After Jon-Jon cleared it, I went into the house and saw I
had a couple of missed calls from Twan.
I wasted no time hitting him right back.
“Yo Twan you good boy?” My heart started back racing.
“Yeah my nigga, I’m home. I kind of tripping out.”
“Aye my G keep it cool. Blow one or two my nigga. We gotta
lay low for a minute.” Deep inside, I felt the same way as bruh. I never pulled
a trigger for nothing more than New Year’s, but today I possibly ended a couple
nigga’s lives. They say you never know what you may do if put in a situation
and this was surly the situation they must have been talking about.
“Aight bruh I’m gonna get it together.” He was still a
“My nigga do I need to slide by there?”
“Naw, naw I’m good.”
“Aight boy, I love ya… Be easy.”
“Love you too… One.”
I wasn’t sure about letting bruh go like that, but I didn’t
want to be on the line too long. I turned on the PS4 and queued up Madden. I
really wasn’t into it but I was trying clear my mind. The more the adrenaline
wore off the more the reality started to sink in. I knew it was either us or
them. But I just watched two of my partners get offed and my junior year hadn’t
even started. Shit was crazy, I never imagined this is what the latter part of
my school days would become. I hit up Jess, she was my little secret. Everyone
knew her for who she was but I knew a different Jess. They saw her as a piece of
ass and treated her as such. She would come thru and be down for a gang bang. I
never hit though. She was my crush since second grade, but even she didn’t know
this much. We were always cool though.
She had a decent upbringing from what I knew. She just was a
real dick fiend. When we got to high school I started hearing stories about her
in the bathroom or this closet. At first I thought it was just rumors from
chicks around school. When she came through for one of the boys in the clique.
I kind of hung my head when I saw her face, she saw me and didn’t even flinch.
I charged it to the game and kept it moving. When they tried to pass her my
way, I told them I was straight. Of course Twan clowned the fuck out of me for
but I didn’t care. I never asked her what she did, nor did she ever tell me
what was up. We let our one on one smokes session be about venting and just
vibing. Apart of me still adored her, but the stigma could never let me be with
her. She was deemed a hoe and that shit was a no-no. The whole crew had this
“smash and pass” motto.
After two quarters of Madden I needed something else. I
needed comfort, I didn’t know it at the time but I text her.
Me: Jess wyd
Jess: Shit nothing
Me: you wanna burn summin
Jess: You know I’m down
Me: Bet slide on me
Jess: OMW be there in 15
Like clockwork I heard when she pulled up in her little Civic
Coupe. I made my way to the door and she met me there. She knew something was
up, her face said it all. She questioned me right out the gate. I didn’t cave,
just told her I wanted to see her and smoke something. She let me ride, but
gave me a look like this is not over nigga. She breezed pass me and headed to
the back door. We usually rolled and smoked out back out of respect for moms
but she was in Orlando with some nigga for the weekend. I can’t front looking
back at it now she needed that time desperately. But I grabbed Jess by the hand
and we headed down the adjacent hall way to my room. She had only been there once before, so she
looked around learning my space as I slung a book on my bed and grabbed my
personal stash. She plopped down on the bed as well as I turned around. She was
gorgeous to me, she reminded me of the girl that used to play on “In the House”
back in the day. A chocolate something skin smooth as could be. I didn’t
understand her lifestyle or choices, but none the less she was my homie.
She gave me the dry run down of what was new and how she had
enough of lame ass niggas. She actually said she was going to chill out for a
little while. My eyebrows went up as I was finishing the spliff. I was a bit
skeptical but I mean hey that’s what she was claiming. I handed her the J and
lighter. I went to crack the window.
“So, what’s making you chill out?”
“I don’t know, I just want more for me you know.”
“I just want to love on someone and they love me back.” She
was speaking some real shit. I was like I’ve been loving you since elementary
little do you know. I didn’t tell her but that was my thoughts.I could never tell her how I felt
inside. That would go against the codes of dealing with hoes. Hell I was
already in violation of the rules I was schooled on. The lighter being lit broke my train of
thought. I looked over at her as she pulled hard and inhaled. One day I wondered
if I will tell her how I’ve felt. She put the loud in rotation, I hit it and
laid back in her lap. Initially I could tell she was shocked but she just
started rubbing my waves. I hit it one more time and passed it back.
“You hear what happened to Trav and Jermaine?”
I was quiet, she had no clue this is why she was here. I
tried to fight back the tears back but I couldn’t. As I inhaled the blunt the
tears fell down into my ears as I was looking up into her gorgeous eyes from
her lap. She knew I knew. “Shit happened so fast Jess.” That was all I could
say. My throat locked up and I couldn’t say anything else. Only the tears
flowed. She leaned down putting her forehead on mine.
“Caleb its ok. I’m here for you and always will be.” She
kissed my lips gently but I felt it in my toes. She hadn’t called me Caleb since
at least 5th grade. Her lips
felt so good I was lost for a minute. It
was only when she broke the kiss did it really sink in and I was left in a haze
of weed smoke. I hit the J before handing it over. This was the realest moment
of my day. Everything hadn’t settled and it all felt like a movie. She bought the
real back for me. Never had I felt like this. My extent of feelings with women
was honesty I want to get this nut and I will check you later. But this was,
this was far from that. I had no clue what this was. I sat up not knowing how
to process shit, and kind of cutting my eye at her to peep her reaction. She
was cool though, meanwhile my emotions and thoughts were all over. “You ok
“Yeah , I’m…. I’m ok. Just a lot shit on my mind right now.”
“I know that’s why I’m here right?”
“So, are going to talk? Or are we just smoking and vibin’?”
“We vinbin’ Jess.” I laid back in her lap and we killed the
first J and lit the second. Ten minutes must have went by we just sat there in
silence; only with a few glances at each other. “Jess why are we here?”
“Huh? Awww you getting all philosophical on me while you
high and shit?” she knew I turned into Dr. Cornel West when I was zooted.
“No for real like what is my purpose?”
“Well I don’t know. I never thought about it you know.”
“Like what if we didn’t meet in second grade? Like what if I
never stole your Luchable and you didn’t chase me down the hall? Like would I
be laying in your lap if this never happened?”
“Damn C you right. Like where would I be if that hadn’t
happened?” she was really in thought now. “Like would we still have become
friends, would you even know my name?”
“Everything happens by chance Jess.”
“Damn that’s deep.”
The room feel back silent as the bud was about done. I got
up and headed to the kitchen and left her in my room. I grabbed a water for me
and a soda for her. I also snagged a Lunchable for us to share, ever since that
day I stole hers I always kept a couple on deck. When I came back she was under
my covers. I hesitated slightly but continued on. I put all my music on shuffle
on my laptop, and crack opened the snack, it was the nacho kind. I dipped a
chip in both sauces and showed it to her, as in to say do you want some. She
sat up and revealed her perky tatas. I was surprised but not overwhelmingly so.
I said nothing just fed her the nacho as she leaned in. I handed her the soda
and we sat and reminisced about elementary as we killed the Lunchable.
“Come lay with me.” She told as I sat the empty package on
the desk next to the laptop. I walked over and started pulling the cover back
and she snatched it from me. “No, get naked. I want to feel your skin on mine.”
“Man I don’t know about all that.” I protested.
“Boy it ain’t even like that. Bring yo ass.” She laughed and
I chuckled I took everything but my boxers off. And I hesitated again.
“Those too nigga, look I’ll even turn away.” She rolled and
turned her back to me. It was even about that though. It was the feeling that
I’d felt for so long. She was playing with fire, but she came over for me no
questions asked the leady I could do was meet her half way right? I slid my
boxers off and slid under the cover. “See that’s not so bad.” She said looking
over her shoulder. “Now come spoon me.”
“What? All these demands. I don’t even know what that
“Man, come scoot up on my body nigga, so I can feel you and
you feel me.”
“Man……” I reluctantly did it. It was weird, but not like a
bad weird I guess just different. Never had I had time spent like this with a
female like this. I liked it though. She confessed she never spent time like
this with anyone either. I told her the same as we talked until we drifted off.
I never knew a comfort like this. But in my head I knew I couldn’t get used to
this so this was going to be a onetime deal.
I woke up around 9a.m. alone in my bed. I sat up looking for
Jess and peered out of the window her car was gone. I reached for my phone and I
had couple of notifications. Nothing important though. As I was putting my
phone down it went off again. I looked at it.
Jess: Hey Good Morning I had to take off I didn’t want to leave like I
did but you were sleep and I had to get home so my mom didn’t trip
Jess: Thank you so much for last night. I know I came over there to be
there for you but you were just as much there for me as I was for you. Thank
kay but the basketball scenes are improv'd there is no way you can tell me iman and cengiz end up legit playing against each other instead of acting on the script it prolly goes *basketball scene* and iman and cengiz just look at eachother like... bruh lets go
The truth...has been revealed (dramatic title for no reason dun dun!)
161230 For Life fansign
I love fansigns, because there tend to be lot of otp moments. But then I get depressed because I’ve never gone to one
BUT HEY! We still got the otp moments on social media
Yes indeed, Baekhyun just told a fan that he does to Chanyeol’s studio (y no v live 2geter ;-;) and I hope it’s safe to say that they possibly go to Chanyeol’s studio in those famous car rides together or even those scooter ‘dates’. I mean, what if, boi everything might be fitting together. Mwahahahahahahahaha
Then after the fansign
here they are leaving (look at how smol Baek is. I want that pikachu headband honestly)
Ooh ooh! Look at that, da other peeps are going the opposite way but Chanyeol is going to a different car, but guess what? There’s a certain someone following him
;-; look at Baekhyun just hovering behind him. Oh dear, he’s so small
Side angle cause why not, this set is a continuation so it’s ok
Baek’s like, “ehehe I’m gunna go with Chanyeol”
BUT THEN HE WAS ASKED TO GO TO A DIFFERENT CAR
BRUH LET THEM BE TOGETHER I STG WHAT IS THIS CATASTROPHE????
Oh well, it’s fine, I’m not salty. *basically sitting in the ocean right now*
Urahara has just pleaded to CC Yamamoto to let him go, because he’d just sent Hiyori out there - then you see Shinji looking to the side, his mind is already running a mile a minute about the situation as a whole and Urahara’s previous words.
^^^^^^^^^^^ yuh huh
and from here on, Shinji picks her up - Hiyori is exausted from trying to fend off Kensei on her own for who knows how long - and then he doesn’t let her go, even once.
bruhhhhhhhhhhh dr0p her
Hiyori actual cinnamon roll lol can’t even draw her zan on Kensei