’t bolt out of that door right now?

2. Read this thing I wrote but don’t talk about it mention it or acknowledge that you know it

3. Ok you can ask me some simple questions but give me multiple choice answers to choose from

4. I’ll talk about feelings oops you said feelings my brain has frozen

5. Dear therapist you are the most important person and I want to tell you everything about my life and then I want to move into your house and live under your desk

6. Right. Ok. Let’s do this. What do I want to WORK on in therapy despite the discomfort because I am finally realising you are a safe person and this is a safe place

let me rant for a bit and give an advice

I used to have a friend who every single time I was sad he made me feel my feelings weren’t worth it or that I shouldn’t be sad because X person was probably going through something worst or that because I never had a though childhood (or a though life, let’s say) I wasn’t supposed or allowed to be that sad. Let me tell you something, if you have a friend or someone close to you that makes you feel that way, please go away from that relationship. 

I spent 3 fucking years believing that what I was feeling wasn’t correct and I kept putting my feelings in the very back of my mind. I spent 3 years believing that my sadness was a pain in the ass for everyone and even for me. I spent 3 years of my life thinking sharing my feelings was something bad, that was cheesy and that It was selfish towards the people who were struggling the most. This person made me believe that because I didn’t have a tough life my sadness wasn’t allowed to take place in my mind. This person made me believe that I was supposed to ignore that sadness and I was supposed to move on, that from day to night I was supposed to be happy again.

Let me tell you this, don’t fucking do anything from above. There are people who not necessarily went through a tough childhood or life and they still feel depressed or anxious or something. You don’t have to go through something in order to be sad, let me tell you, my life’s good compare to other ones but that doesn’t make my feelings less valid. If you are sad, EMBRACE your sadness, don’t ignore it, don’t put it in the very back of your mind. 

I know there are different people who embrace and see happiness and sadness differently but that doesn’t give you the right to tell someone how they should feel or act. What I want to say with this little bible I wrote is, don’t ignore your feelings, don’t feel forced to feel a certain way. Feeling sad? It’s alright. Feeling happy? It’s alright. Feeling *insert any type of feeling*? It’s alright. Don’t let anyone tell you which feelings are valid and which are not. 

Ok let’s do drunk asks tonight

Originally posted by roseydoux

I need it let me tell you!!! I’ve had a week!! and it’s my weekend. So!! Please!! distract me from stuff!! Let’s talk about dumb things!!

Please block the tag drunk asks if you don’t want to participate in the deluge.

You can ask me or tell me literally anything!! Anything at all!! Here’s a list of some springboard ideas, but feel free to deviate:

- Drunk advice on that love trouble or whatever you’ve got.

- My favorite (x)

- My opinion on (x)

- Witchy related

- Random news about your life

- A random ask of any nature

- A writing prompt

- Something deeply personal I shouldn’t share online but whatever

- I did a thing once where people sent me weird foods and I made a recipe for them not knowing what they were. You can do that too.

- Vegetable/broccoli/sweet potato discourse

- Inane statements

- Do some divination for me out of the blue who cares

- You can make music recommendations and I can lie about probably looking them up later maybe.

- Send me fiction

- Send me fanfiction. About your fandoms, or about me. Or maybe I’m your fandom, that’s cool too.

- Literally anything, pal

anonymous asked:

I was reading the ask u got about ignoring your messages and I love how straight forward your response was! It might seem rude to some people but sometimes letting people sort out and solve their own problems is the best thing you can do for them. Happy for you and I need to do this more often in my own life!

I deleted all my apps for a week, this is the first time of been on tumblr since. Let me tell you☝🏽😂 I feel like a whole new person. I feel spiritually more in touch, it’s good I’m in bliss. I actually had to force myself to come on here, man distance from other people’s minds is heaven. Honestly try it I swear you’ll feel purified and internally pure😊❤


I feel like I haven’t been on tumblr lately so…SEND ME ASKS!!

Tell me about your:
• crushes/love life
• personal drama (I thrive off gossip lmao)
• any new makeup you’ve been digging bc I loVE makeup
• anything else tbh