late confessions

Would things have worked out differently for us if we’d met at a time when I was completely and entirely anything but myself? Now I can look back and say that I’ve changed, at least a little bit, but back then… I have no idea what I was working with. There was simply no me to begin with. I looked in the mirror and saw the same smile cut out of every picture but it didn’t mean much of anything. Did I even have thoughts back then? Did the sky have much of a color in those eyes of mine? I don’t even know.
—  🖤
  • Me: I'm ready, I can read for hours into the night!
  • [10 minutes later]
  • Me: Crap. I fell asleep. What page was I on?
  • [the next night]
  • Me: okay, I need to be up early tomorrow. Only a couple of pages tonight, then I'll pass out.
  • [four hours later]
  • Me: I can't stop reading. Wtf, I need to sleep.

When I would get nightmares, you’d wake up to hold me and to tell me that everything will be just fine.

Yet, the worst nightmare I’ve ever had is the one I’m living in. The one where I wake up everyday to see that you’re gone.

—  excerpt from a book I’ll never write #42 // @loveactivist

Some books are so damn important that they turn everything you know upside down.

The books you want to read steal your mind.

The books you crave to read steal your heart.

The books you need to read steal your breath.

I hope you all enjoy at least one of these books in your reading experience.


heartbroken  gukdoo after bongsoon friendzoned him

One day I won’t feel like this anymore. 

One day the pain will end, 
and I will be able to look up at the stars without wishing I was one of them.

One day I am going to be okay again,
and I will not let you tell me I won’t be.

—  darling my stars are falling {a.o}
Who’s Your Daddy? Results

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She starved herself of love. Not because she didn’t want it, but because she wanted it too much. She hated to fade into the background, especially with those such as yourself.
—  🖤
People wonder why it is that I’ve sat myself through abusive love. The truth is, abuse is all I’ve ever known. This heart of mine has only ever been tossed and turned, beaten and stepped on, and that’s by the people who were supposed to be the closest to me. It’s because love has always been slammed doors and silent treatments, annoyed glares and legs out to trip me. How the hell was I supposed to know what it should really feel like?
—  🖤
wonder (m)

Originally posted by dear0901

summary: that was the snag, the inconvenience if you will, Jeon Jungkook had next to no experience with girls. It was his best friend that insisted on dragging the poor boy from the safety of his dorm and to the nearest frat party. But now Jungkook no longer attended the parties instead taking refuge on your couch. He’d find comfort there, stretched out upon his back with your legs on either side of his body, your fingers threading lazily through his hair. virgin!kook

word count: 6,028

warning: usual filth, basically sex ed with kook

It’s the way he stares. Eyes almost childlike, shining with an innocence so pure and wondrous. Resisting the urge to indulge in such vulnerability becomes a daily fight because you stare too, except it’s not sheer curiosity that is fuelling you, it’s unadulterated lust. A passionate yearning that has your heartbeat racing and skin setting alight, a fire so intense you ponder on whether or not he’d soothe it or ignite it further.

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