let me cry for my dedication

anonymous asked:

how often do you cry? I feel like you never let stuff out

I cry on a borderline constant basis. My friends literally have an Instagram dedicated to me crying in weird places (@maggiecrying)

I think I’m strong and I think I’m compassionate and I think I can make a difference in the world if I decide to but I hate you because you made me doubt that. Because out of all the things in this world to cry over, I cried over you. And after all the things that I’ve gotten through, I let you take me down. Out of all the better, more important things that I could have dedicated my time to, I spent hours thinking about you, talking myself out of calling you, wondering why you did what you did and what I did wrong. And you didn’t deserve that. Out of all the things that deserved my time, tears, effort, and passion, you were never one.
4

“Let him rest”

I’ve kinda been broken since chapter 84……. Erwin was my favourite and now Levi’s all alone. These two literally have destroyed me. Levi has lost his one special person now, which just kills me even more…………..

I just want Levi to join him now so that they can be happy and at peace together :(

This piece is dedicated to the best Commander possible. <3

Sorry, I’ve had to edit this like 5 times as I am struggling with quality

BTS Reaction #27

BTS’ reaction when he breaks up with you because he’s too busy.

Jin:

“I have something to tell you… you heard about my upcoming tour right…?”

*afraid to look at you in the eye*

Originally posted by jhopies

Yoongi:

*tries to lift the mood*

“You know that music means a lot to me right? So you know I still love you, I just have to dedicate 110% of myself to music.”

Originally posted by sugagifs

Hoseok:

“I still really like you, but now just isn’t the right time, and you know that too don’t you? We’re both really busy, so I think this is the best option for the both of us…”

Originally posted by asdfghobi

Namjoon:

“I promise that it’s not your fault, it’s just I’m going to be really busy next year.”

*you start crying*

“OH MY GOD DON’T CRY, HERE SLAP ME IF YOU WANT!” *slaps himself*

Originally posted by snowmons

Jimin:

“Ah…. we have time to discuss it, so let’s talk about happier topics okay?”

Originally posted by fyeahbangtaned

Taehyung:

“Hey I think we need to talk…”

“???”

“Ah um nevermind….” *doesn’t know how to break it to you*

Originally posted by taehyungifs

Jungkook:

“No it’s okay, you can watch me dance on TV and I’ll-I’ll… no?”

*tries to cheer you up*

Originally posted by jayfatuasian

My lungs burn,
my stomach turns.
I’m thinking of you tonight
because you’re my only light
but you aren’t here for me;
you don’t care about who we used to be

You’ve thrown me away
and I hate myself to this day
for letting you make me feel this way.
Maybe, one day, I’ll be ok
but
for tonight I’ll cry
Because I don’t want to try
and pretend that I’m fine
or that I’ll heal with time.

Tonight, I’ll dedicate this to you
and to all of our memories too.
You’ve walked away from us
and discarded my trust.
I let you in,
let you see my sins;
let you hold me when I broke
and let you listen when I spoke
about the shit in my head
when I was hanging from a thread.

You said that you loved me
despite the fact that you could see
that I couldn’t hang on
to this life that felt so wrong…

You broke me when you said I was nothing,
when you said I didn’t matter…
I’m sorry for letting you break me
and for breaking you.

—  titled “sorry”  submission #326

athena3339  asked:

ok, a lesson in love is honestly my favorite thing ever right now. i've read it at least three times and each chapter makes me laugh, or smile, or cry. you have a real talent and i want to thank you for sharing it with us and letting us read your amazing works. much love. cheers, may

Originally posted by west-coast-taylor

Three times?? Babe, your dedication astounds me. Thank you for reading it so many times. I’m so happy that you’re enjoying it so far. Also, this message brightened up my Monday so thank you for that as well 😙

“A Lesson in Love” Masterlist

#RetROspective #5 - Epilogue/Dedication

I want give my unending gratitude to just a few people without whom I could not have done this or it would just not have been nearly as fun to do!!!!

@existingcharactersdiehorribly, you listened to me cry about the con, and rant about poor scheduling and express a litany of insane, insecure, emotional thoughts, and let me oscillate a thousand times, you promised me you wouldn’t hate me if I ditched, and told me I was awesome, and were my roommate, drinkmate, and crazymate throughout all this wackiness. We had a dual breakdown when we stopped breathing saturday night, but you saved my ass there too, however dirty we felt afterwards. I knew you would always answer if I gchatted you. BASICALLY, I WOULD HAVE BEEN COMPLETELY LOST WITHOUT YOU.

@idontfindyouthatinteresting, pulling off massive stunts is difficult, especially when you can’t plan properly, and you can’t time right, and it all comes down to pulling out the stops at the last minute. I don’t think anyone could have organized the London end of the skype like you, and it was SO WELL ORGANIZED, IN MY OPINION, on top of all the other incredible things you were already doing for this con. There would be none of the wonder of what happened without you, and even though we were both stressed and crazy, we kept it together and we pulled it out. You’re fabulous in every way, I’m glad I got to share the heavy lifting with you and make it all happen.

@sherlocks-freebitch and @vi0lentquiche - I think you were the people who I was looking forward most to meeting, who also got the brunt of my SHOULD I OR SHOULDN’T I dithering before the con. I know it was even harder for you guys to listen to because I know this trip was so immense for you both, and I appreciate that you were there for me all the same. I CAN’T EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN TO YOU HOW AMAZING IT WAS TO FINALLY MEET YOU BOTH FOR REAL. AND HOW ANNOYING IT IS THAT WE ARE SO FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. YOU WERE MY CREW AND I LOVE YOU (And husband cardboard Mads). <3

@docnickie, @wiith-my-hands and @drinkbloodlikewine, Though we live anywhere from 2 hours to 20 minutes apart, we mostly see each other when we’ve both travelled across great expanses of land or water. Which keeps a friendship interesting, I think. I had a great time hanging out with all of you and falling into each other’s orbits naturally even without really planning our next moves. I’d say I’ll see you at home, but I think we’ll all be somewhere crazy instead.

@confusedkayt, @wolftrapqueen27 and @radioxsilence. MY NYC FANNIBAL STALWARTS. THANK YOU FOR WATCHING MY STUFF, CARRYING IT, MAKING SURE IT DIDN’T GET LOST, MAKING SURE I DIDN’T GET LOST, and bearing with my loopy plane mind. I knew I could depend on you when I pulled the NYC part together and I appreciate that so much.

@redfivewritingby and @confusedkayt again, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, FOR LISTENING TO ME RAMBLE FOR HOURS OVER FROSE AND VANILLA VODKA COKE AND FREE! ABOUT WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO. I FEEL LIKE I WAS ENDLESSLY TALKING AT YOU GUYS ABOUT THIS, AND REALLY LIKE I WAS JUST TALKING IN CIRCLES. BUT YOU LISTENED AND SUPPORTED ME AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT. <3

@bonearenaofmyskull - I’m pretty sure your “You have to now because I want to watch.” comment really clinched my decision. You know I love a challenge, ;) I hope you enjoyed the show.

AND TO YOU, TO ALL OF YOU, ALL OF YOU AT THE CON AND IN NYC AND ON TUMBLR, ALL THE FANNIBALS EVER, THIS WAS REALLY ALL DRIVEN BY YOU AND HOW WONDERFUL YOU ARE AND HOW MUCH WE DESERVE THIS SHOW BACK.

TILL NEXT CON, MAY IT BE LESS EVENTFUL, ALL THE LOVE,

Ro

Prologue | BTRDC | Bryan, Janice and the Skype Heard Round the World | Paley Fest Fannibal Domination & Hugh | Epilogue

i was listening to jungkooks purpose cover again and i just started crying because the lyrics go ‘you’ve given me the best gift that i’ve ever known, you’ve given me purpose’ by now you guys should have probably realized that i cry a lot but JK released this song on his birthday dedicated to all ARMY around the world, including those international ARMY that are Jungkook fans but can’t give him any presents because of the distance.. he’s letting them know that its okay, because just their support is the greatest gift he’s ever received and just.. when did our jungkookie grow up so much? 😭

SPN Writer’s Reblog

So I’m sure that everywhere writer on this blog has experienced this. One day you look at your notes on a certain fic and then you look back either that day or some other day you now have less notes. Only then have you realized that people have only liked your story to bookmark it and then when they have read it, they unlike it and all but forget about it.

I know that I am some what guilty of it. If you take a hard look though my blog, I don’t have a lot of other’s peoples writing on here.

Today, I have decided that I am going to change that. I want to tell people that I love their writing. I want to tell them that what they wrote made me cry or laugh or want to go into the world of the Winchester’s.

I want to tell people what I think about their writing.

So today I made a blog to do that. Said blog is solely dedicated to me reblogging other peoples work to let them know what I think. And also I want to make it easier for fellow members of the fandom to find different things to read.

The blog is using an URL that I’ve used before so some of y’all might already be following me but the blog is winchesterwhisper. I would be ever grateful if y’all would not only follow that blog but also spread the word to let other people know about it.

Wait, what if I am a writer and I want my work to be published on it?

I am only human meaning that I am not also on Tumblr because I have to do what humans do which means that I don’t see every piece of fan fiction out there in the world. All you have to do is tag me using either plaidandwhiskeydean or winchesterwhisper (which ever one you want to use) and I’ll reblog it. I want to help people get discovered and allow others to read everything that this fandom has to offer.

If you have any questions don’t be afraid to ask me anything.