Thank you to the people messaging me your concerns about my absence on here.
To answer your questions–no I am not alright.
I am angry that Daenerys was taken from me while others get to wake up every day with a dog they don’t even want half the time.
I am bitter that others get to celebrate 7th birthdays with their dogs and Daenerys never got her 2nd birthday or Christmas.
I am learning to cope with my grief but I still carry it with me like a bad tattoo.
I am learning to breathe again, but I still choke more often than not.
I am learning to live with just her spirit beside me, but at the moment it haunts me more than it holds me.