late post

I find myself getting jealous. Like I want to say, “go have an adventure, go see the world!” But then in the back of my mind, I’m like “only with me though.” And I know that’s selfish, but it’s how I feel.
—  Things He Once Said To Me
  • Me: I'm ready, I can read for hours into the night!
  • [10 minutes later]
  • Me: Crap. I fell asleep. What page was I on?
  • [the next night]
  • Me: okay, I need to be up early tomorrow. Only a couple of pages tonight, then I'll pass out.
  • [four hours later]
  • Me: I can't stop reading. Wtf, I need to sleep.
Today is very Special

Today is… so many things for me…

it’s my first Fathers day…. Little Aura is 2 weeks old, today would have been her due date.


it’s my one-year anniversary of being @bluehasablog

to think…

a year ago, I met the love of my life, and of the course of that year we have loved and cried and shared our lives together. We even created a new life out of our love…

I can’t imagine my life without him. or my two beautiful girls.

I can’t wait for the years ahead

I love you so much Blue.

Thank you for filling the past year with so much happiness. it’s the happiest I’ve ever been in my whole life.

I can’t wait to marry you.

To my two little girls.

You have made one of my dreams come true. 

I’m a father… I’m your father.

I love you both with all my heart and I can’t wait to see you both grow into amazing young women.

Thank You