You poor soul. Im very sorry to see you have been decieved by the lies the adversary tells. If you want gospel truth go to the church website, not false teachings of the world. You are loved by God and he wants you to return to him. Much luck & love.
“ The glory of God is intelligence, or, in other words, light and truth.”
If you believe in LDS scriptures…then you know that God wants you to use critical thinking and find the truth. If you limit yourself to a website governed by the LDS Church, you are living your life in a box, unable to think outside of that box. Set yourself free.