lendys

…. Why am i here…? Or a better question… Why should i tell you guys anything…? I’ve been a prisoner for years…. I’m nobody important. And why was i a prisoner? Maybe because i killed someone…? No, i didn’t. Or maybe i stole something or hurt someone really bad…? The answer is a no.

I was a prisoner not because of the things i told you guys… I was born in Spiritualtale… This AU has two sides, the light side and the dark side.

The light side is full of exotic plants and a lot of Spirits float around…. Its a wonderful place *Wipes some tears away*. If anyone dies they change to a plant or flower and becomes a part of this place.

The dark side, where i live… There is no light… Everything is dark and full of shadows… And full of dark demons… In this place it really is kill or be killed….*sighs heavily* i don’t know why i was born there… Its just horrible.

They kill the other Monsters… And why…? *shaking* To eat them… So they can survive. I never wanted to do this, this wasnt right, in my eyes… But… I had no choice…. there is no normal food, or the better question is…. What is normal food? I dont really know because i was born in this terrible kill or be killed world…

Someone wanted me to kill someone… I told him, “I’m not gonna do that,” and turned around and walked away… I got knocked out and woke up in a courtroom.

Some Monsters were holding me so i couldnt escape. I wished so hard for them to kill me, that my dark life finds an end. But they chose to confine me… This was the worst decision you can get there.

They knocked me out again. After i woke up, I found myself in a dark room… No light entered it…. I wasnt able to see anything or hear anything… My legs, arms and my neck were chained.

I was screaming… But who would help someone like me…? Nobody… They just kept laughing at me, I struggled every day so much that my arms, legs and my neck got sore and cracked.

Everytime someone was watching me… He got me something to eat….*shaking* i hated this damn food so much… But there wasnt a other choice right…? They fed me with meat from other Monsters.

Anytime i denied it… He would start to hit me, over and over….and…*tearing up*.

I dont know how long i was there… I cant really remember… I stopped to counting… Its a wonder that i can remember my name… All that i did was waiting for my dead coming… But it never came.

Everything was hopeless… Nobody wanted to help me…. I can understand why… They would get killed or maybe the same would happen, what happened to me.

One day… The guard came to my room and was laughing at me… He started to hit me over and over again *tears run down his face*… I was so sick of it… I was so sick about everything there… I set my power free and changed my form to a silver dragon… What really happened…? I cant tell… I cant remember. All i know is, i woke up and was free… Finally free.

who am i…? My name is Lendys.

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Nico      The Fairest of the Seasons      1967


Now that it’s time
Now that the hour hand has landed at the end
Now that it’s real
Now that the dreams have given all they had to lend
I want to know do I stay or do I go
And maybe try another time
And do I really have a hand in my forgetting ?
Now that I’ve tried
Now that I’ve finally found that this is not the way,
Now that I turn
Now that I feel it’s time to spend the night away
I want to know do I stay or do I go
And maybe finally split the rhyme
And do I really understand the undernetting ?
Yes and the morning has me
Looking in your eyes
And seeing mine warning me
To read the signs carefully.
Now that it’s light
Now that the candle’s falling smaller in my mind
Now that it’s here
Now that I’m almost not so very far behind
I want to know do I stay or do I go
And maybe follow another sign
And do I really have a song that I can ride on ?
Now that I can
Now that it’s easy, ever easy all around.
Now that I’m here
Now that I’m falling to the sunlights and a song
I want to know do I stay or do I go
And do I have to do just one
And can I choose again if I should lose the reason ?
Yes, and the morning
Has me looking in your eyes
And seeing mine warning me
To read the signs more carefully.
Now that I smile,
Now that I’m laughing even deeper inside.
Now that I see,
Now that I finally found the one thing I denied
It’s now I know do I stay or do I go
And it is finally I decide
That I’ll be leaving
In the fairest of the seasons.