late night thoughts

In the end, we both felt exactly the same, and I guess that’s the reason it couldn’t last.
Because I loved him passionately, and he loved himself passionately too.
—  One-sided love

You know how we look up at the stars at night and we’re actually looking into the past, right? Suns long dead, but it’s light still travels through the void of space… You think there’s beings looking at us as we speak? Peering through a telescope at the remains of our solar system that we have not reach yet because it our present, but to them it’d be their past because to them we’d be long gone, but our light would still… travel through the void of space. Our present could be someone’s past… It’s a weird thought, huh?

Wandering if the Suns or planets that are millions to billions of light years away are actually still existing, but from where our solar system is on the Milky Way Galaxy do we get a sneak peek into their future and their death?  

Say no to bad dates, bad friends, and bad ideas. Stop going out when you’d rather stay in. Don’t do things that make you unhappy. But don’t be afraid to say yes to spontaneous nights out, new adventures, and facing your fears. Because it’s true what they say, life is short, and it’s passing you by right now while you read this. So if there’s anything you want to change in your life don’t wait. This is your moment.
—  If you’re waiting for a sign this is it.
Alone. She ignores it all day, keeps busy with school or work or anything to distract her mind. She avoids sleep because she knows she can’t escape it then, the loneliness in her chest. Eventually she has to give in and she hopes she’s exhausted enough to fall straight to sleep. She doesn’t want to let those thoughts in. But she can’t fight it forever. It’s at 2 am, when she lays curled up in bed because she doesn’t want to feel the emptiness, that her mind turns to black. The darkness of heartbreak crashes in and the tears swell in her eyes while her body shakes until exhaustion takes over and she falls asleep. She may get a few hours of rest, but she knows it will all start again tomorrow. The cycle of loneliness. The cycle of missing him.
—  The cycle of heartbreak.
Everything about him was beautiful.
His hair, his eyes, his smile, his skin.
Even his back was beautiful.
But on the night he walked away
his back was the last image
I saw
and it was
the worst thing
to be seen.
—  Random Thoughts
Sometimes you don’t even realize you’re falling in love. One day you’re counting the hours until you get to see them or you’re sending them a funny picture that made you think of them and it hits you, you’re falling in love. And in that moment everything changes. Love changes everything. Because now you can’t stop thinking about them. The time between their texts feels like hours instead of minutes. Everything is different, including you.
—  And you can never go back.