last of the light

theboywhorunwhithwolves  asked:

I came back! (Impossible not to do it, I love this blog) I wanted to know if there was a tag for Derek obsessed with hearing the rhythm of Stiles' heartbeat, maybe? And if there is, maybe you can update it, please?

heartbeat tag

Right Now Could Last Forever by Hopelessromantic09 (1/1 | 19,040 | NC17)

Standing under the dim lights with Derek’s solid body pressed against his back and feeling the bass rock his body, Stiles knew that he could put a memory to every song the band was going to play that night.

Or, the one in which Stiles and Derek’s relationship is mostly defined by All Time Low songs.

“Boom Clap” by bromanceorromance (1/1 | 817 | NR)

“The sound of your heart assures me that you’re alive. That you’re nearby. That you’re still here. That you haven’t left.”

The Trials and Hardships of a Sarcastic Gay Teenage Emissary by rachelrose (6/6 | 4,351 | NC17)

Okay, maybe Stiles isn’t gay. But he’s definitely something.

If one thing’s for sure, Stiles is definitely lonely. He’s tired of being the only virgin in their group of friends, though surpassing all of them in the way of intellect and maturity (most of the time). Stiles has looked for love everywhere. He’s tried online dating, he’s tried clubs outside of Beacon Hills, hell, he’s looked to the mountains and the rooftops.

Stiles needs to get Stiles laid. Stiles needs to get Stiles laid very soon, many times. Many times in a row, in many different places. Hell - even with many different people, in many different situations.

So, when Stiles finds Derek climbing in through his window late one night after a pack meeting, what is he to do?

“Please don’t kill me for this…”

Or the obligatory porn piece where Stiles and Derek eventually fuck.

just send your heartbeat (i’ll go) by kingminsuga (1/1 | 1,041 | G)

Stiles is kidnapped. Again. Derek is going out of his freaking mind, and there’s some romantic stuff about heartbeats. Based (loosely) off of JT’s song Blue Ocean Floor.

Originally posted by hawtalphahale

“Is that my sweater?” Your boyfriend Remus asked, gazing at you with an unreadable look. You didn’t even think twice when you threw it on that morning. None of your sweaters were as warm as his. You swore that it it had to be made of magic itself to be as comfy as it is. And It smelled of pine and chocolate, which was probably your new favorite smell.

“Yeah. You left it with me last night.” You winked, making him flush a light pink from what you were suggesting. He made it so easy to tease him. Though you completely loved him for it.

“O-oh, right.” He stuttered, his eyes now planted on the ground. “You look really beautiful in it. You should keep it.”

“Thank you, love,” You smiled, planting a quick kiss on his cheek. “I’m planning to.”

It was hard to remember the time when the Librarian had been a human being. Certainly no one could remember what he’d looked like, or even what his name had been.
A magical explosion, always a possibility in somewhere like the Library where so many unstable books of magic are pressed dangerously together, had introduced him to unexpected apehood years before. Since then he’d never looked back, and often hadn’t looked down either.

– on the Librarian, years after The Light Fantastic | Terry Pratchett, The Last Continent

92 TRUTHS TAG

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

tagged by: @plisaetskys – thank you so much!!! <3

LAST…
[1] drink: milk
[2] phone call: a friend
[3] text message: my friend cuz we were screaming about bts together
[4] song you listened to: spring day - bts
[5] time you cried: yesterday ://

HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: i’ve never dated anyone at all lol, so no
[7] been cheated on: no
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: no
[9] lost someone special: yes
[10] been depressed: no (?)
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
[12] dark red
[13] black
[14] light pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: yep
[16] fallen out of love: no
[17] laughed until you cried: yeah
[18] found out someone was talking about you: yes
[19] met someone who changed you: idk lol
[20] found out who your true friends are: i think?
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no lol

GENERAL…
[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them
[23] do you have any pets: yes, a dog called pippi
[24] do you want to change your name: ah, idk, probably not
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: went out with my two closest friends + then they had a sleepover
[26] what time did you wake up: 7am
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: reading fanfiction (akfkkiofjweiea same)
[28] name something you cannot wait for: ?? idk lmao
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: about half an hour ago
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: :// idk i could think of a whole heap of things, but i’m not gonna type them all out
[31] what are you listening to right now: music
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah, there was a dude in my primary school called tom
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: school, i guess lol idk
[34] most visited website: tumblr dot hell tbh
[35] elementary: ?? is that basically primary school ?? idk i can’t even remember it that much
[36] high school: currently in high school
[37] college: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
[38] hair colour: brown
[39] long or short hair: medium
[40] do you have a crush on someone: idk if it’s a crush or not, but it’s mainly fictional characters that keep me up at night
[41] what do you like about yourself? i’m funny i guess lol ??
[42] piercings: ears (i wanna get a septum piercing so bad tho)
[43] blood type: idk
[44] nickname: soph / soap bar >:(
[45] relationship status: single
[46] zodiac sign: gemini
[47] pronouns: she/her
[48] fav tv show: game of thrones
[49] tattoos: i don’t have any, but they’re cool and i might want to get one
[50] right or left handed: right

FIRST…
[51] surgery: never had surgery
[52] piercing: ears
[53] best friend: @indiawhittey <3
[54] sport: swimming
[55] vacation: ?? idk my parents travelled a lot w/ me when i was rlly young
[56] pair of trainers: how on earth am i meant to remember that

RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: nothing
[58] drinking: nothing
[59] i’m about to: scroll thru my dash
[60] listening to: akmfkwfjk, spring day by bts (again)
[61] waiting for: ? the sweet release of death ??
[62] want: to take a nap
[63] get married: i guess, yeah 
[64] career: akafwjoiefj, i’ve always loved the idea of being an astronomer but i highly doubt that’s ever gonna happen

WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: hugs
[66] lips or eyes: eyes
[67] shorter or taller: taller
[68] older or younger: older
[69] romantic or spontaneous: i between i guess
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: ?? arms ?????
[71] sensitive or loud: in between
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: in between lol

HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger? no
[75] drank hard liquor? no
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? no 
[77] turned someone down: no
[78] sex on first date? no ://
[79] broken someone’s heart? not that i know of
[80] had your own heart broken? nope
[81] been arrested? no
[82] cried when someone died? yes
[83] fallen for a friend: ?? maybe idk ????

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself? i … guess??
[85] miracles? idk, not rlly
[86] love at first sight? nope
[87] santa claus? no
[88] kiss on the first date? ahh, idk, depends if u knew each other b4 the first date, but probs not
[89] angels? i wish i could

OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: india
[91] eye colour: hazel
[92] favourite movie: ? idk i got a lot

tagging: @punkass-arcane @chaleurette @artemiskid @unlovers @angelsbub @lemonhaji @moonslesbian @soysapphic @lunah @softellie @softplum @b3gin @daegupan @daekoi @yurikctsuki @equinocts @ladylazrus @macbcths @fairydusts @astrae @ninazeiniks @guardains @aurorras @apollonic @alohomra – and any of my other mutuals or followers that might want to do this!! :)

By the Light of the Moon: Pack Run [Part Six]

ReaderxWerewolf!Kyoutani

Sequel Story to ‘By the Light of the Moon’.

Summary:
During last month’s full moon, you discovered Kyoutani’s most deeply held secret. It was one of the greatest and most memorable nights of your life, and only deepens the powerful connection between you and Kyoutani…but now, as you once again walk in the light of the full moon, you will learn that all secrets have a cost. And learning this one has deathly serious consequences that could threaten everyone Kyoutani cares about…especially you.

Author’s Note: Me last time: Hopefully the next one won’t take as long! Me this time: I am so sorry, there are no words ;v; But don’t worry, I’m determined to finish this story!!! Now, I know Oikawa has a…habit of showing up in my Kyoutani stories, but in this one he plays a very important role, and has a fair amount he doesn’t show up front, so it’ll be a bit different~ As always, I hope you enjoy~~

The chill in the air….it makes your chest tighten. You’re almost tempted to run, indeed, your mind is screaming at you to, but you know it’d be useless—knowing Oikawa, he wouldn’t have approached you like this if he hadn’t planned for every possibility. No, there was definitely no possibility of escape. You know that this is a conversation that Oikawa is going to make sure the two of you have.

Well, might as well play along.

You return his smile, and sit back down on the blanket, patting the space beside you.

“In that case, please, sit.”

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i am so excited to get my next roll of film! i went on an abandoned house trip all by myself on a very early, very golden, and very warm fall morning and found a couple of houses. it was the last of the nice fall sunshine in the morning before winter light changes my photography completely. i almost backed my car into a cornfield getting out of an overgrown driveway, but it was so worth it! there’s also abandoned mansion photos, abandoned historical house photos, and some other rural exploration stuff from a separate trip i took a couple of weeks later. i hope you guys like rurex photography because this roll is going to be full of it…

anonymous asked:

hello, i'm like really happy rn and i just wanted to share. last week i came out to 8 close friends and they were all sososo nice and said they fully supported me. and i feels SO GOOD to have "said it" bc now i no longer have to walk around and think about WHEN i should tell them. i feel s o m u c h lighter!! now i feel like they know the real me and i feel so freaking REAL rn it's insane. i'll stop me rant here i'm just really freaking happy

omg congrats!! coming out is such a nice feeling honestly especially when it’s to your close friends and they’re all supportive :’) i’m so proud of you and happy that it worked out well! i remember after i came out last year i felt so pure and light and it’s honestly like you’re breathing for the first time. so so excited for you <3 <3

@ensignspace tagged me in this, thank you!

1. Where is your cell phone? on my desk
2. Your hair? black, but i dyed it last summer so its light brown at the ends
3. Your mom? the love of my life!!
4. Your other half? i am whole
5. Your favourite food? xiang la xia, pad thai, huo guo etc i like chinese and thai food
6. Your dream last night? i was in this shower booth and i felt someone watching me so i closed the window
7. Your favourite drink? water, snickers milkshake, cafe latte
8. Fear? disappointment, rejection
9. Your home away from home? what does this mean… my home away from home, so like my fave place to go? would be paris
10. Where were you last night? i went grocery shopping
11. Something that you aren’t? extra
12. Muffins? nah
13. Wish list item? money, cash, credit cards!
14. Where you grew up? seoul, new jersey, bangkok and guangzhou
15. Last thing you did? went out to have dinner with a friend
16. What are you wearing now? a burgundy sweater with striped dark blue pants
17. Your TV? i don’t watch tv so i don’t have one
18. Your pets? nooo……………
19. Friends? i have a handful i love my friends
20. Your life? indecisive…
21. Missing someone? my parents

i tag @arcadefire @kirkoutt @gayhura

92 TRUTHS TAG

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

tagged by: @yuriiangels ! thank you !! 🌙

LAST…
[1] drink:
water
[2] phone call: my sister or my dad i forget which !
[3] text message: my dad
[4] song you listened to: belle reprise
[5] time you cried: i cant remember exactly i think it was like a week ago but i Almost cried today which was iconic

HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: no
[7] been cheated on: no
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: no
[9] lost someone special: ya :/
[10] been depressed: ya
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
[12] light pink
[13] light blue
[14] navy blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: yes !
[16] fallen out of love: no
[17] laughed until you cried: yes
[18] found out someone was talking about you: yes
[19] met someone who changed you: yup !
[20] found out who your true friends are: sorta ??
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no 

GENERAL…
[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: i dont have a facebook !!
[23] do you have any pets: 2 cats and 2 dogs at my moms house and another dog at my dads house
[24] do you want to change your name: probably not
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: my sisters and 2 of our friends and got together at my house and it was v chill we didnt do much
[26] what time did you wake up: i think around 10:30 am
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: talking to one of my friends
[28] name something you cannot wait for: finding out if i got into any of my top colleges and also i cant wait to Go to college also i cant wait for summer
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: 3 ish hours ago
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: lmao too many things ha !
[31] what are you listening to right now: belle reprise and the sound of my fan
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: ya
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: my sisters and mom lmaO
[34] most visited website: probably youtube ? i listen to a lot of music and watch 2 shows on there
[35] elementary: i dont get what this is asking? like. i went?
[36] high school: ^
[37] college: ¯im not in collge yet !
[38] hair colour: brown
[39] long or short hair: its kind of longish rn but im getting a cut Very Soon 
[40] do you have a crush on someone: nope
[41] what do you like about yourself? i work rly hard and am v ambitious
[42] piercings: one on my ears
[43] blood type: o but i cant remember if its negative or positive
[44] nickname: i dont rly have any that like Stick like when i was v little my dad called me leela or lou lou and then like every once in a while someone will call me liv 
[45] relationship status: single
[46] zodiac sign: aquarius
[47] pronouns: she/her
[48] fav tv show: i love lucy
[49] tattoos: i have none and im not sure if i wanna get any but i Like them a lot
[50] right or left handed: right

FIRST…
[51] surgery:
idk if wisdom teeth counts? thats all ive had
[52] piercing: ears
[53] best friend: a girl named kara
[54] sport: swimming 
[55] vacation: i went to my grandparents condo in nh and its was like right on a lake
[56] pair of trainers: lmao my mom still has them in a box in the basement ! they were white with a pink teddy bear on the side so like . they were baby shoes they werent rly trainers

RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating:
nothing
[58] drinking: water
[59] i’m about to: respond to messages and then go to bed
[60] listening to: this was asked before how iconic, k so belle reprise has ended now so im just listening to the sound of my fan
[61] waiting for: college decisions
[62] want: to sleep
[63] get married:  YES
[64] career: ive wanted to b a doctor since i was like 11 !

WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: hugs
[66] lips or eyes: lips? idk tho !
[67] shorter or taller: taller
[68] older or younger: older (but not much)
[69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: all arms and stomachs r good and i dont like this type of question tbh ! like wtf is a ‘nice stomach’ !?
[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: Very hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger?
no
[75] drank hard liquor? no
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? one time when i was like 5 i lost my glasses for like an hour ??
[77] turned someone down: no
[78] sex on first date? no 
[79] broken someone’s heart? no 
[80] had your own heart broken? no
[81] been arrested? no
[82] cried when someone died? yes :(
[83] fallen for a friend: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself? sometimes
[85] miracles? idk tbh im in a weird place in terms of like religious stuff rn !
[86] love at first sight? i dont think you can like Be In Love with someone at first site but i think you can like feel an attraction and a connection at first sight?
[87] santa claus? no
[88] kiss on the first date? for me atm no but like everyone is different and i might change my mind once ive had my first kiss lmao
[89] angels? idk !!!!!!!!!!! ahhhHHH

OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: i have multiple best friends !
[91] eye colour: brown
[92] favourite movie: tie between titanic, the sound of music, and mary poppins

I tag: @sapphowearsprada @lesbiam @winonasgf @ecessitate @warmleia and anyone else who wants to do this bc i am too tired to think of 25 ppl to tag !!

Some clarifications because last night was a whirlwind and I’ve had more time to process the episode as a whole.  I reference this post specifically because there’s things that I want to clear up from yesterday that I was very in the moment about.  I think what gets us at times when trying to read deeper into anything from an anime is the fact that it’s a translation.  You never get the same feelings as you do when it’s in Japanese.  This is if you don’t know Japanese but if you do then I wish I got those same nuances in grammar that you do.

This scene is so important to episode 9.  Yuuri’s down in the dumps right now even if he was able to just squeeze into the Grand Prix Final.  But Yuuri is where he is because of his ability and he gave two amazing performances at the Cup of China that gave him the second place finish he would need to beat out Mickey.  Yuuri wants Viktor to step down as his coach after all of this.  To this moment he’s still doesn’t really think that he deserves Viktor.  But Yuri comes in out of nowhere and kicks him.  He breaks his train of thought.  This is the shock that Yuuri needed to find the confidence to ask Viktor “to stay as his coach until he retires”.  I don’t think that he intended to do that at all, but he came at just the right time and with his grandpa’s new katsudon pirozhki.

If we can all just please forget the fact that I actually thought Viktor flew back to Russia with a dog that almost died 24 hours ago after swallowing steamed buns then I’d love it.  Okay, but you know he would fly back to Russia if necessary.

I want to comment on Viktor’s face again.  Yes, this is a man who is very physically and emotionally tired.  The moment that he found out that Makkachin would be okay he started to worry about Yuuri.  You know he did.  This is character growth at its’ finest.  This is a man who hadn’t thought about anyone but himself, his skating career, and his dog.  There’s nothing wrong with that.  We see those bits of Yuuri bleed over into Viktor as their relationship deepens.  Viktor is worrying about someone who isn’t himself.  You could see the frustration in his expressions from episode 8 when he finds out that Makkachin’s at the vet.  He doesn’t want to leave Yuuri but in the end he does because Yuuri tells him that he’ll do the free skate by himself.  He’s probably been worried about how Yuuri coped without him on the sidelines because this is the first time in a major competition since he’s become his coach that he hasn’t been there.  He knows how it all went.  I’m sure he saw the stream.  He’s proud of Yuuri, but he understands Yuuri and the comfort that he craves.   He needs to see how Yuuri is doing for himself at the train station.  He’s deep in thought of the future until Makkachin barks to tell him that Yuuri’s here.

I was torn on this last night but I’m certain now that these two are on the same page.  We don’t know what the future holds for these two.  Yuuri might have just been outside next to a highway in Russia thinking about retiring after this season, but that doesn’t mean he’ll stop skating here.  He could keep going.  The show has actually given us indicators that Viktor’s the only one retiring at the end of all this between Yakov, Yuri, and JJ (mostly just saying that Viktor was running from him, but that’s close enough to retiring).  So, this request comes from a Yuuri that finally understands Viktor and is professing his love.  There’s no hesitations anymore.  The build-up to this moment was done phenomenally.  It’s a roundabout way of doing things but he does practically propose right here.  

The tears that come out of him after this are of happiness.  “I wish you’d never retire” is exactly what Yuuri wants to hear.  Yuuri’s spent 8 episodes unsure if Viktor would stay with him when all of this is said and done.  But he gets that confirmation.  Yuuri needs to hear it from Viktor’s own mouth.  Viktor is also practically confirming the end of his skating career here because he doesn’t want Yuuri to retire.  He’s 27 years old and already stands at the top of the world.  He’s been thinking about what he wants to do in the future as Yuuri’s coach.  He’ll end his career on a really strong note.  Now, he wants to be Yuuri’s coach and his future.  They’ll go to grand prix final after grand prix final together for as long as Yuuri is willing to skate competitively.  And then after all of that, they’ll be together.  I’m really hoping that we get a sweet ending to all of this.