let me say you a thing

“We once did a Ouija board thing when we were kids, it was just me, George… and John, I think… So we weren’t really into all that, but somebody just said, ‘Let’s do it.’

“So we’re touching the glass, you know, saying 'OK, nobody push it, OK?’ So then, suddenly… whoa, it’s moving! Now, my mum had died a couple of years before and it says, 'Congratulations… son…’ And we’re going, 'NO!’ 'Congratulations… son… number one… In NME!’ And so we were all, 'Oh, f**k off! There’s no way she would know what NME was’. And there’s George, you know (laughing). He’d been pushing it all the time! Bad boy!”

[Paul, NME, October 2010]

Pic: Mike McCartney.

oh my god...........

i talked to my mom just now and was able to remain calm because i took a normal amount of weed and xanax but she literally called some center that is only 15 minutes from my hometown where the doctor specializes in adhd and is like world-renowned and has adhd himself and has written books on it and been on talk shows and stuff and my mom was talking to a woman on the phone and describing all my symptoms and issues and the way i act to her and the woman was saying “yeah that sounds exactly like adhd” and how all these behaviors are characteristic with people who are technically mentally capable or “smart” but cant sit down to read or complete simple things etc etc and my mom literally…. TOLD THE WOMAN that i was taking bootlegged scripts from other people ….and the woman said to my mom “just between you and me, i would say to let her keep doing that if its been helping until she can come in and get a prescription” and said that a lot of college students come looking for adderall but that my symptoms that ive had for my entire life were 100% in line with the actual disorder and how it causes comorbid depression and anxiety and sleep disorder etc. and im getting booked an hour-long appointment with the doctor as soon as possible like i literally cannot believe this is happening to me when nine months ago my mom didnt believe any of this was real and her treating my issues like that was in part what fueled the onset of my substance abuse in the first place and the woman on the phone didnt even suspect me to be just a drug-seeking student because my mom was apparently talking to her for a long time going into detail all about me answering a bunch of questions and talking about how im really flaky and always forgetting and losing things and cant carry out simple tasks and im like completely shocked and my parents are actually being so enthusiastic and supportive for the first time in my Entire life that i was honest with them when i had my fucked up mental breakdown yesterday….. this has been the biggest plot twist of my entire life so far probably

anonymous asked:

Not to imply that this confirms it's cannon, but someone on Reddit posted a pdf of the Stranger Things Show Bible. In it, Will Byers is described as "A sweet sensitive kid with sexual identity issues". Just thought this corner of the internet might find that interesting! I would link to the PDF, but Tumblr won't let me. You can find it on the stranger things subreddit.

sdfkjsld well, kids…here we are:

sexual identity issues” like uuugh lmao @ duffers just say he’s gay or COME FIGHT ME!!!!!

anon thank you for telling me about this - i knew i wasn’t reading too much into the coded language they used to describe will in the final version of the show but it’s kinda nice to see it in front of my own eyes…….will byers is and was always meant to be gay.

When he discovers my trembling body soaked in tears at 3 am on the bathroom floor, when he asks why the voice in my head insists that this sinking in my heart means he’ll run, I’ll tell him of you.
The boy I let trace my soft curves after three
years of silence.
The coward who fucked me on my front porch while dripping her name off his tongue.
The monster who wrapped his arms around me that night knowing tomorrow he’d be a changed man.
Tomorrow, he’d let my hands slip from his
with no explanation
weeks of silence
not even a goodbye
because when he was finished with me, he’d
return to her.
Happily ever after.
When he asks why I am so deeply petrified of
abandonment, I’ll tell him your name.

Chapter 12/16

Summary : John Watson, a low born young man from the slums of London appears in the farthest corner of country to work as a valet for the young master living in the secluded mansion. Secrets, betrayal, conspiracy. A love blossoming in the most unfortunate circumstances.

“I pray you, do not fall in love with me, For I am falser than vows made in wine”  
- William Shakespeare, As You Like It.

Fingersmith/The Handmaiden Johnlock Victorian au. updating regularly.

As always,tags under the cut. Let me know if you want me to tag or untag you.

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Fantasy Daddy Simulator -- Final Fantasy XV x Dream Daddy Headcanons (Part 3)

PHEW! I think this is my last installment for now in the FFXV x DDADDS headcanons for you all. c: I decided to just go with three of these dad dudes in this one, since there are a few that I thought about but ultimately decided to skip on. Need more information! Or some of them were briefly mentioned as it is in the other headcanons and that type of thing. Gosh, these were fun to write! Perhaps I’ll write more about these headcanons in drabbles or more individualistic headcanons about them. If you all are interested in either one of those. c;

For now though, enjoy the last part of the FDS headcanons, my friends! Thanks for letting me write and share these with you all~


PREGAME NOTES

  • Let’s add about 15-20 years on these boys. Give them time for the children to grow older.
  • Let’s also say they live in that cul-de-sac area just like from Dream Daddy.
  • And the children are just me throwing dumb thoughts your way. Because yay for thinking up of headcanons (and child characters unmentioned!).

FANTASY DADDY SIMULATOR – FFXV x Dream Daddy (Part 3)

Featuring: Nyx Ulric, Titus Drautos, and Dino Ghiranze

PART ONE – Featuring Noctis, Prompto, Ignis, and Gladio
PART TWO – Featuring Ravus, Ardyn, Loqi, and Cor


Nyx Ulric – Adoptive Father, Father of One Girl and Two Boys

Likes: Being the Hero, Smoking, Watching TV and Napping, Busting A Sick Dance Move
Dislikes: Guys Hitting on His Daughter, People Who Yell at Him, Having to Pay Per View

  • Nyx Ulric is a man married to his job as a police officer. There’s nothing that could be avoided about that with Police Commander breathing down his neck about Nyx doing his work so he can go home to his kids.
  • But the thought of that was really nice, Nyx thought to himself. To be able to go home and see his kids, kiss his spouse on the cheek, and just be able to have a good family life instead of going back to his crusty apartment. Not that he’d have a spouse anytime soon. Unless their name was the LPD, that is.
  • However, when he found himself investigating a series of domestic violence calls to a single address, he knew that the married life was a lot harder than it looked. He arrived and managed to get the parents away from the children, arresting both parents as the little girl held her face to cover her black-eye.
  • After having taken the kids back to the precinct, he was supposed to get their statements and then find a guardian who would take them. But no guardians were known in the area, and it seemed like the kids were refusing to go in the first place. The only one who could calm them down was Nyx.
  • So Commander Fleuret let out a sigh and asked Nyx if he can let the kids stay at his apartment to calm down and avoid being scared at the police station even more than before. Nyx agreed, but he’d need to clear out all of those empty beer bottles in his place first. Oops. Those aren’t for kids!

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BTS Mafia Reaction to their s/o being a talented hacker/programmer

Reposting this because I left the au blog 

Min Yoongi

Originally posted by gotjhope


After what seemed like forever you have finally managed to find a loophole in your target’s firewall. Let’s say that you were more than proud of yourself. Little did you know Yoongi sat right behind you during the whole thing.

“Not even my hackers are so fast. You truly are something else. You never fail to amaze me. Say, don’t you want to work for me from time to time? I could use your skills.”

Kim Namjoon

Originally posted by bangdulce


The many hours you have spent writing the code paid off when your app was finally up and running. You were so excited that you had to tell your boyfriend about that.

“That’s my jagi, so talented. You always surprise me. Maybe you could help me from time to time? Someone as talented as you are would be a great addition to my team. Besides, I wouldn’t mind the extra time we’d be spending with each other. What do you say?

Kim Taehyung

Originally posted by kimthwriter


After he came back home upset because his hackers couldn’t find the information he needed, you decided to ask him if you wanted your help. His shocked expression was nearly comical.

“Are you joking? Since when are you a hacker?”

“Well, I have started learning a long time ago.”

“How did you keep that from me for so long? Your qualities are endless. If you think you can, I’ll give you the details. I don’t want to burden you, but if you could find what I need I’ll be forever grateful. You’re the best jagi”

Park Jimin

Originally posted by okayoongz


“Woah, I can’t believe how fast you cracked that software. How did you learn that? How many programming languages do you know? And when did you have the time to learn so much?  You are way more talented than my people. Would you want to help me from time to time?

Jung Hoseok

Originally posted by hohbi


You were trying to mess with the protocols of a website when Hoseok barged in excited to tell you something. But when he saw what you were doing his exhilaration almost doubled.

"Waah, I never knew you could do this kind of things! You have to teach me some tricks too. How come you never told me? Please promise me you will help me from time to time!”

Kim Seokjin

Originally posted by seokijn


After he saw you breaching the security system of a famous company just for fun, he didn’t know how to react for a while.

“How do you know how to do that? Why did you keep such a valuable piece of information from your boyfriend? Why do you always startle me? Aish, not even my men are this efficient. Would you say yes if I offered you a job? I really need someone who can do what you do. And you would be spending more time with me and my pretty face. “

Jeon Jungkook

Originally posted by nochuie


You have decided to pull a prank on your boyfriend and mess with his files. Too bad you thought he couldn’t know who did it and forgot to erase your traces.

"Jagii,  you shouldn’t have done that. You are really talented though. I would have never guessed. Care to share with me some of your  techniques? ”


-Light

3, 2, 1, lets jam!!

oh my gosh golly god dang goodness

i broke 300 followers?? how???? i never expected this little blog would come this far!

congratulations are in order! for me! and everyone whos helped me get here! to name some are…. *zakka zakka zakka zun!!*

@more-moe-more-problems@adorable-anime-girls ,@fluorescentfries ,@cutegirlsdoingcutethings stay away from my man, @bakemonokotori ,@the-fault-in-our-shoujos@oshinoo ,@darkchunni@man-nona@nonon-jakuzure@shinobu-is-daijoubu, @toomuchmoe, @anime-scarves

im sure there are more!! if i missed you just say so, because youre all fantastic!

thank you all so much, im having so much fun, lets keep things going!

sketched one of my favorite scenes from the kiribaku fic but i’ve got an angry heart by @newamsterdame​​ !

“Do you ever worry about anything?” Bakugou asks incredulously.

Kirishima turns to him and his lips pull into a frown as he thinks that over. “Sure. Tons of stuff. All the time. But I don’t want to let worrying about things keep me from doing what I want to.”

Bakugou scoffs, but then he can’t stop himself from saying, “How the fuck are you so amazing?”

Kirishima freezes, then turns to Bakugou with red cheeks, just barely visible in the dim light. “Do you really think so?”

anonymous asked:

hey hannah I hate all these ant-sjm blogs and they make me feel really uncomfortable to say my opinions on here. Theyve been attacking some people in the fandom behind their backs because of a post and I want to say something but I'm too scared because I know Id get hate back. Do you have any tips?

Hi Nonnie. That’s a decision you’re gonna have to make for yourself. And it all just depends. One thing I think you could do is PM people you see who are the focus of the hate and just let them know you see what’s happening and that you support them. I think people don’t realize sometimes when they cross the line from having an opinion to outright bullying others. Of that makes sense? This website is pretty anonymous, so I like to give people the benefit of the doubt. I also think some people have a lot of hurt and anger in their own lives and it’s easier to vent that anger or to take it out on other people. Especially if they’re anonymous and through a screen. And I don’t often think they realize what they’re doing. But some of them do. So I think it’s ultimately a decision you have to make for yourself.

But I’ll leave you with this: we can’t change other people, but we can change ourselves. So if we don’t like how someone acts on Tumblr, we can stop putting ourselves in a situation to see what they post by blocking them.

Hope this helps!

anonymous asked:

I've had a really hard time figuring out what I want my blog's theme to be, but I've been looking at all these simblrs and just??? It's so nice here? I already take an ungodly amount of screenshots of my sims so I'm thinking of joining this community as a simblr myself but I need a second opinion. Also congrats to Julia and Gem on the lil' babby :)

oh my god YES PLEASE join the community. i know some things have happened that may turn you away, but honestly i don’t think there’s that much drama, or that many mean people. at least not from my experience! it’s really just a way to share your creativity and stories with the world. plus you can make really awesome friends (hit up @yesdarlingsims, @montysims, and @nullmoonsims for some Quality Content)

i say go for it! and if you do make one, let me know so i can check it out :) and thanks haha. i’m excited to see where that goes xx

Username moodboards!!

I’m gonna do something new! Send me a message to my askbox, saying “hi” or something and I’ll make a moodboard based on your URL. If your blog is a side blog, you can send me it from you main blog or anonymous just telling me the name of your side blog!

Rules:

Must be following me! (I’ll probably follow back, if I’m not already.)

-Username must be Rhett and Link/GMM related. One that I’ll actually understand and is actually possible of having a moodboard based on it!

-If you want a specific thing (picture, moment, outfit, etc.) in the moodboard, just let me know in the ask!

-Please don’t message me about it. It’s much easier and more organized if you all do it from my askbox!


Thank you!! I just thought this would be a fun little project!

Feel free to reblog to spread the word! And keep in mind if you do request one, it might take a while! I hope y'all participate and like what i make! :)

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So I decided to take a peak at my inbox for once and look what I find. I’m showing this to you guys so you know exactly what I’m talking about with the Sakura fandom. Let this be the defining proof that the Sakura fandom are one of the worse because you have to realize that this is not cool. This doesn’t bother me personally at all but this concerns me for other people because cyber bullying is a serious issue and this is common thing that comes with it. And then you have some folk say that the Hinata fandom or the naruhina fandom is awful for whatever reason. Why would the Hinata or Naruhina fandom do something like this? Don’t get me wrong; I’ve met my fair share of douchebags within the Hinata/NH fandom but never this low.

When I was in high school I was anxious about rumors that people would possibly make up about me. My mother told me the best thing to help with this problem:

just say everything is true, just own it. Or, if they’re not good enough, start better ones. Let people think you can do anything, say anything, get better grades, have a cool secret life. What people think doesn’t matter. It’s who you actually are that matters.

#666

Ahhh I was hoping you would show up so I could fawn all over you.

First, let me say I’m your biggest fangirl.  I haven’t had enough time lately to keep up with anyone’s writing but finishing your masterlist is right at the top of my pile of things to read.  I literally have a folder full of bookmarks called “To Be Read” and every single one of your pieces that I haven’t read yet are on there because I have this physical need to read every thing you ever write.  You are easily one of my top five favorite writers on this site and I would, without hesitation, buy anything you ever published.  I genuinely think you have the talent and skill to be a published author if that was something you were interested in.

Also, while we are talking about your writing…will I ever be able to read something you’ve written without crying?  I have this feeling that the answer is no except when you write something that is just straight smut and end me anyways because of hidden kinks I have being exposed in it.  You are my go-to whenever anyone asks me for angst recommendations because you do it like no one else.  Every time I know what I’m in for but I go in anyways and then end up ugly sobbing and carrying the story with me for so long afterwards that sometimes I am still bummed out the next day.  I still haven’t been able to read the second part of a certain series because I know the ending isn’t going to be happy and…omfg my heart is already breaking thinking about it…but I love it.  :’)

Finally!  It seems like every time we learn something new about each other we end up twinning.  I remember you said something on your blog about having bottles of wine and champagne in your closet and I was over here on the other side of the world like… “that’s my girl” because same.  Same.  I hope this new adventure in your life treats you well because you deserve it.  When you come back and post more I’m going to be the first one dying because of you…but I’ll love it.  <3

Mutuals send me a number and I’ll write a post about you

swingsuckers  asked:

if its sula im so happy cause my fav but also so pissed cause i Literally just illegally downloaded it and rigged it so it could be on my spotify playlists

ok i wanted to give ppl time to debate that livestream but now im gonna let you all know why it Has to be sula (also, read to the end cuz #9 has me fucked up)

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The V route issue

I think its time for me to address a problem (again) i really need to talk about and thats the whole V x rika situation. Its like everyone thinks they were meant to be. Like does NOBODY remember any of the terrible things rika said to v about how she doesnt need him, shes better off without him, shes stronger than him. The whole “she had mental illness” thing ppl use as an excuse really pisses me off. In fact, thats the more reason he shouldnt be with her. Her mental illness had gone too far out of hand for v to be able to help her. But because v irresponsibly tried taking action in trying to help rika he unintentionally made things worse. They were hurting each other. Yeah sure they still loved eachother but it just wasnt working out. Like at all. It LITERALLY resulted in v’s death. Now if you still think they should be together after THAT, let me add on to something. Lets say that in v’s route, you dont end up with v, but with you he realizes that he shouldnt be with rika and you do get help him in saving her. Now lets say that everyone lives and rika gets to go back to the rfa to get help. Do you think it would be appropriate to suggest to v, after all he’s been through to get back together with his severely mentally ill ex at that moment. HELL NO. “Oh but what if theres a time skip and rika is all better?” well i still dont think they should get back together. Again they had hurt each other at some point in there past. Their relationship was toxic. And the fact that they loved eachother very much, doesnt mean that they can HAVE TO BE TOGETHER. I would like to imagine that we do in fact play as mc and that we CAN romance v because its not impossible. I mean if we were able to romance a guy who had years worth of crippling depression, sorrow, and guilt for leaving his OWN brother behind, why cant we romance a guy who is suffering almost the exact same thing, except with his ex girlfriend. I know the situation plays off differently (duh brother doesnt equal loml) but what im trying to say is that we CAN change v. We CAN help him without having him end up with rika again. Heck maybe we CAN in fact help save rika together. We dont HAVE to make him fall in love with us, but if the route is romantic, i think all we need to do is just let him know we’re there for him and we want to help him realize his mistakes. And maybe. JUST MAYBE, he’ll fall for us without realizing its love he feels (yknow similar to jaehees route except in the end he realizes it). Idk how this will all turn out, but im kind of tired of hearing the same thing over and over about how its impossible to romance v because he was so in love with rika. Its making the players lose hope. I mean the real reason EVERYONE wanted this route was because we wanted to make v happy. WITHOUT RIKA. Again i understand ppl want to be prepared for anything that could happen in v’s route. And they want to be grateful to cheritz. I know i do/am. But i just want to let ppl know that v being with rika isnt the only possible ending in v’s route. Thx for reading. Have a nice day 😃👍

anonymous asked:

Zenyatta seeing his omnic friend that disguises as human get attacked and the attackers rip off their disguise?

First one here.


He’s angry, it takes him off guard a little. Having not felt this level of anger in a while. He steps in but he worries what this’ll mean for you. You were so scared of humans and just wanted to live in peace.

He helps you up, your disguise gone completely, and he gently holds your hand as you cry without tears. He cups your cheek in affection and you lean your head into it.

“Travel with me,” is the first thing he says, his heart aching, “I’ll keep you safe.”

You look up at him with surprise on your face, expecting him to let you know how stupid you were being. Though, you guessed, it wasn’t his nature.

“Why?”

He gave a thrum as he rested his forehead against yours, something odd shining through, “Because I love you.”

You froze, knowing that he was sure in his emotions but you weren’t. Unsure whether it was love you felt, you pressed your forehead against his and tried to explain.

“You make me happy,” you confessed, “I don’t know if it’s love or not but you make me feel more than the machine humans take me for.”

“I would like to be with you,” you finally finished, “I’m scared that I’ll mess things up.”

“We can take things slow,” he said, “Let’s just travel for now.”