la night life

There's this one song from La La Land (2016, movie) that I kept on listening over and over. 
It got me like crazy 'cause maybe I didn't expect Mia ( Emma Stone ) would sing that super meaningful song in an audition scene.
The song is just so meaningful and feels so special to me that it got me so bad, the song title is Auditon ( The Fools Who Dream ).
Maybe it got me ' cause I'm just a boy who's foolishly dreaming about wonderful and interesting yet unfamiliar and unfathomable matters.

Clarisse(Sharpening an axe like it has done her a deep and personal wrong): I need motivation not to kill anyone today.

Chris(Shrugging): I can’t f*ck you if you’re in prison?

Clarisse(Pausing her sharpening to consider this):…That’ll do.

La chronicles: clingy kind of night.

Can’t lie, today was productive but frustrating. I really don’t think folks realize how much work there is to do behind the scenes for charities. My father actually snapped at me during the conference call 😯😯😯

Momma L is out with some of her friends so it was just little ole me after all my meetings.

*hears door open*
X: babe, you here.
Me: *head pops up* you’re home!
X: uh… Yeah *walks over to the couch*
Me: yeppie!!!!! *grabs his belt* snuggle!!
X: gonna take a shower.
Me: noooooooooooooo me time.
X: *sighs* 5 minutes then I’m hopping in the shower, then we can call take out and watch more of sense8, deal?
Me: you’re my favorite! Muah deal

*5 minutes later*
X: cue it up, I’m gonna shower.
Me: k.

15 mins or so later

*hears security alert say door is open.*

I am thinking who the hell can that be.

Me: *peeps over back of the couch*
(Hears walking)

L: hey baby, you here?
Me: *pops up* yeah!!!! You’re home!!!
L: *walks over to the couch* yeah issues on set. Director called it a night. What’s you up to?
Me: yeppie!!! *grabs belt* snuggle!
L: let me hope I’m the shower first and….
Me: nooooooooooo me time!.
L: *rolls eyes* fine 5 minutes then I’m hoping in the shower. Want to watch some movies? Do take out?
Me: deal!!! You’re my favorite! Muah.

X: the hell? You said I’m your favorite!!
Me: oops
L: wait you said he was your favorite?
Me: shhhhhh I’m in snuggleland.
X: she legit just ran that same script on me.
Me: shhhhh snuggling.
L: you fall for it?
X: well yeah.
L: well then.
X: I don’t see you heading to the shower right a2ay either.
L: touche

Me: shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh snuggle time
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If you want your life to be a small part of eternity, to be lucid even in the heart of madness, love… Love with all your strength, love as though it is all you know how to do, love enough to make the gods themselves jealous… for it is in love that all ugliness reveals its beauty.
—  Yasmina Khadra, What the Day Owes the Night