By now, it is probably very late at night, and you have stayed up to read this book when you should have gone to sleep. If this is the case, then I commend you for falling into my trap. It is a writer’s greatest pleasure to hear that someone was kept up until the unholy hours of the morning reading one of his books. It goes back to authors being terrible people who delight in the suffering of others. Plus, we get a kickback from the caffeine industry…
Brandon Sanderson (Alcatraz Versus the Evil Librarians)
you are going to be fine. I know that it doesn’t seem like that right now but trust me it’s gonna be fine. I’m saying this as someone who just had a panic attack. I’m in very awful place right now but I still know that things will be okay because if things aren’t okay then it’s not the end. I don’t want this to be the end so why to I expect everything to be okay?
that voice in your head telling you that you will never get through this doesn’t have a clue what it’s talking about. that voice has never done you good so start listening to the people around you instead, to the people you love
you are not your mental illness, you are not that voice in your head. you are so much more than that
ObiyukiBingo: Shirayuki never left AU (Free Space)
It wasn’t in his nature to feel guilty, he killed people and destroyed things so if he wanted to feel guilt he needed to forget about having food in his stomach and after a while, his hunger killed his guilt with cold blood. Yet there he was, sitting in a tree, the royal castle of Tanbarun in plain sight, neither of the guards even doubting his existence he had no more obligation to behave, his assignment for lady Azumi is over and he got paid so he could drop his knight performance.
It was starting to get cold, as the seasons shifted and winter was almost there, bringing rough winds and heavy rain just as the last signs of warmer weather creature finally disappeared, looking for a warm place to spend the winter, something about that change always charmed Obi, tempting him to leave everything behind even if for a second and simply watch as nature gave him the chance to see the destruction before rebirthing it.