Someone: *is nice to me*
Me: you love me? I love you! Let’s get married! Let’s live together forever!
Same someone: *doesn’t talk to me for one (1) hour*
Me: you hate me don’t you? I’m just repulsive, aren’t i? I’m terrible and awful! Of course you wouldn’t love me I hate me too and I hate you for abandoning me like everyone else in my life
So I take singing lessons. Apparently my high notes are flat. I've never noticed this because I'm an idiot. I now never want to sing a song sung above D ever again. Singing is the ONE thing my disability doesn't affect. Just. Having this problem for god knows how long. It makes me so upset. Who'd ever want to hear me sing. I can't even pitch notes correctly within my own damn register.