Well I ain’t got much time so I’ll get to the point Do you wanna share a ride and get the fuck out of this joint? I’ve got an impulse so repulsive that it burns I wanna break your heart until it makes your stomach turn
I gotta know if you’re the one that got away Even though it was never meant to be
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“So if we have this curve y gotta be equal to -(sin(x^(1.7/6)+4)+(1/x))+10.”, you wrote down the equation and looked over the curvature once again. This had to be right. You were sitting on this math problem for 2 hours now and you had headaches from it.
Suddenly someone placed his hands on your shoulder massaging them.
“Babe? You shouldn’t be up this long.”, Dean said with his sleepe voice and you glanced over to the clock. 2:46 am. Oh crap.
“Yeah I know. But I gotta study in my freetime to pass my finals.”, you sighed and leaned back so the back of your head touched his stomach. You looked up to him so he bend down to give you a quicl kiss.
“I think you studied enough today. Let’s get to bed.”, he whispered against your lips and smiled. You pushed him away gently with an apologizing smile and shook your head.
“You go. I’ll come when I’m done alright?”, you said and he looked at you with a raised brow but sighed eventually.
“Alright. Don’t over work yourself.”, he said before placing a kiss on your head and leaving to go to bed.
“I hate my life.”, you groweled thinking of Dean lying in bed half naked and that you could have been in his arms kissing him.
But no these problems had to be solved until tomorrow and you didn’t have time to do them because you were out on a hunt with the boys. Great.
“God? Did you sleep here?!”, you woke up to Deans not so amused voice. Your eyes flattered and you saw him standing in the door frame. You raised your head a paper attached to your face and you got rid off it.
“Mh..uh.”, you grunted and closed your eyes again but then it hit you.
“What time is it?”, you shrieked and jumped up rushing to your room.
“11:45”, Dean yelled from the kitchen and you lost it.
While swearing you threw over something an walked to the kitchen while brushing your teeth. You poured some coffee in a cup and took a slice of bread after washing your mouth. You took a sip from the coffe and a bite from the bread before grabbing your stuff.
“I’ll take baby. She is faster. See you.”, you said while Dean was watching you with confused eyes and a shocked expression on his face.
“Wait…”, you heard him say before you closed the door and hurried to the car.
It was past 7pm when you got back to the bunker and you were dead. Not literally but you know…on the inside.
As soon as you got in you threw your stuff in a corner and let yourself fall onto the couch burrying your face into the pillows groaning.
“Y/N?”, you heared Sams voice come from the kitchen and looked up.
“Mh.”, you mumbled as an answer and he appeared behind the table.
“Where were you? We were worried.”, he said and immidiatly you face palmed yourself and sat up. You forgot your phone at home so you couldn’t call the boys, Dean, that you had to take extrs classes for the exam next week. Mother effin crap.
“I suppose Dean is mad?”, you asked Sam but it wasn’t really a question because it was too obvious.
“He isn’t just mad. He is furious.”
“Alright. I should talk to him.”, you said and stood up feeling very tired.
“Oh no. I wouldn’t. Just leave him alone until he cools off. You know how he is. He will say stuff which will break your heart.”, he said but you shook your head aiming for Deans room.
“I think I can handle a little grumpy Dean. Don’t worry.”, you said and left him in the Map-Table-Room.
You knocked on his door and went in to find Dean sitting on the bed while staring at the floor.
“Hey.”, you said and his head shot up and you thought your heart stopped for a second facing his angry eyes.
“Woah. Yeah you’re angry.”, you said closing the door behind you and walking over to him.
“Look Dean I’m sorry. I forgot my phone at home but I should’ve called you somehow to tell you that I’d be late. It’s just I was busy during these…”
“I’m done.” He said it very quietly but his voice cut through your voice like a knife.
“W-what?”, you gasped trying to keep breathing.
“Dean there is no need to get alll…”, you started but he cut you off a second time.
“I’m done Y/N. You hear me? I’m done watching you destroy yourself.”, he said raising his voice and he stood up. You took a deep relieved breath hearing what he meant by ‘I’m done’.
“That’s not what I do. You don’t have to worry about me. I’m fine.”, you said with a little smile but that made him even more angry.
“Don’t worry? Fine? Do you listen to yourself? You didn’t sleep all night, you didn’t rest, you didn’t eat, you didn’t drink. You’re gonna kill yourself. And I won’t watch you do that.”, he said and after a long silence and after you could move again you walked over to him and placed a hand on his shoulder but he stepped back and you could’t hold back a hurt expression.
“Dean it’s not like that. Yes I’m a little tired but I’m happy. And you knew taking me in this life that I would either be all in or all out. You knew I would help you hunt and keep studying. I told you that before I moved in. And you were okay with that.”, you said giving him a little warn sign not to cross the line.
“Yeah I did. But I’m watching you fade away day by day. That’s not what I agreed with. Tell me. Did you eat somethibg today at school?”, he asked you with furrowed brows and crossed his arms over his chest.
You couldn’t answer that because he knew that you didn’t because you started to keep forgetting it and loose weight.
Thinking about it you also got sick more often the past few months so you mirrored his gesture defensivley.
“That’s what I’m talking about. Until you decide what you really want I’m done.”, he said looking away and your mouth deopped open.
“Either you study and stop hunting or you hunt and stop studying so you keep living. I donmt want to burry another person I love. So I’m done until you tell me what you want.”, he said and wanted to rush out of the room but you kept him from that by grabbing his arm. He definetly crossed a line.
“That’s enough. Dean you’re going too far.”, you said under your breath.
“No, Y/N. I’m not. I’ve been thinking about this latly and today I decided to do it even if it hurts. I had to confront you with the truth.”, he said with no emotion on his face and you let go of his arm being hurt.
“Is that so? You were thinking about leaving me for a while now? Alright. So be it.”, you said angry and took your car keys from the desk.
“Y/N that’s not what I said, not what I meant…”
“Oh I know exactly what you meant Dean. Fuck off.”, you said and rushed out of the room going to your bag again.
“Oh no. Y/N I told you not to.”, Sam said standing behind you and you shrugged.
“He was going to do it anyway so it doesn’t mater.”, sobbed because you couldn’t hild back the tears.
“I’m staying at Charlie tonight. Maybe for this week or month. Whatever.”, you said wiping over your face to make the tears go away.
“Wha-what? Why?”, he said confused but he got it eventually,“Dean! What did you do?”, he yelled and Dean came in.
“Nothing. Shut up.”, he told his little brother and came over to you takibg your bag away.
“Y/N. Stop it.”, he said and you lost it and slapped him in his face.
“You tell me you’re done with me because I go after my dreams, after I work so hard to do everything at the same time to be happy. To be with you and hunt and study. You tell me to stop? I come home from college, tired but happy to be home. To be with you. Maybe cuddle and watch a movie to relax and search for a job the other day because I love to hunt with you guys. I come home to finally relax and let go but what happens? You tell me you’re done. Instead of showing me that you are worried like a normal human being and talking it through you tell me it’s over until I fucking decide what I want more? Newsflash Asshat: I know what I want and it was this life with you and hunting and graduating. Instead of supporting me in my last year of college you say you’re done. So don’t tell me to fucking stop it.”, you yelled and grabbed your bag and left without letting him answer.
It was a month after that when someone knocked repeatedly on the door and yelled something in the middle of the night. Charlie and you looked at each other in confusion and she got up to get it.
“I know who it is.”, she said to herself and left.
You didn’t talk to them this past week. You didn’t pick up the phone, you didn’t reply to his text messages and when he came to talk Charlie didn’t let him in. You were still angry and not ready to face him.
“No..Dean No. She is asleep. You…not right now. De..stop!”, you heart parts from there conversation and the next thing you knew was Dean stumbling into the living room looking for you.
“Y/N.”, he sighed and looked at you with big eyes. Oh no. He was drunk.
“Y/N.”, he said again took a step forward stumbled and fell. You hurried to him immidiatly. He was laying on his back, his eyes closed and furrowed brows.
“Dean? What are you doing here?”
He opened up his eyes and started smiling when he saw you.
“Did I ever tell you how beautiful you are? Even from the angle you look like an angel.”, he whispered and grinned afterwards.
“Alright big boy. Get up.”, you sad and put his arm around your shoulders and pulled him up and threw him on the couch where he was half laying and half sitting while you fell onto him because his weight.
“Mmh…I missed your scent.”, he mumbled into your hair which made you hurry to get up.
“I need you to get you into the shower…Charlie? Charlie!”, you yelled but she didn’t respond. The son of a bitch left. Crap.
“Dean? Dean. Look at me. We gotta get to the bathroom alright? But I need your help.”, you said while helping him stand up and you stumbled together to the bathroom where you sat him into the shower and opened up the water.
“No. Dean doesn’t like showering with his clothes.”, he protested and wanted to get up which you failed to stop.
“Alright! Alright. Take your shirt off. But keep your Jeans on.”, you said and watched him take off his shirt proudly. You had ro stop staring at his beatiful body and focus. This bastard.
“Now. I’ll make you some coffee while you stay in here alright?”, you said really slowly so he could understand.
“Okidokie.”, Dean answered smiling and leaned back against the shower wall. Yoi turned your back at him before you smiled and left.
After making him a coffee you went back to the bathroom and you were shocked to find him just with a towel around his waist standing infront of the mirror.
As you came in he looked at you and ran his fingers through his hair.
“I uh…need some clothes.”, he said into the silence ignoring the sexual tension between you two.
“Right. Uh…Charlie should have something off yours.”, you said and left the bathroom immidiatly.
You found an old Short and some sweat-pants which you gave him.
You were sitting infront of him playing woth your hands while he drank his coffee because he was still slightly drunk.
No one said anything until he finished his coffe and the tension between you two cam to an unbearable point.
“Alright. I think you’re good. I’ll call Sam so he can pick you up.”, you broke the silence this time brabbeling and jumped up to get your phone.
“Y/N wait!”, he said grabbing your wrist and pressing you against his chest.
“Dean please.”, you said with a shaky voice because you were about to loose controll. Whatever happened you still love this asshole.
“I miss you.”, he said placing his forehead against yours and his breath brushed over your skin so you closed your eyes.
“You know we need to talk about everything? It was really hard this time.”, you sad breathless and let him hold your hands.
“I’m so sorry. For everything.”, he said and you nodded because you knew. You knew why he acted out like that. He didn’t wanna loose you. But he never was the good one dealing with words. Expressing himself in the right way. He was too emotional for that. He doesn’t think before he talks. He doesn’t have that filter.
But that was the reason why you two got together in the first place. You placed your lips on his very gently and he kissed back with a sigh.
You two didn’t make it to the bed…or the couch. The carpet was just fine. For you but not for the owner.
You didn’t hear someone come in because you were busy cuddling with Dean and kissing his chest and jokinh around. Thank god you main parts were covered with the this sheet which Charlie always puts on the couch when she came in.
“Oh god. Oh god. On my carpet? Really? I can’t…I’ll just…I…You bitches.”, you heared her say and slam the door on her way out.
After you progressed the first shock both of you bursted out laughing naked on the carpet of Charlie Bradbury.
I woke up from a dream about football. Seems like all I do is dream about football latly. Daydream, too. Seems like my whole life is football. it’s easy to be all about football because my facebook feed is all football and I’m playing fantasy football and I talk about football at work with my coworkers and I’m always getting notification on my phone from the NFL or from ESPN and everywhere I look theres people wearin football shirts or jerseys or hats. In the dream I was watching a football game and I was lifting a dumbbell with one hand. I was sitting on a bench in the gym but there was a football game on and I was watching it. I was watching myself growin bigger watchin my bicep start to pop and I heard the crowd on the football game cheerin and yellin and I pumped harder an harder, bustin through my reps. One of the tight ends had a breakway and took off runnin down the field, 40 yd line, 30 yd line, 20 yd line … I just kept pumpin, gruntin, poppin, 10 yd line … TOUCHDOWN
I woke up and stared at the TV screen. Halftime was over and the game was starting again. I sweat right through my clothes during the dream. I looked at my bicep and it was its normal size … or was it a lil bit bigger? I have been doin alot of workin out latly. Lot of arms and back an chest. I am a lil sore. Im not sayin I get confused, but I kinda get a little hazy sometimes, I like pingpong in my head from football to workin out to gear an shit. When Im not workin out or watchin football I feel wierd, my hands flex for no reason, and I stretch my muscles. If Im not wearin gear I feel even wierder, itchy, kinda, just like Im gonna explode if I dont do somethin about it.
Weird huh? Wonder what will happen next. What do you bros think?
Hello everyone this is part 2 to the pregnancy series ! I would really like some input !
Guys ! for the gender of the baby so I color code the collage, It will give you guys a hint ! lol let me know what you think of this idea .
Sammy : I woke Up feeling sicker than ever I look to my right to see no Sammy he has been gone Recording his new song So it didn’t surprise me . I quickly got up and ran into the bathroom I bent in front of the toilet and vomited . It was unusual I Didn’t eat anything different or new . I didn’t think anything of it Since the season was changing and me and Sammy Were pretty active last night . I continued on through out the day And I checked my “monthly Calendar “ and noticed I was almost 2 weeks late . My heart started beating faster than ever, It was from excitement me and Him have been actively trying and it might have just happened . I opened up the bathroom cabinet and got a pregnancy test out and To my surprise i was for sure pregnant . “ahh, I can’t wait to tell Sam “ I screamed to my self .
Johnson : It was in the afternoon around 2 pmMe and my friend Y/F/N Were walking around the mall finding new clothes for the start of fall, We walked by a baby store “Can we pleas go in here ?” I begged Y/F/N “Why?” She said “Well we are actually trying, and we have since like 5 months and nothing has happened and it’s actually making me think if there is something wrong “ I started to get really upset “so this might give me a little hope pleas “ I said “fine We walked in the store and there were so many cute clothes and everything, I started to get sad “Lets go eat I’m hungry “ i said dragging out Y/F/N .We are eating now when I get a Ding on my phone its from my monthly tracker and it said I was close to being 3 days late, I didn’t want to jump to excitement and jinxs it so I just kept it to myself, After the Mall as soon as I got home I rushed to the bathroom and took the test. I wait 10 minutes I glanced at it and there I saw 2 straight lines I was beyond excited . I started jumping around dancing .
Nate : I walked out into the kitchen and sat on one of the bar stools My shirtless boyfriend was making u s some breakfast “babe Are You all right ? You don’t look so good “ he said “well thanks, I feel like crap this is the 4th time I vomited “ I said “If you want I can go and pick you up some medicine “ he coming wrapping his hands around my back . “Well thank you !” I said leaning my head on his bare chest . “babe don’t get offended But I’m not going to eat that i’m just going to go back to sleep “ i said getting up and making my way to out bedroom . “baby I’m going to go get you some medicine Alright love you ! “ He said shortly heard the front door close. i texted him “ Thank you baby I really really love and appreciate you “ he texted shortly after “That’s what I do !! “ . It Didn’t take long before I vomited again , It got me thinking about the times me and Nate Have shared about not using anymore protection . I quickly pulled out a pregnancy test and waited 15 minutes I took a look and it said pregnant . My heart continued to pound From excitement .
Jack G : It was just like any normal Sunday, You sit at home relaxed and eat all the junk food your stomach can take But you were eating a lot more than usual but It didn’t bother you . In the middle of The show Friends You get a Call from your best friend Y/F/N, You quickly swipe green “Hello” I say “Hey, wanna come with me to the gym ?” she Said, you instantly took it the wrong way “what are you saying I’m Fat ?””No of course not. It’s just you have been talking about having a healthier life style and I was just wondering if you wanted to come to the gym with me “ She defended herself “Oh Um I don’t think so maybe another time , But thanks for the offer “ I say hanging up the phone. Just 2 minutes later I received a text from her “geez women you have been quit moody latly Aunt Flows in town “ It got me thinking That I haven’t had my period, I quickly look at my calendar and it say almost 4 weeks late. I googled some pregnancy symptoms and I definitely Have them, I quickly grabbed my phone and replied to her “You are right, Can you Pick me up and take me to the store ?” She replied saying yes . I got in the store and headed to the pregnancy isle I grabbed like 3 boxes not knowing which one to pick . As soon as I got home I Dashed into the bathroom and Took the test my heart was pounding different thoughts cam in my head. The timer on my phone went off I looked at the Test and it read pregnant, I bursted into tears Me and Jack Have actually talked about Having A Family I’m just worried at how he will take the news .
Sorry it took me forever for a Part 2 It was just hard to think of different story lines for the same topic ! Haha
I know that normaly i post about hunger games or doctor who and so many more fandoms but latly i’ve been posting about mexico, which i normaly don’t do, and i’ve been doing it because i’m mexican and i’m conserned with my country. I want people from all over the world to know what is happening here. So what i know is that the goverment killed 43 students and now they are saying that they have nothing to do with it and thet people are mad. They have tried peace marchs but no one paid attention to them so now they have burned a door form the nacional palace and they also burned a metro station and still no one hears them. The world needs to know, please spread the word and tell everyone of what is happening.