last book i loved

I’m losing my fucking mind over you.
I still love you.
And, without lying to myself, I think I always will.
—  Nicole Torres // excerpt from a book I’ll never write; E.M //
I want to be the last person who ever kisses you, too… That sounds bad, like a death threat or something. What I’m trying to say is, you’re it. This is it for me.
—  Rainbow Rowell, Eleanor & Park

If you ever start to miss me,

Don’t.

Don’t you dare, after I stopped missing you.
—  Nicole Torres // excerpt

there’s been a lack of theatre posts on my dash, reblog if you MAINLY post the following!!:
-spring awakening (preferably dwsa)
-hamilton
-heathers -waitress
-fiddler
-falsettos
-the last five years
-n2n
-book of mormon
-ok pretty much any theatre i’m desperate help

I wanted to get high to forget you.

But I’m so f*cked up right now and all I can think about is how it’s still you. It’s always you.

—  Nicole Torres // excerpt

We were a book with raw emotion, a real story; but you turned us into a fairytale.

And those just don’t exist, do they?

—  Nicole Torres // excerpt; “I wish we existed” E.M

a little part of me kinda hates that i grew up with hp????? idk harry potter feels like something i’ve always known and all my memories of it merge together and i can’t separate my experiences…like i don’t remember how i felt when you found out quirrel was actually the one after the stone not snape and i feel like i’ve always know that sirius was harry’s godfather and just loads of stuff ya know? i just wish i could reread the books for the first time now and really experience the plot and appreciate all the twists and turns and come up with theories and just really take it all in idk

me before watching shadowhunters season 1: i really hope they stick to the books! everything has to be exactly the same, the characters, the ships, the setting, everything!! i hope they take the script straight out of the books, maybe even use some of the same lines!!!!11!1!1!!!!

me after watching shadowhunters season 1:

I watched you inhale your cigarette,

wondering if you’d breathe me in the same way.

—  Nicole Torres // excerpt; if you’d need me the same way
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best of 2016  → top 8 new books

Every Heart a Doorway by Seanan McGuire
Hamilton: The Revolution by Lin-Manuel Miranda and Jeremy McCarter
Grunt: The Curious Science of Humans at War by Mary Roach
The Raven King by Maggie Stiefvater
A Tangle of Gold by Jaclyn Moriarty
Once was a Time by Laila Sales
Dead Presidents: An American Adventure into the Strange Deaths and Surprising Afterlives of Our Nation’s Leaders by Brady Carlson
Games Wizards Play by Diane Duane