let me just cry again

  • McKAY: How's about ...
  • (He pauses for a while, then looks at John again.)
  • McKAY: How about we say goodbye now?
  • SHEPPARD: No!
  • McKAY: What d'you mean, "no"?
  • SHEPPARD: I mean I'm not saying goodbye.
  • McKAY: Well, I'm saying it anyway!
  • SHEPPARD: Well, I'm not listening!
  • McKAY: Yeah, but pretty soon I won't even know who you are!
  • SHEPPARD: Then I'll remind you.
  • McKAY: Yeah, but I don't want you to see me like that. I want you to remember me as I am -- as your genius friend, not as some ...
  • SHEPPARD (firmly): Not happening.
  • McKAY: Please.
  • SHEPPARD: You're stuck with me, Rodney. Just accept it.
  • McKAY: Yeah, but I ...
  • SHEPPARD (loudly): No! (He waves a finger at him.) That's final.
  • McKAY: OK. (He looks away.)
  • SHEPPARD: OK.
  • -SGA, 5x06 (aka, the moment I started bawling)

Can we talk about how I was crying for a good 5 minutes because I was looking at Mitch’s Happy B-day tweet to Scott and how he said he was his #1. Then I started thinking about how I so want Mitch to be able to say that to someone else and mean it will all his heart. Like I so want Mitch to be able to say “Fuck yeah, I have a valentine.” I want Mitch to be able to crawl into someone’s arms after a long day and let his all his worries just wash away. I so fucking want Mitch to be able to walk down the aisle and say “You’re my number 1″ to the dude that was lucky enough to have him. 

Mitch doesn’t need anyone. He can do bad all by himself and he already has tons of people who love him but I just….I just want Mitch to have that special someone, y’know?? 

My emotions are every where. 

Originally posted by l-am0ur-inconnu