i was going to stop playing when i messed up, but then i messed up where i didn’t think i was going to mess up lol so i figured, that’s life. you mess up. might as well be happy and make the best of it. so enjoy me messing up haha
My mind traces her shape long after she’s left me. My bed hasn’t been touched or tidied, still the way we left it days ago, a sea of pillows and blankets, the sheets pulled to one side. Wrapped up in another lazy sunday memory, she takes up every space in my mind.
Her, laid across these crumpled white sheets, nothing but her hands to cover her, it’s like watching an old reel of tape, where in this scene, a beautiful girl basking in her own warmth, throws her head back in laughter, buries half of her smiling face in the pillow and flashes a tiny glance giving you confirmation that you’re doing something right… and all anyone could do is fall in love. Im not different because I love her, I am different because I get to experience her love for me.
The warmth from inside her radiates outward, showing on her skin, on her lips, and her eyes give you the smallest look into the bright-eyed enigma that is she.
I’m in love with her lines,
The curve of her top lip when she shows that slightest smile. The small of her waist. The tiny hills and valleys that make up only her body, some supple and some concave. The softness of her skin, every tiny strand of hair, skin turned canvas and covered in another’s art.
A girl like this makes you wish you could pick up a paintbrush and translate the masterpiece that she already is into another medium… just so the world could see and appreciate what you get to experience. A girl like this, with her laughs and her smiles and glances, her wild eyes… a girl like this is so rare. So warm and loving that she shares all of her light with those who need it, sometimes to the point of exhausting herself.
This girl, is my girl. And I’m just waiting for another lazy Sunday.
Summary: Hoseok is finally home with you for a lazy Sunday afternoon.
My first fic so please be gentle. Please enjoy!!!
The two of you lazed around on the couch, his body between your legs and head resting on your stomach. Your fingers danced around in his silky hair just watching him laugh at the show on TV.
The boys took a day off to rest their bodies and minds, just to be seven average Joe’s.
Hoseok was just milking it!
All he had done today was whine about how he needed to rest and eat a lot to stay healthy so you had just about had it! But, watching him laugh and cuddle your leg the way he did, you couldn’t help but giggle.
Your giggling seemed to distract Hoseok because the show had gone to commercial and it was one of those elderly insurance things that some people groaned over.
"Oh, what is it sunshine?“ Hobi’s eyes were so innocent and you couldn’t help but blush once they were on you. His chocolate brown eyes made you want to melt and you simply forgot how to breath!
"O-oh um n-nothing!” You couldn’t help but laugh at the 23 year old child look at you upside down. He looked like such a puppy dog! You sighed in defeat, “I was just thinking about you…” you mumbled as your finger played with a lock of Hoseok’s hair. The man seemed to hum at your finger and lean for more contact.
"Why?“ His voice was as chirpy as always.
With his eyes still closed, he dropped is head back onto your stomach and seemed to scoot down so you could feel his breath on your upper thigh. You got chills as his lips pressed against your exposed skin. "Why do you love me so much Y/N?” he asked innocently but his chirp seemed to be gone.
You looked down at him, your bottom lip between your teeth as you thought, why DID you love him so much?
To hell if you knew!?
What kind of question was that?
You were pulled out of your silent panic with chills running down your back from Hobi’s lips on you skin, patiently waiting.
"You’re just… everything I’ve ever wanted,“ You finally say.
"Well,” Hoseok grunted and sat up breaking the painful silence. “You are everything I’ve wanted too!!” he yelled pulling you into his lap all of the sudden. You couldn’t help but squeak at the sudden movements and being showered with kisses before finally resting his chin on your shoulder and receiving small cute pecks on your cheek and chin.
"Y/N,“ Hobi says still smiling just looking at your face, "I have to be the luckiest guy in the world. You’re so beautiful and I don’t know why you chose me, but I’m glad you did. I know I haven’t been home a lot, dealing with the group and preparing for our new video, but I just wanted to remind you about how happy you make me and how lucky I feel just to call you mine. Y/N I love you so much, I just want to grow old with you."
His words seemed to catch you off guard and you just looked at him, eyes wide. He praised you all of the time and told you how happy you make him but ever since they started practicing a lot more, you heard less of those. You didn’t mind because you knew but just to be here with the "Love of Your Life” after month of going to bed before Hoseok got home and waking up to only a “sorry I had to leave so early, I love you” texts, hearing this made his statement a lot better and he knew that.
"I love you, so much,“ You say pulling his head into your chest and holding him there. He couldn’t stop laughing and playfully wiggling to get out of your hold, but you just couldn’t let go of him.
Killed it this week!! It’s actually really bugging me to not get that final at-home workout check mark because I desperately wanted to go ride my bike today, but I think I’m getting sick and should probably not push myself and focus on taking it easy. And, I did go to the gym an extra day, so oh well. 😁
I’m looking out for tomorrow me. I made dinner with enough leftovers for us to eat tomorrow, and I baked some delicious banana walnut muffins. The house smells incredible right now!! 😍
Now, time to relax with some chamomile citrus tea and my next book!