last of the lot

I just rewatched the episode, and the scene that just slayed me, was when Aaron told Paddy he was happy.

Aaron didn’t think he could be happy, and probably never felt that magnetic, all-encompassing love that he feels with Robert. Imagine Aaron having these moments, where he just realises that he is happy, moments where it hits him that all the things he thought he could never have are now his reality 

Waking up next to Robert, limbs entangled, smelling of sex and Robert, breathing it in and just laying his head on Robert’s chest and feeling at home.

Coming down to see Robert and Liv having breakfast, his toast ready and the kettle newly boiled for his cup of tea, and knowing he has a family.

Robert giving him a kiss on the cheek as he leaves to go to work and Aaron just smiling like an idiot because Robert Sugden chose him.

Meeting Robert for lunch at the Woolpack, and chatting about anything and everything, and their fingers touch under the table and Aaron just feels good and right and like this is something he could do for the rest of his life. 

Robert getting home late from a meeting, and Aaron has saved him some food, Robert circling his waist with his arms, because they are alone and he’s a soft git, and thanking Aaron before he has dinner, and Aaron not only knowing that he is happy, but that he makes someone else happy.

Lying in bed and listening to Robert brush his teeth, playing with the ring on his finger, waiting for Robert to join him, and feeling completely safe in the knowledge that he will always have Robert to come home to.

Feeling the reverence with which Robert presses kisses to his jaw as they have sex, moaning and touching in all the right places, until they are both undone and Aaron’s mind is completely free of worry, completely blissed out as he pulls Robert to him and lays his arms around him, and he just knows that this is the way he always wants to spend his evenings. 

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Sans got so scared he opened his mouth

Bonus:

ARE YOU GUYS READY FOR THIS

-space jam song blasts in the background-

I’M SO EXCITED IM VIBRATING. I HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS IN AUGUST. YOU GUYS CAN COME AND CRY AT MY TABLE but you cannot lie on it because i’ll be on it with my friends. i’ll be tabling with a bunch of my best friends and we’re gonna party rock till the end of days

HAJDLHADKJH

I’M READY FOR IT TO BE SPRING like its time for warm days, soft breezes, bright and colorful plants, happy days all around. 

(just more general photoshop practice and playing around with facial features??) 

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SHOW ME YOUR BOOKSHELVES. 

Tagging: @misssuckerpunch @anton-mordrid @vraik @theraphaellus @i-want-my-iwtv @a-very-potter-blogster @annabellioncourt @firelight-fading @remarried @sheepskeleton @the-temptation-of-amadeo @wicked-felina @redversaillesrose @sheysira @slow-read @bloodyvampchrons @sherlockspider @vampiricmusicaltheatre @distilledpoetry @irllestatdelioncourt AND WHOEVER ELSE IDK MAN, whoever you are, I promise I want to see your bookshelf. Mine is really goofy so don’t be scared. :D

Rhythm Heaven Custom Remix - SILVER☆DREAM (audio)
  • Rhythm Heaven Custom Remix - SILVER☆DREAM (audio)
  • jun, remixed by red
Play

I made this out of boredom since I got the idea while talking to @vaporwavesimulator

Minigames Sampled:
See-Saw
Frog Hop
Lock Step
Fruit Basket 2
Air Rally

Original Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZY6YjvukNwY

some oc voice/speaking Things thatve never really come up cuz i dont write shit

  • van has a bit of a southern accent so u get all the fun slang that goes with that. Yalldve
  • he swears a lot too :/
  • Lanzos accent is vaguely unplaceable from spending a long time in Both cali and nyc
  • van uses pet names excessively (and with most ppl) and it’s hard to tell if he’s being condescending or genuinely affectionate. He also calls lanzo Zoey
  • richie has an engineering degree and can seamlessly Start talking in math/science jargon on a whim to make people zone out (especially van)
  • lanzos not unconscientious but tends to chatter a lot more than is Strictly necessary
  • Richie also calls van ‘donnie’ or by his full name sometimes to tease him
there’s more but that’s all i Remember rn
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february 21st // the anniversary of one of the best things that has happened to me // for emily and our weird but incredible marriage. i love you babe! @hsinlvegas

a wreck as i said 

Shiro wanted something big and Keith did not disappoint. Keith gave him the biggest sunflower he could find and Shiro died laughing. How can he possibly love this guy even more? So pure, too good for this world. ಥ_ಥ Redbubble  

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Forduary week three: Support
At least he’ll always have his brother there to support him, right?


You can see all of my Forduary entries here and all of my Stanuary entries here.

 I’ve seen a few posts around saying that Andy was problematic or that the episode would have worked just fine without him. The thing to remember is that the crewniverse creates this show to be relatable not only in ways that have us singing from the mountain tops, but also in ways that are a little harder for us to face. Maybe in ways that make us uncomfortable, but are very much issues that we need to address as well. 

How many people were reminded of their own closed minded family members while watching Andy? My literal thoughts were ‘oh look, it’s my dad in an SU ep!’, before wanting to sink away from second hand embarrassment for the comments he made. Because man, have I been there before. 

Because who hasn’t had their sort of uncle freak out over the illegal hippy martian immigrant farmers your dad said could live in his barn? 

No but really. Especially that part about hearing about this on AM radio? Yeah, at least one writer has come up close and personal with this type of specimen. It may seem that given the timing of certain current events, the last thing anyone wants to see on SU is one of THOSE types. 

But here’s the thing: they exist. You can hide your head under a rock all you want, but they’re still there. So what do we do? We actually get two points of view on this. One: the gems as literal aliens. On a good day they really don’t understand even the most open minded of humans. So here they are running smack into one that’s mad about a world that’s changing even without the interference of the gems. And he’s upset that they’re not acting in the “traditional” roles he’s use to seeing human women in. Never mind that they’re not human, or technically speaking, women. They’re there in his barn, messing with his things, and really there’s no way this can end well. 

Until you bring in the nephew he never knew he had. Who just so happens to be very, very interested in learning about his human family.And who just wants everyone to get along. Because let’s face it, that’s Steven’s MO. He’s so focused on finding out that his family name is ‘Demayo’ that Andy’s comment to Greg ‘not even marrying an American’ floats right by him. But it was very much meant for the audience to hear. 

Not that any of that matters to Steven, he’s already planning the most awkward family reunion in the galaxy. 

And the Gems, bless their hearts, are eager to make Steven happy.

And honestly, for all his misgivings, so is Andy.

To a point anyway. Until he realizes that maybe, just maybe things are changing. That change is coming whether he likes it or not. And that change can never, ever be one sided. 

And at the first Thanksgiving, the gems and the humans gave thanks for polyamorous wedding cake, corn, this table, and traumatizing life events.

The thing about change is that it’s never simple. It never happens over night. Both sides are scared or angry, or very probably both. They’re also sure that their side is the right side. 

And even when it seems like everything is going right, you’re trying so hard include everyone in your new vision and it seems like you’re really getting through to them, they just… slip away. Because change is scary. Because they’re going through the motions without really understanding why. Because sometimes it’s easier to go along with things even if they don’t agree, even if their heart isn’t in it. So again, what do you do?

You listen. You hear their fears. You let them come to their own conclusions that maybe, just maybe, things HAVE to change. 

But that doesn’t mean being left behind. 

Now for reality: It’s never as simple as this. Bigotry isn’t faced and solved in 20 minutes. No one is saying it is. Sometimes it’s safer not to face it, and sometimes you just can’t. 

But I think overall its meant to be a message of hope- just like the overall message of Steven Universe is a positive one. People have opposing points of view. Talk. Listen. See that in the end you have more in common than you ever thought possible and go from there. Also: family is what you make of it. Even if it’s a dad, an estranged uncle, an alien hybrid child and his hippy illegal martian immigrant aunts. It can work, as long as you work together.