last pictures of me

last night i saw my brother my brother and me live, almost exactly a year after i started listening for the first time! i even dragged one of my best friends halfway across the USA with me to go to the show

this morning i met clint and justin mcelroy in the milwaukee airport, and i almost cried my eyes out at my gate (i’d post the pic but i look horrendous because i was so nervous/tired/unwashed).

it was one of the best moments of my life, and they were hands down some of the most genuinely, absolutely nicest human beings i’ve ever met

ik i havent been on here in a while but i just wanna tell everyone to just please be fucking safe and even if we dont talk or anything just know that i care about you

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Yay now Deadpool can finally go up! My mom got it for me last near thinking it was a sweet picture of Deadpool just feeding pigeons, but it turns out he’s actually feeding them “‘Splody Birdseed” I still appreciate the thought! Plus the artist was really nice. Rex thinks it’s pretty neat too!

Just realized I️ never updated you guys!

Basically my insurance sucks and got back to CFD hella late so I’m leaving tomorrow now…

Super antsy. Kinda wish I️ was working today to take my mind off of things because yesterday was stressful.

Literally so fucking blessed to have so many supportive people in my life. I️ saw my best friend last night and she gave me a framed picture of us from when we both were broken up with our boyfriends and thought our worlds were ending. We were on the beach sad as hell (cause that’s what you do in Florida lolol) and we took a weird selfie together and laughed because we new things would get better. She said “I️ framed this and looked at it whenever I️ was having a hard time and it helped me and I️ want it to help you too.”

I️ cried. I️ have cried a lot in the past few days. I️ want to get better but it’s all scary.

How does a moment last forever?
How can a story never die?
It is love we must hold onto
Never easy, but we try

Minutes turn to hours, days to years and gone
But, when all else has been forgotten
Still our song lives on.”

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may 2nd, 1983.

HERE’S TO 34 YEARS OF SAM.

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the era when the outfits are on point