Pairing: Dean x Reader
Warnings: Angst, semi-suicidal thoughts, near death experience (If this is a trigger for you please be aware!!!)
Word count: 1542
A/N: Yup, I’m finally back with a new fic! I don’t know how I feel about this one but I hope you guys will like it. Lots of love xx
Feedback is highly appreciated as always!
“She loved the ocean because every time the waves left the shore, they always came back.”
It was early in the morning when you drove down to Lake Alvin just outside Sioux Falls. The sun was about to rise and the fresh summer air calmed you. It felt like this was the thousandth night you woke up from a nightmare. So you decided to come here like you always did when everything got too much to handle.
This place was you escape. There were hundrets of memories attached to it.
The first time you kissed someone was at this lake with Dean when you were ten.
The first time you made love with someone was at this lake with Dean when you were sixteen.
The first time he told you he loved you was at this very lake, under the stars on a warm summer night many many years ago.
But now he was no longer with you.
unbearable to sleep without Dean next to you. You were exhausted and sleep
deprived but there was little you could do about it. Every night when you closed your eyes, his face would haunt you in your dreams. He would beg you to save him from the torture he was enduring and every night you would wake up, covered sweat with tears running down your face.
You got out
of one of Bobby’s cars and walked towards the small pier. You took your shoes
off on your way there, the old wood under your foot soles feeling rough and
dry. Sitting down on the edge of the pier, you let your feet dangle over the water.