Hi, if you don’t wanna hear< read> emotional crap about myself, the pres the J on your keyboard….. If you’re still here then ill begin
There are people that feel useless when they aren’t, I thought I was like that but then i stopped feeling useless and then i realize: I AM useless .
Now many can argue that is not true but i would just like to ask to anyone that says that what prof do they have? Im not taking this subject lightly, im not just saying this just because. I’ve been thinking it thoroughly and found the only answer to be this: I am useless to anyone. I am an exchangeable piece of a puzzle, im a joker that can be replaced with any other card. Im just there to block the air. And I guess im fine with it. I don’t need any comfort of any kind… I don’t really need anything… And if anyone that has made it this far through this text post( if any really) worries about me, then dont please. Im no reason to do so. It’s not like I’ll kill myself, I already decided to continue on to see what’s next, so that is out of the picture, and i dot really see the point of physical harm when my consciousness is already begging me to stop injuring me emotionally…..
This has been longer than i expected…. Well if you read through it all… Congratulations…. You win… Er…. A…. Drawing …. I gues…. Yeah that sounds fine a drawing from me… Anything you want.
W/e im going to shut my eyes and think myself to sleep …..bluh