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Get to know me Tag

Rules: Tag 9 users you want to get to know better!

Tagged by: @bleedingrose152

1. How old are you? Young

2. Current Job? Full time student (as my teacher likes to remind us)

3. Dream Job? Very typical, author also interested in psychology 

4. What are you talented at? Apparently art and writing but this is my friends and family saying that. I pretty good at school (hurrah), reading quickly, and procrastinating. 

5. What is a big goal you are working towards/have already achieved? Um, graduating?? I have like no goals, I’d be a really boring book character

6. What is your aesthetic? A messy jumble of stuff

7. Do you collect anything? Anything I find pretty, paper, posters, fanart

8. What is a topic you always bring up in conversation? My friends, like I swear I can barely get through a convo without going ‘my friend once’ or something like that 

9. What’s a pet peeve of yours? When people ask me to speak up, like yes I know my voice is soft and yes I’m trying to louder it just really irritates me

10. Good advice to give? I feel like I should be receiving advice not giving it tbh, um, if you want to do something go for it? Cause even if you end up sitting in the corner with no one to talk to, you’ll have had the experience of whatever you signed up for? Something like that

11. Recommend three songs: Hahaha, my music taste is something I’d rather not talk about…

I tag: @kokoro4kakashi, @kunoichi-ume, @lesbiangaara, @gaa-y-ra, and anyone else, no pressure to do this or answer everything 

bye bye

SREDNjA SKOLA

Kazu da je srednja skola ta koja promeni ljude, ja smatram da tada covek samo pocinje da svet gleda iz drugacijeg ugla i da tada shvata stvari koje do tada nije razumeo.
    Stariji nam govore kako je to vreme koje se ne zaboravlja, kako tada upoznajes sebe i otkrivas sta zelis od zivota i sta si ti, upoznajes sebe. Sada je to ono vreme kada upoznajes ljude, stvaras i gubis prijatelje, budes izdan i ti nekoga izdas, vreme ljubavi, raznih veza, opijanja i probanja svega za sta dobijes priliku. To je vreme kada upoznajes svet, onu lepsu,ali i onu stranu o kojoj se i ne prica toliko cesto kada si dete. To je ona strana o kojoj te roditelji ne uce i ta strana je strana koju upoznajes odrastanjem.
    Ovi periodi uglavnom predstavljaju konstantno upadanje u depresiju, bar onaj blazi oblik i konstantno razocaravanje u svet koji smo zamislili u nasoj glavi jer su nas od malena ucili koliko je svet divan i savrsen. Vreme je za nove avanture, nove izazove i za sve ono sto nas privlaci,ali i odbija i za sve ono sto nam dolazi u buducnosti.
    Spontanost je uglavnom ono sto nam najvise nedostaje, ljudi previse razmisljaju i sve sto rade, rade vestacki i tri puta osmisljeno unapred. Svetu fali ta spontanost, lepota onoga sto cinimo u momentu radi nase srece i radi onoga sto bi nas ucinilo ponosnim u tim trenucima. Tinejdzeri puse i piju, odlaze na zurke, prolaze kroz veze na jednu noc, ubijaju se osecanjima i skrivanjem istih, plase se i heroisu u isto vreme. To je period zbunjenosti i zbrkanosti misli u glavama i malo se razmislja. Koliko god znali da je sve to prolazno, nas i dalje sve to ubija, jer ipak svi kazu zivi u momentu,a ne za proslost ili buduscnost.