Update: So I have not posted in about a week. My ex violated the protection order and got arrested on thanksgiving. he got out on a pr bond the next day.
his mom Facebook messaged me. called me evil and possessed by the devil. and a lot of other shit.
i stayed in a domestic violence shelter for s few days, but i felt really guilty and I left. then started sleeping in my car.
last night i got assaulted again. my school is trying to get me to talk to the cops again, but i wont. they know who did it, but i refuse to tell them, so since they dont know for certain, they cannot report it.
im just really fucking done with all this. i took of and drove 4 hours in the middle of the night and stood in line for s bus ticket to Atlanta. im just so done and i dont want to do this anymore.
Also, i now have developed a pill problem. i used to be able to control it. but now, like my drinking, it is out of hand
I have a billion messages so bear with me as I respond.
— (via story-of-a-sad-teen)