don’t let guilt eat you alive / take it by the throat / tear off it’s tongue / eat it instead
let it fester inside of you. let yourself taste it. throw it up later. let it linger in the toilet with the food you never allow yourself to digest. tear into your skin later because you swear it never left your stomach just like the calories never did.
pretend to not feel it taking over your body. pretend to not feel it swimming in your veins. pretend to not feel it chewing on your bones. pretend to others that you are fighting it. pretend to others that you don’t like it inside of you.
Tagging @aochii9113 since you asked initially XD but yes here you go~
Funny thing was I was listening to Britney’s Toxic while scanning this XD ;_; to be honest this is way too precious to use ahahaha. But frankly the pockets for the can badges are really small shoot me it’s so cute too so I don’t think a lot of badges really fit. Buuut it’s such a nice item to add into my BSD collection >w<~
Again like, idk if you’re using this scanned images from here/me, credits not necessary but still appreciated.
college au otp prompts that i may or may not want to write, based on my own recent experiences:
we’re in general bio discussion and the topic is meiosis and… uh… why is the graduate student instructor telling us that we’re going to act it out? and assigning us all chromosome numbers and telling us to find our homologues for crossing over…? oh hey homologous chromosome, you’re cute.
i was sitting in the student union doing a long, boring reading and daydreaming when suddenly it was like something exploded so i looked up like holy shit and you were standing there staring at the bag of chocolate that you just used way too much force to open, and i couldn’t help but laugh at you
you were sitting behind me in the lecture hall at 8am and i was looking up pictures of cute puppies and i heard you go awwwww!!!
…are you wearing a homestuck hoodie? and do i dare compliment you on it and thus mark myself as homestuck trash too?
i’m a forestry major and you keep calling me a forest-tree major and iM GONNA EITHER THROW SOMETHING AT YOU OR KISS YOU TO SHUT YOU UP. haven’t decided which one yet.
i walked into the deepest recesses of the library to study for my math midterm and found you crying behind a bookshelf, are… are you okay?
we have a mutual friend who sometimes never stops talking about technobabble and we met when we went to dinner with them and you and i kept making eye contact and instantly bonded over our vague smiling and nodding as our friend kept talking. (it’s cool that their stuff makes them happy but we both have no idea what to say)
a group of us agreed to go stargazing in the field in the center of campus but wow uh it’s cold out at night, wanna cuddle?
i’m at my desk doing homework and you were on my bed doing homework but you fell asleep and now it’s 3 am and i don’t have the heart to wake you to send you back to your dorm, so i’m just gonna get in bed and deal with the awkwardness in the morning because right now i am too tired to think more than three minutes ahead
it’s raining and you forgot your umbrella so i offered for us to share but this was a mistake because you’re tall and i am not and the wind is blowing water in my face and goddammit get down here
sorry to ask this, but i’m really struggling financially for several reasons right now and donations would be really appreciated. my mental illness symptoms got so severe that i had to go to the hospital (i can provide proof if needed) and miss days of work + my hours were temporarily cut. additionally, my wallet, which had over 100$ inside, is missing. the financial issues are really taking a toll on my mental health. i’m not sure how i’ll pay for things like my medication, which is vital to my wellbeing.
any help would be appreciated- even just reblogging this post! if you want me to pay me back, let me know, and i swear, i’ll repay you as soon as i can. i can also make icons (i don’t have a ton of experience, but i’ve made some before) in return! a link to donate is paypal.me/khthree!