Hi! I just want to sincerely apologise for the long wait, I
am truly sorry if I made you impatient for anticipating your ship + scenario. I
put so much effort and detail into this so I hope you accept my apology and
understand. I just want to remind you of
how beautiful you are and reading your description, you sound like such an
amazing role model!
I ship you with Suga
! I had no trouble shipping you, the moment I read your description, I
instantly thought of Suga for some reason.
But I have to say, with your qualities, I could argue that you suit all
of them for many different reasons.
I ship you with Suga because:
You’re quite confident in yourself which is a
very great thing to be and I feel like Suga would admire that quality in you so
much. From his mixtape, we learn that he used to have depression and social
anxiety and I feel like he would never ever want you to feel this way at all
and he feels more relaxed knowing that you are confident in yourself and know
your self-worth. Of course you will naturally have your days where you do feel
upset about yourself but Suga will be able to remind you that you are beautiful
and your confidence is what he loves most about you. Whenever he himself is
feeling down, you are able to get him back up again no matter what.
You are such a multi-talented person. Suga would
admire all your skills and he would be in awe of how talented you really are.
He likes that you know what you love and have already found your passion at
such an early age and he supports you all the way. He loves that you are your
own person and you aren’t just one of those people who tries to fit the
stereotype. I could imagine you teaching Yoongi how to horse ride and he would
wonder how you could do it all so perfectly. He’d probably waddle away from the
You’re equally as lazy as him and you enjoy and
appreciate a good ‘lazy’ day. People always judge Suga for being so lazy but
you understand him; he works constantly and you know he deserves all the rest
he can get so he would be thankful that you are just as happy to sleep, and
cuddle and just watch movies, enjoying each other’s company rather than always
What I think Suga would love about you is the
You’re a truly nice person; yes you may dress
edgy and sometimes that could scare people away however you know the type of
person you are and Suga loves under your façade, you are a loving, cute and shy
person. He would find your social awkwardness laughable and relatable as he too
sometimes struggles to socialize with other people however he loves how sassy
and sarcastic you can get. He loves to be sassy as well so he feels so
comfortable around you because you two could be roasting each other, spitting
fire on fire, yet still be able to cuddle on the couch at the same time.
You are such a selfless person who loves to help
people; he would admire the fact that you’ve spent many years volunteering at
an equine assisted therapy center and he would have so much respect for you
because of it. He loves your morals and he is proud to show you off towards
many different people. You don’t realize but you help him so much too whenever
he is producing music; since you can both relate to escaping to a different
world when you listen to music, you would always be the first person he shows
his new production to. He’ll know its good if you start to wander off into your
own little space, getting lost in his music.
He is your first everything; he’s your first
boyfriend, first kiss and first true love. Suga would be possessive and greedy
about that but in a good way. He loves you and has so much respect for you that
he would treat you so well and would never hurt you in anyway. He is greedy
over you in the sense that he feels like if you were with someone else, they
would just use you and your vulnerability towards love to ultimately hurt you.
He wants to be your first and your last and hopefully he will be.
You wiggled about in your seat, trying to find some leg room in the ever
so cramped airplane. Yoongi looked at you as you huffed in frustration as you
couldn’t make yourself comfortable, the irritation slowly showing in your face,
trying to hold back his smile. You slumped into your chair, defeated, turning
your head towards him, his gaze blank and emotionless. You pouted your lips
hoping to earn a response, but he didn’t flinch. You sighed deeply, whilst
flailing your arms in the air, grumbling what sounded like gibberish, peeking
your eyes towards Yoongi. Not even a blink. You frowned once more before
sitting up correctly, straightening yourself out.
“I’m annoyed.” You stated bluntly, resting your cheek on the palm of
your hand, your head tilted to the side, staring at his face.
“Why are you annoyed?” He said, his voice husky and his eyes still dark
and blank. You looked down at your legs, thinking of something that made you
chuckle. You bit your lip and looked back up towards him, his face curios as to
why you laughed.
“It’s so cramped in here, there’s literally no space for my feet…I guess
you can say I’m ‘jet legged’.” You looked over at Yoongi, he was trying his
best trying to hold back but failed and burst out into laughter. You laughed
along with him, clapping you hands because you finally got an emotion out of
him that wasn’t anxiousness.
“Seee, you’re so handsome when you actually smile.” You smirked, poking
his side. He grabbed the area where you poked him and pretended that it hurt.
You rolled your eyes before slapping his arm playfully.
“It’s when your like this that actually make me fall in love with you
all over again…” You say playfully, but there was genuineness to your voice.
Yoongi stopped laughing, a smile present on his face. He admired your face,
placing his hand up towards your cheek, leaning himself closer into you. Your
breath hitches as his lips brushed against yours before he leaned into you
fully. You closed your eyes, wrapping your arms around his neck, before pulling
away and resting your forehead against in. You smiled, staring into his eyes,
quickly stealing a peck before letting go. He turned back to face towards the
window, beginning to get lost in his thoughts again. You observed his actions;
he was biting his bottom lip constantly whilst picking on the sides of his
nails. He was anxious to meet your parents.
You were both currently on the plane from Korea to America, to visit
your parents and introduce Yoongi for the first time. You had already met
Yoongi’s parents and thankfully for you, you could speak and understand a
decent amount of Korean and managed to get along pleasantly well with his own
family, even earning his fathers blessing. However for Yoongi, it was a
completely different story; he didn’t know any English, and he was scared that
they wouldn’t approve of him. Yes he may be an international Idol rapper but
you had just graduated from university with honours and could get any job that
you wanted, you had stability in your life whilst he didn’t. He was scared of
so many things. He was scared of the possibility of embarrassing himself. He
was scared of your father disapproving him. But most of all, he was scared of
You carefully reached your hand towards his, intertwining them, causing
him snap away from his deep thoughts and looking at you, giving you a small
“Hi, I’m Yoongi,” you spoke out in English, earning a very confused look
from Suga. You chuckled at his scrunched up expressions before motioning with
your hands for him to repeat what you had just said.
“Ohh,” he said, finally catching onto what you were implying before
clearing his throat and scratching the back of his head. “Hi, I’m Suga! Nice to
meet you.” He said confidently, giving you a gummy smile, making you roll your
eyes, smiling at his attempt.
“Alright smart ass, that’s definitely not what I said, but I’ll take
it.” You pursed your lips before giving a small chuckle.
“Good, because that’s about all I can say!” Yoongi replied, breaking a
sweat, his cheeks flushed with embarrassment. You leant over and kissed his
cheeks, lingering longer than usual, before bringing your thumb up to wipe over
the place you kissed. You placed your head on his shoulder, hands still holding
and sat next to each other in comfortable silence. Many thoughts rushed through
your mind; what if they don’t like him? What if he doesn’t get on with your
parents? What if they make you break up? Your thoughts were soon interrupted by
an announcement from the pilot explaining that the plane would be landing in 15
minutes and to enjoy your time in America. You scoffed at the latter, anxiety
rushing through your whole body.
As the plane landed, your grip tightened around his hand. You tried your
best to act like everything was fine but you knew Yoongi could see right
through you. You collected your bags and made your way to the departure area,
Yoongi’s eyes wandered the whole crowd, trying to figure out which ones were
your parents. You searched as well, only to be met by familiar eyes. The heat
rushed all over your body as your parents came to you with open arms. You let
go of Yoongi’s hands, embracing your mother and father.
“I missed you both so much.” You smiled into the hug, your parents not
“I missed you so much princess.” Your dad kissed the top of your head
before tightening his grip even more. Your breath hitched as the hug tightened,
causing you to lose oxygen.
“Yeah erm- this bear hug… It’s becoming a little too un'bear'able!” You
managed to squeak to your parents, your arms flailing around as you beckoned
them to let go. Yoongi looked at you and how adorably weird you could, a small
chuckle escaping from his mouth, his eyes quickly averting the his shoes. Your
dad let go, giving Yoongi a stare, his arms crossed and his face unreadable.
Yoongi looked up slightly only to quickly look back down at the floor, his
hands scratching the back of his head.
“Oh stop it honey, be nice!” Your mother playfully smacked your dads arm
before giving you a warm hug, the gesture taking him aback but he gladly
accepted and reciprocated, a small smile appearing on his face as he hugged
“It’s very nice to finally meet you… Yoongi? Right?” Your mother asked
him, giving him a welcoming smile. Yoongi bit his bottom lip, trying to figure
out how to answer her question.
“Y-yes, I am Yoongi. Is nice to meet you .” He said slowly but your
mother was very surprised by his fluency and effort.
“Well it’s very nice to meet you too Yoongi.” Your mother said, before
staring at your dads, who’s stance hasn’t budged and neither did his
expression. “Honey..” Your mother whispered beckoning for your father to talk,
trying to conceal it with a smile.
“Is nice to meet you, sir.” Yoongi said politely, giving a respectful
now and sticking his arm out to shake. Your father stared at his friendly
gesture, Yoongi slowly retreating his hand back when he realised your father
wasn’t going to take his hand. Yoongi cleared his throat before pulling on his
collar, as you stood by him, holding his hand.
“What’s your business with my daughter?” Your father said bluntly. You
felt sorry for Yoongi and slightly mad but you understood your fathers place;
Yoongi was the first boyfriend you have ever took to meet your parents, so this
was a huge milestone for them. Suga looked at you with confusion, scratching
the back of his head and letting out a nervous laugh.
“Im sorry? Can you repeat sir, please?” He said timidly. You wanted to
squeeze his cheeks at how cute he was when he was nervous.
“Why do you like my daughter?” Your father said patronisingly slow,
Yoongi nodding his head as he finally understood what he was saying.
“She is very uh… She is so sexy.” He said naturally, your eyes widening
at his answer, the heat rushing to the cheeks as your mother giggled at his
response and your fathers jaw clenching.
“What did you just say?!” Your father asked, his tone harsh. Yoongi knew
straight away that that was the wrong answer.
“She is very sexy- I mean uh she is very beautiful! Yes beautiful, so
beautiful.” Yoongi stuttered, causing you to laugh at the way he spoke, his
lisp becoming clearer as he spoke English.
“Is that the only reason you like my daughter!” Your father scoffed, his
voice rising, scaring Yoongi.
“No no no no no” Yoongi muttered quickly, whilst shaking his hands, his
forehead glistening with sweat.
“Then what?! Speak!”
“Because she is a beautiful person.” Yoongi answered, his voice rising
but slowly going back to neutral as he realised he was shouting. He coughed
slightly, before grabbing onto your hand for support. “She has a kind heart and
she is so intelligent.” He spoke very slowly, making sure to get his
pronunciation correct. His took a deep breath before tightening his grasp on
your hand. “I do not deserve her and she deserves so much better than me.” He
turned to face towards you, your heart thumping at what he had just said. You
felt yourself melting at his touch, in complete awe at how hard he was trying,
even though you knew this was so difficult for him. You didn’t even know he
knew these words. “But I am so thankful to have her. I l-love Y/N.” He locked
eyes with you, the love clearly there. You bit your bottom lip, before slowly nodding
and mouthing ‘I love you’ back to him. He took a deep breath before looking
back towards your father, trying to gather as much confidence as he could. Your
father stared at him, and uncrossed his arms, slowly making his way towards
him. Yoongi gulped but stood his ground, his feet slowly backing away as your
father was inches away from his face. Your father looked him up and down, his
fists clenched. You closed your eyes, blinking hard, knowing that your father
didn’t like him. You looked down at your feet, feeling defeated. Great, I guess
this is goodbye to your relationship. Yoongi stared back at your father, fear
evident in his face. Your father opened his mouth to speak, before being
replaced with an eruption of laughter, tapping Yoongi hard on the back before
pulling him into a hug.
“You’re alright son, you’re alright.” Your father approved, causing you
to jump, clapping your hands together. You hugged Yoongi before bravely placing
your lips onto his. He was shocked but soon leaned in.
“I’m glad he didn’t eat me alive,” Yoongi pulled away, chuckling
lightly, his aura now more relaxed.
“Trust me, this is only just the beginning.” You smirked at him before
pulling him along towards your car, his face dumbfounded.
i really want to apologise again for such the long wait but i really hope you enjoy this! thank you so much for your kind words as well, i really love your blog too and i want you to always remember how much of a beautiful person you are! i hope you continue to support me as i will always support you too. thank you again <3