l.a.m

L.A.M.

 Remember all the stupid things we used to do? Remember how we used to decide if someone liked someone else by watching their pupils to see if they dilated or not? Or how about yelling “PACK ALL THE THINGS” each time we heard a pencil case snap shut? I hope you didn’t forget the days you woke me up in the mornings, or came to check on me when I was sick.

We had our fights, and we didn’t always enjoy being around each other, but we were inseparable nonetheless. We cried together, laughed together, went on terrifying hospital runs in the middle of the school day together. We broke into my house, we obsessed over guys, we played some MARIO KART!!! Subway knew exactly what we wanted each time we walked in because we hung out there so much ;) We made smoothies, skipped classes, and made memories that I wouldn’t trade for the world. It’s like we could read each other’s minds; we could always tell when one of us was hiding something. We ate WAY too much WAY too often, we shared all our secrets, and talked about our futures… Remember trying to imagine what it would be like without our little grade 9 class? We went through everything together.

 We were best friends; always together, always there for each other, always there to make each other laugh like the derps we were. But now we never talk, we don’t get to see each other, and I miss you guys more than ever…

All we have left is memories
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I…

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I…

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you We will always remember you Alex. See you in the next life friend