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The Day After The Election I Did Not Go Outside by Hanif Willis-Abdurraqib

BUT for a moment, to drive to the soul
food spot on Congress ave. where utensils,
large & made for the hands of no one living among
us, hang on the walls & where the woman behind

the counter yells out my order before my second
foot makes it in the door & where her laugh is like
my sister’s or where her laugh is like my mother’s or
where her laugh is like my grandmother’s or where her laugh

is like the laugh of a black woman who knows where the devil
is hiding & knows how to shake him loose & in the soul food
spot there are no devils but there is plenty sin & where you look
at the sweet tea & your dentist gets a chill from miles away &

where, if the gossip is good enough, the smoke from the kitchen
puffs into black halos & someone ain’t getting the catfish they
ordered & where all is forgiven & where forgiveness is always
dressed in something fried or sweet & where, around a circle

of spent plates, men with their full bellies & thin gold chains slap
cards on a wooden table & where those men ignore the yelling
& the marching on the television & where I imagine those men
have seen this movie before & know its ending & yet are still

here to watch it again & where the plates rattle when one of the men shows
his hand & says his partner ain’t shit & where I laugh because these men
could be my father & around the right table, I am everyone’s child &
where the stereo is from the 90s & so is everything that crawls out of it

& where Lauryn sings how you gon’ win if you ain’t right within & I am
oh, I am right within for this small and shrinking moment. I am right
within for this newborn praise, because the rain stopped & the clouds
gave way earlier & yes, the darkness arrives sooner now & yes,

the streets were still slick, but on this day, the children were in
them, dodging the streetlights on their small bikes & the girls
leapt & whipped their long ponytails through the open mouths
of two jump ropes & this is the only country they know & it is nothing

to get free when your only country is freedom & so I say, then:
make a border around any place you are loved & call it yours.
make a border around those who hold you up & build what
you must to keep the devils out. I say, then: I know, I know

the burning cannot be unseen & on this night I claimed a new
& fleeting empire, governed by soul food & loud black children &
no one telling them to be quiet. governed by men who lose
card games. governed by men who know they ain’t shit & the women

who know it better but have loved them for too long to stop
now. oh country, my new and brief country. how I walk from you
full & into the wreckage. how I wish you everywhere now.
how I try to taste you in the air instead of blood.


One of Nobu’s favourite scene (which Hosoya practiced inside the recording room)

And he remember it enough to make Hosoya laugh

I love how they laugh together

And may you have someone, who always want to make you laugh like Nobu makes Hosoya laugh

~ Merry Christmas~

BOOM!  Colors. Sapphire, A.K.A- Laughy Sapphy (cause she laughs at your misery and, oh woops! Did she chip your tooth? Didn’t see that coming~). Clearly would be the Jammer with that future vision shizz.

I had a lot of fun with this one!  <3 I really wanna draw Ruby as a Blocker. Or a cheerleader from the sidelines. In a biker outfit, holding a sign that proclaims her love for her baby…

Gonna have to sketch that one out real quick before I forget it…

Real-time fandub highlights:
  • RIP Ryan
  • Lucia is Amethyst
  • #AntHunt
  • Dipper: "I can smell my brain."
  • Waluigia
  • Dipper: "I don't want my breakfast to kill me."
  • Soos: "Hey did you know that Chalupas and Tacos are the same food? It's a conspiracy."
  • Dipper: "Stop drinking coffee, switch to de-caf."
  • Sheriff Blubs: "I'm already hot chocolate. get it? cuz I'm hot and attractive? That has nothing to do with race."
  • Mabel: "Are you sure the footprints didn't do it?"
  • Dipper: "Yeah, it was the invisible wizard, with an axe!"
  • Soos: "You can't chop a chalupa with an axe."
  • Dipper: "This is just like the Spongebob movie"
  • Mabel: "hey, are you a corner?"
  • Manly Dan: "the clock insulted my fandom."
  • Dipper: "I can understand that."
  • Durland: "HE'S A GOBLIN IN LOVE!"
  • Toby: "Your little legs must be tired-no wait not yet."
  • Blubs: "Can we just kill him because Goblin lives don't mater."
  • Blubs: "This new season of Breaking Bad is really weird."
  • Stan: "Some may say it's wrong for a man to love a meme about himself."
  • Random breaking out into songs from "Aladdin-The Return of Jafar."
  • The *horrific* Karaoke of "All Star" during the break.
  • Oscar: "If that karaoke was a politician, it would be Trump."
  • "That was far too coherent to be Trump"
  • The Ukulele cover of Peanut Butter Jelly in tribute to Dogan.
  • The recitation of the History of Japan.
  • "Lapis, Peridot, Jasper, Steven, Pearl, Amethyst, Bismuth, and Garnet all fused to make Dogan."
  • "Peridot is actually Larry King"
  • "The Cameo of Steven's brother."
  • "The Cameo of an ant."
  • "Bismuth and Greg got together and Bismuth revealed herself to be Stan."
  • Soos: "Is this a mushroom? No that's a doorknob."
  • Wax Sherlock Homes: "I would say the dying scene from 'Blaze Runner' but I forget it."
  • Wax Sherlock Holmes: "laughy laughy laugh and die"
  • Sheriff Blubs: "Let's all go get some HOT CHOOOOCLOLATE"
  • Dipper: "We used coffee to kill a man."
  • Wax Larry King Head: "Hey, you should kill me."
  • Cash Wheel Announcer: "Welcome to cash wheel: the show with a wheel with cash in it."
  • Wallet Dad: "ha ha don't puke all over the ground."
  • Announcer: "I sure hope your questions are answered cuz were back."
  • Stan: "yada yada yada, I have a big nose."
  • "If a girl online says she's Asian is she Asian?"
  • "What if she's Russian?"
  • "Asians are like the Weeping Angels."
  • "The Weeping Asians."
  • Mabel: "Ok, well the real #1 is YOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUU!!!"
  • Stan: "Time to use my old man powers: AAAAHHHH BUILD A WALL!!!!11 BUILD A WALL!!!!11"
  • "Um, sir we have Donald Trump on the premises"
  • "ah, uh, um, PUT HIM ON TV!!"
  • Stan: "I'm a cartoon stereotype"
  • "I shouldn't have gone back"
  • Dipper: "Hey, here's my girlfriend, she's Asian and Russian!"
  • Guy (after seeing his worst nightmare): "TRUMP IS PRESIDENT, TRUMP IS PRESIDENT TRUMP IS PRESIDENT!"
  • Mabel *helping someone with the vending machine*"hey, there's a portal behind there, did you know that?"
  • "We'll be right back to Real-Time Fandub on Dogan TV."
  • Ant Hunt Clue #1: "vlpjjanps onoeodyoncexxl"
  • Mabel: "Is a Capricorn a unicorn in a cap or is it a unicorn who drank a Caprisun?"
  • Dipper: "Mabel you have crazy ADHD."
  • Mabel: "Not a wo-manattee?"
  • Mabel: "My whiskers aren't nearly that big."
  • Dipper: "Thank you for randomly handing me a bottle."
  • Mabel: "'McGuckett labs?' Is that a band name?"
  • Dipper: "He has a McGuckett face."
  • Lil Big Dawg: "Oh, hey, I'm here and I'm eatn' my pants."
  • Lil Big Dawg: "Gotta go fast gotta go fast"
  • Soos: "Looks like Sonic's my overlord"
  • Dipper: McGuckett, come here boy!"
  • McGuckett: "Don't tell me not to vote for Trump!"
  • why did that page fall so slowly
  • Mabel: "If you suck all the water out of a watermelon does that make it a regular melon?"
  • Dipper: "THAT'S A NEWSPAPER!"
  • Dipper: "He did vanishified! Or did he?????"
  • Dipper: "This is like a Zelda Puzzle."
  • Soos: "Man that was a lot easier than a water temple."
  • Blind Ivan: "What is it you have seen?"
  • Lazy Susan: "i saw ghost busters the remake and it was ok i guess"
  • "Mabel was asking SO MANY QUESTIONS!!!!111"
  • Dipper: "OH WAIT I'M DIPPER!"
  • Lazy Susan: "I feel like a feeling."
  • Dipper: "Your hat's gonna get there before us!"
  • Dipper: "To the Bat Cave!"
  • Mabel: "What's the difference between pie and cake????"
  • Robbie: "My Chemical Romance felt like My Little Pony to me."
  • "What are you Scallywags doing here?"
  • Blind Ivan: "There's a duck and there's an eye but not any more! hahaha!"
  • Mabel: "If evolution is real-"
  • Dipper: "Mabel! Don't erase our minds, and, yep that's my plea, yep that good!"
  • Mabel: "If evolution is real why can't Aquaman tale to all animals? It doesn't make sense???"
  • Soos: "Mabel is a bottle if maple syrup."
  • Mabel: "Polly Pockets are just tiny barbies."
  • Toot-Toot-Mc-Bumbersnazzle: "I love Polly Pockets!"
  • Mabel: "It's okay, we can all go play Pokemon Go."
  • *Young Fiddleford's monologue*
  • Young Fiddelford: "Scare Crow Brother."
  • Mabel: "Adventure Time got weird! That was the Ice King, right?"
  • Stan: "Whoop! There goes a Rick and Morty cameo!"
  • Stn: "Time to make this a running joke for the next few episodes."
  • dudududuududududuududuududuuduududuedededededeedlellelelldldldldajdededeldeasdaddaedededeaarrfatffeddetaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
  • Steven Universe Real-Time Fandub!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111
some highlights

- “white boys be like I’m  not gonna even finish my sentence
- ALL of Oscar’s lines. That Stan. That Holmes. 
- “That clock insulted my fandom”
- “Being left haded is a birth defect”
- “I have a question! HuuaAAAAAGHH!”
TaddyLongLegs joined the chat and laughed with us. Sorry I saw him in Periscope, that’s one of my personal highlights. 
(-Ford joined too. Bill, Ford and Tad had hilarious conversations about kinks.)
- “Goblin lives don’t matter!”
- “I love cocaine it’s a magical fruit”
- Stan has a better mustache than you!”
-”Laughy Laughy Laugh, I’m dead, bye”

-B U I L D   A   W A L L

and literally all of the other line’s from Oscar
-all bisexuals get maces
-During the pause for Steven Universe Ryan died again and the rest sang “All star”… featuring a kazoo
-at some part everyone just sang “all star all star all star all star” and they sounded like satan in a blender 2.0 (love you guys)
- also they sang baby got back
-“a woman should not be defined by her man’s Mercedes”
- DOGAN VISITED and chatted with us
- Ryan fandubbed History of Japan
- Judy’s ukulele version of peanut butter jelly
- peridot and lapis fused into dogan


Drunk in the backseat of a car I have never seen before

I don’t ask where we are going because I don’t really care

I think I might be a better person when I’m drunk

It’s like maybe that’s the real me? The one I keep hidden away,

she is nice. she is warm …

Warm , I don’t know about much but I know about Warm

Not the temperature, the feeling!

It is my favorite of all the feelings because you can feel it in your heart 

And also in your hands

and your stomach

and your arms

Warm. How I feel right now is warm

How I’ll feel in a couple of hours is dead

Dead is a pretty word

so is girl

so is she

so is Mine

Lots of things are mine not because I bought them but because in my head I pointed at them and said “you are mine and only mine and nobody else can ever have you”

When people take what is mine I get sad

then I get angry

then I laugh

I laugh cuz I’m angry, I laugh cuz I’m sad. These things make me laugh because I am 


When people call me crazy it surprises me;

they act like they are telling me something I didnt know

I feel like saying:

yes, I am crazy,

but are you just now noticing?

I feel like saying:

yes, I am crazy,

but are you scared?

I feel like saying:

yes, I am crazy,

but have you ever wanted me to be anything else? 

anonymous asked:

After I read the chapter where it's revealed that Kaneki was abused by his mom, some people were saying that it looked like Kaneki was smiling as he was being beaten but I don't really see it...

I mean I can kinda see it

I mean his lips are curled up in a grin but by no means does it mean that Kaneki is happy in this situation. Kaneki in cannon is someone who both smiles and laughs in nervous and stressful situations. I mean it is a natural thing to me at least because I do the same thing, I laughed whenever I got yelled at or hit by my mother

But Kaneki started smiling when he got caught looking at Rize’s boobs, he smiled when he was late for meeting Shachi’s old subordinates.

Yet, the most canonical example is when Jason tortured him and he started to laugh

I think Kaneki laughing and smiling is a coping Mechanism for what he went through because it makes the situation less stressful as it lowers the chemicals that cause stress in your brain. I think Kaneki did it to keep himself from becoming depressed and keep him sane.


 I never had that many friends growing up
So I learned to be okay with just me
Just me, just me, just me
And I’ll be fine on the outside

I like to eat in school by myself anyway
So I’ll just stay right here
Right here, right here, right here
And I’ll be fine on the outside

So I just sit in my room after hours with the moon
And think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died
Would you remember my face?

So I left home I packed up and l moved faraway
From my past one day and I laugh
I laugh, I laugh, I laugh, I sound fine on the outside

Ha ha ha

Sometimes I feel lost, sometimes I’m confused
Sometimes I find that I am not alright
And I cry, and I cry and I cry

Ha ha ha

So I just sit in my room after hours with the moon
And think of who knows my name
Would you cry if I died
Would you remember my face?