kylo ren fanfic

Empress of Fire

Warnings: Angst. Fluff… you guys, there is fluff on this one!

Word Count: 2783

A/N: So, what happens now? Hm? Hm? Let’s go read! 

Chapter 6: Alter

Originally posted by writingreylo

Reader

Two weeks had passed since Y/N married Kylo.

Two weeks he laid on the floor, refusing to share their bed. Refusing to touch her; he kept true to his promise, and it was something that she deeply admired and appreciated.

She had never had sexual relations with anyone at all; the concept was strange to her, foreign. She read about it in her books of heroism, love and romance. But to experience it, the thought frightened her. And she was positive, that it frightened Kylo Ren as well.

Whenever the mention of having an heir came along, Y/N politely smiled and spoke for them, “We’re working on it.”

Kylo always tensed in those moments, but a slight sigh of relief could be noticed if one was paying close attention, which is something that she began to do more and more these days.

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Invader, Part 2

Part 1 Part 2

Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader

Request: some of you requested a part 2 to this request:

“Could you write something where the FO goes to invade a planet and Kylo meets the reader when she’s about to be executed because people on her planet are afraid of anyone who’s force sensitive and he takes her with him to train her? They can either end up as friends or more, please please?”

Warnings: angst, manipulation.

A/N: I honestly can’t remember when I wrote the original request for this but I’m sorry if it took a long time! You all probably forgot about it that requested it but I tagged you guys anyway!

Tag List: @spooky-nob, @delusionsofnostalgia, @tickle-me-kylo, @nolightinyourbrightblueeyez, @but-kairis-not-that-smart

Originally posted by kylorensbitchh

You sat on the side of your bed as you looked down at your untied boots. You stared at them as you continuously bit at the side of your cheek and sucked your bottom lip in.

Confliction.

Confliction was eating at your mind as you sat there willing yourself to bend over and tie your shoes.

It had been four months since that day. Four months exactly. Kylo Ren had taken you from your home planet, where you were going to be executed, and taken you in as his apprentice. He was training you in the ways of the force and you were doing well in your training.

However, that day always found its way into your head. You actually hadn’t gone with him willingly, in fact he rendered you unconscious and took you, while the rest of the First Order invaded your planet. You had no idea what state your planet was in and you had no idea what had become of your planet.

When you had woken up you were on a First Order ship and appeared to be in a room. You woke up on a comfortable bed adorned in black bedding, with black and metal walls surrounding you. The room wasn’t incredibly small but it didn’t contain much. There had been a black dresser right across from your bed on the opposite wall as well as a small closet beside it. To your right there was a bedside table with a lamp on it that provided dim lighting when you turned it on. But that was all nothing more, other than the adjoined bathroom to the left. The bathroom itself only contained the necessities.

At first when you had woken up and lifted your torso up, hands supporting you from behind, you were fearful. You hadn’t known where you were and this room looked nothing like your home planet. It felt nothing like it either, it reeked of darkness and the dark aesthetic the room had only added on to the effect.

You had looked over everything carefully, at first, with your eyes. Then you had willed yourself to get up and allow your feet to touch the floor as you hesitantly walked over to everything, examining it. Acting like a rattlesnake was going to randomly jump out of somewhere and bite your ankles.

After you had examined and touched the few furniture in the room you decided between the two doors that were there. One door that was on the same wall as the dresser and closet and the other that was on the adjacent wall to the left.

Of course you hadn’t known that one lead outside of your room and the other was a bathroom, but the idea was in your head. Fear was too at the actual unknown of them both. But, in all honesty you wanted a shower and you had found some clothes folded in your dresser neatly, as well as some robes hanging up in your closet, so you wanted to shower, change, and feel refreshed.

So, you had picked a door, the door on the adjacent wall to the left, and discovered the bathroom that shared the same black qualities as your room. You took a shower and put on the new clothes, happy to get out of your old ones, and you padded out of the bathroom, feet bare on the cold floor. You got back onto the bed sitting against the dark pillows and pulled your knees up to your chest, resting your chin on them. You wrapped your arms around your legs and sat there, not sure what else to do.

It was quiet in the room, aside from your breathing and the hum that seemed to radiate from the ship, and the eeriness of the lack of sound put you on edge. Your eyes flitted to door number two and your curiosity pulled you off the bed, the floor cold once again on your bare feet, as you carefully walked over to the door. You didn’t know how it worked, it was different from the bathroom door. This one seemed to slide open and it had a keypad beside it, which you tried various different combinations of numbers, none of them working.

You were stuck in the room and the thought of it brought panic upon you. Your anxiety heightened and you began to pace back and forth from the opposite wall back to the door, ignoring the coldness that stung your bare feet as you padded back and forth. You rubbed your arms uneasily suddenly feeling cold and you willed yourself not to become so overwhelmed that you would cry. Crying was the last thing you wanted or needed to do, and it was at the bottom of the list for helpful things to do.

Eventually after pacing back in forth for what felt like hours to you, you sat on the floor, then reclining onto it lying on your back. The coolness of the floor soothed you in some weird way and you lied there, arm resting on your face as you took in deep breaths.

Without warning the door that you had failed to get open slid open, and you removed your arm from your face, sitting up. There in the doorway was the man that you just now remembered had taken you. Everything came back to you at his appearance and you stood up quickly, nearly falling onto your face as you did so.

You were sure that you should have been afraid but instead you felt a rush of anger that took over you at remembering what had happened. You rushed over to him with your arm out pointing at him, and an angry look on your face. “You!” You snarled at him.

Kylo stepped into the room quickly allowing the door to slide close behind him. He hadn’t expected all this anger from you at first but he would roll with the punches. “Me?” He seemed to ask in a mocking tone, not allowing his own anger to surface. Kylo seemed to be getting better at that, controlling his anger.

Your glared at him as you stopped in front of him a few feet, and dropped your arm. “You kidnapped me!” You glared into his brown honey coloured eyes. “You- you took me against my will!” You voice got louder as more anger seeped into it.

The man, you remembered as Kylo, tilted his head. “Isn’t that what kidnapping means?” He mocked you and it only fueled your anger. You ignored his statement, and tried to swallow some of your anger. You weren’t going to get anywhere if your mind was blind with rage. In a calmer tone you spoke to him. “Why did you take me?” You took a step closer as your eyes softened. Kylo looked over your features before looking back into your eyes. “I took you because you’re force sensitive. I want to train you in the ways of the force. I sensed the amount of power that you possessed, and you’re obviously untrained.” Kylo looked you over noticing that you had changed into the clothing provided.

You narrowed your eyes at him. “So you just took me?! I had a family you know, and a home, a planet!” You exclaimed as you balled your hands into fists at your side. “Really? You mean the same planet that was going to execute you?” Kylo challenged back, seeming to enjoy this.

You swallowed heavily as tears started to build in your eyes and you took a step back. “… I still had a family…” you trailed off. “Forget about them!” Kylo snapped. “Forget about it all! Let the past die!” Kylo took a couple steps closer to you. “You would have been executed if it weren’t for me. Your family wouldn’t have mattered, nor your planet, nor your home, or anything!” Kylo’s breathing grew heavy as your eyes widened taking in everything he spat at you. “You would be dead right now. Dead.” He emphasized.

Tears fell down your cheeks and your hands released from their balled up state at your sides. He was right. Kylo was right. But that didn’t mean you would give him the pleasure. “I won’t join you! You won’t train me!” You spat at him. He had gotten under your skin, now you would get under his. Instead of exploding on you like Kylo would have done in the past, Kylo controlled his breathing and willed himself to calm down. You would change your mind, he wasn’t worried about that. Kylo smirked, “We’ll see.” And with that Kylo turned around and punched in the code to the door. The door slid open and he walked through it. You rushed forward before the door could close but you were too late. Kylo disappeared behind it and you were alone again.

You banged your fits on the door repeatedly until eventually giving up and slumping down to the floor. You cried on the floor for a long time, and when you had finally stopped your throat was raw and your eyes were sore. Your body felt heavy with exhaustion and your sinuses were swollen. You got up off the floor and made your way to the bed. You got into the bed and hid yourself underneath the covers like a frightened child. You sniffled and closed your eyes, taking comfort in the covers over top of you and the darkness that they created.

You stayed in that room for weeks. The first week you had spent it being sad and depressed, sleeping in your bed and only getting up to use the bathroom and shower. The only human contact you had was Kylo when he brought you your meals and new clothes. Everytime he came he would ask you if you had changed your mind, and everytime you would glare at him and spit out a “No”. He would leave calmly and everything would repeat.

The second week you had gotten over the sadness that you had felt, although the depression was still there, and the sadness got replaced by anger. Of course you were already angry at Kylo for the obvious reasons but the anger was more intense and directed at everything. You were more antsy and you felt like you had cabin fever from being stuck in that room for so long. Or it felt really long, you had lost track of the days and you were kicking yourself for it.

By the third week the anger was gone and acceptance started to take over you. You were depressed and lonely and you found yourself craving Kylo’s presence. He was the only human contact you had for three weeks and you began looking forward to his visits, even though they were far from pleasant. But Kylo was patient, he had time. He was the Supreme Leader, he had all the time he wanted. Besides, you were starting to break, and only after week three. He knew how much you craved his interactions and sometimes he would purposely show up more times than he needed to in the day just to intensify it. And sometimes he would only show up once.

But doing that to you didn’t come without internal consequences. Kylo knew what he was doing. He was manipulating you, breaking you down, until you were nothing emotionally and mentally. And deep down it pained him. If Snoke were still in charge Kylo probably wouldn’t have given it a second thought, but now? He began to realize he was doing to you what Snoke had been doing to him for so many years, and Kylo knew what Snokes fate had been. He didn’t want it being his too.

So, by the forth week, you had spiraled into a major depression. You felt empty, and cold, and you refused to eat. You didn’t care when Kylo would make his daily rounds to you and he took notice immediately. You felt so broken, emotionally and mentally, and a darkness clung to you. You could feel it feeding off of your pain and you tried to get it to go away but you just didn’t have the will to. You didn’t have the emotional strength to give a damn and Kylo knew he finally had you. He just needed to give you a little push, manipulate you with his words.

The door slid open to your room and Kylo walked in. You were in the far corner of your room, leaning against the walls with your knees brought up to your chest. You had been sitting there for three days, you no longer found comfort in your bed. Kylo strided over to you slowly, observing you as he did so. He stopped when he reached you and you could see his black boots out of your peripheral. Kylo bent down, balancing on the balls of his feet as he bent down to your height. You didn’t acknowledge him as you stared at the wall. The same wall you had been staring at for three days.

Kylo carefully removed his black leather gloves, taking his time, and setting them down neatly beside him. He reached, a now bare, hand out to you. He placed it on your head and stroked your hair soothingly, biting the inside of his cheek as he did. He was finally seeing what he had done to you over the course of almost five weeks up close.

You flinched underneath his touch but you felt comfort from it. You hadn’t been touched by another person in what felt like a long time, as Kylo hadn’t touched you once over the past weeks. “Y/N” Your name coming from Kylo’s lips awoke you from your thoughts and you side glanced him, not saying a word, but listening.

“If you agreed to allow me to train you in the ways of the force, to let me be your teacher, your master, all of this pain and isolation could be taken away.” Kylo urged. He was patient and his voice sounded kind. He brushed the hair from your face away gently and you moved your eyes back to the wall, a lump forming in your throat. He was being truthful and honest, and you so badly wanted to give into him, give into his offer, because you knew that you couldn’t live in this room any longer.

Kylo continued to stroke your hair, occasionally stroking your cheek with the back of his hand, which would bring you out of your inner turmoil.

You thought about what he had said to you weeks earlier when all this began. You didn’t have a family anymore, or a home, or a planet. Those things were gone from you and you realized now that they were gone from you the second you were sentenced to execution for being a force user. For being born with something that you had no control over. And you had been rejected by everyone and everything. Your planet, the law, your village, even your family. Yeah your family cared about you, or used to, but you would have always been a burden on them, because of who you were.

But Kylo, he came in, and he saved you. He saved you from execution and instead accepted you. He had accepted you so easily and he wanted you, wanted you for your force abilities. He wasn’t afraid of you or weary of you. You weren’t a burden for him but instead a blessing. And maybe, just maybe, you could find a home here. You could find a family, a family in Kylo. With Kylo. Because even though the time you had spent here wasn’t even close to being good, it was the only sense of belonging that you had ever felt in your whole existence.

Tears slipped out of your eyes, a foreign feeling on your skin when you realized you hadn’t allowed yourself to cry in a while. But it felt good, allowing the raw emotions to overcome you. It felt like resolve and the resolve brought a sense of peace.

You turned towards Kylo, looking up at him with tear stained cheeks and watery eyes. Kylo lowered his hand and you scooted closer to him, clinging onto his knee. You placed your head down onto it in an act of submission and took in a deep breath. “Okay…” you breathed out, your voice croaky and strained from not using it.

Kylo placed his large hand on your head, accepting your submission. Kylo felt relieved and a smile almost formed on his lips. Almost. But the feeling that he had in the back of his head made him bite his lip. Kylo didn’t forget what he had to do to you to get you here, to get you into such a broken down state that this would feel like your only option.

Kylo couldn’t help but think of the possible consequences that would come out of this later on. But, as Kylo stroked your head once again he pushed those thoughts aside. Your training could now begin.

(I’m going to be doing a part 3!)

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Kylo Ren x Reader

Requested by @the-angriest-bunny-of-the-fandom : Hey, I just wanted to let you know that I love your writing❤️ it’s really good. Are you taking requests? Like for that drabble challenge thing? If yes would you like to do something where the reader and kylo ren are in a arranged marriage but lately they’ve grown attached to each other and one day she’s not feeling well at breakfast and leaves the room and kylo hears her falling and her nose is bleeding and it turns out that poison was in I don’t know what maybe her orange juice. Maybe with 2 and 86.

A/N: I feel really bad this took so long, I’m so sorry!! I’m a terrible procrastinator but here it is. I actually had a lot of fun writing this I don’t know why lmao. Shout out to those who spot the original trilogy reference.

2: “Hey, hey, calm down. They can’t hurt you anymore.”

86: “Fine, don’t say anything and make me worry.”

Warnings: blood of course

You slowly slipped into consciousness, feeling that familiar morning confusion after a nights rest, forgetting who you were and where you were for a small moment. You opened your eyes to be greeted with darkness.

“Right…” you whispered to yourself. You were on a ship. No natural light. Despite being married to the supreme leader of the First Order for over a year, you still weren’t used to the cold and darkness of space. You never were.

You turned over to face the other side of the bed, noticing it was empty. You didn’t expect anything other than Kylo not being there when you woke up, he wasn’t the type to sleep in. It was the same thing everyday, but you still felt a twinge of hurt when Kylo wasn’t there.

You had first met Kylo at the wedding, quite surprised by his rather good looks. You didn’t ever expect to sleep in the same bed as him but here the two of you were, acting like a normal couple. Normal besides the fact that he was the Supreme Leader of an entire political party and you were the daughter of the head of a major weapons company for the First Order. So suffice to say you were quite important people.

You sat up and rubbed your eyes, stretching your arms to loosen the muscles in your back. You swung your feet over the side of the bed and shivered at the cold air of your living quarters. You sighed and grabbed the blanket that lay at the foot of the bed, wrapping it around yourself.

You padded out of the bedroom and jumped slightly when you noticed Kylo standing in the kitchen, making a coffee. You expected him to be gone already, but when you looked at the clock on the wall, you realised you had woken up an hour early.

“Good morning.” You croaked out, having not warmed up your voice yet. Kylo whipped around and flashed a small smile that made your heart flutter. You were somewhat proud of yourself that you were able to make the Jedi Killer smile. You were his weakness. When he met you, he expected it to be nothing but political, and although the two of you didn’t act deeply in love, he still cared for you. More than he seemed to let on.

You were struck with a sudden feeling of hunger, understandable since you had just been sleeping. You looked at the time, Kylo usually leaves around 6:30, so you had about forty five minutes. You padded over to the holo-pad in the kitchen, turning it on. “I’m going to order us breakfast.” You mumbled, focused on your task at hand. “What do you want?” You turned to Kylo who was leaning on the kitchen counter, coffee halfway to his lips. He seemed a little off guard, and you let out a breathy laugh, knowing you caught him admiring you. You found it odd, but Kylo thought you looked adorable wrapped in the grey blanket, parts of it dragging on the floor.

“I’ll just take fruit or something.” He shrugged and you sighed, not bothering to argue with his eating habits. He never ate enough for breakfast so you just ordered him some toast as well for good measure. You ordered yourself a pancake with berries and set the holo-pad back down on the counter.

It took about 10 minutes for the food to get to you and you thanked the kitchen worker who brought it on the tray. They said nothing and just walked off which was rather odd, usually they would at least spare you a glance. You shrugged it off and set the food down on the table.

You kept the blanket half on you as you sat in the chair at the small table in front of your kitchen. You spoke with Kylo quietly, but your focus was on your food. Kylo didn’t touch the toast, and you let it be once more. You gave up on trying to force him to eat more a few months ago, but that didn’t stop you from giving him the option.

You were about halfway through your food when you felt quite an odd feeling in your stomach, almost as if you were about to vomit. You slowed your chewing when you noticed the odd bitter taste to your usually sweet pancake. You noticed it before but now it was more prominent.

“(Y/N)?” You looked at Kylo who was staring at you, a hint of worry in his eyes. “Are you okay?” He asked. You didn’t want to worry him. It was probably just a small fever. So, you shook your head and ate one of the berries off your plate. “Fine, don’t say anything and make me worry.” He said.

“I’m fine.” You said to reassure him, but he wasn’t buying it.

You began to get even colder now, the blanket was no longer any help. You felt that urge to vomit again and stood from the table. You didn’t spare Kylo a glance as he watched you walk into the bathroom with worried eyes.

The heat rising in your throat stopped as you entered the bathroom. You shut the door, and now as you were standing, you felt even worse. You were dizzy and faint. When you looked in the mirror, you were at least three shades lighter than your usual (S/C) skin tone. You were shaking from head to toe.

You gripped the sink as a cough shook you, tasting the faint metallic taste of iron. You looked back into the mirror and was struck with utter fear when you saw the blood dripping down your lip. Your heart began to beat even faster than it already was. You suddenly felt very faint, the whole room was spinning and you tried to gain balance, but it was no use. Your legs gave out and on you way to the floor, your face hit off the edge of the sink, making a loud banging noise.

Kylo had stood up when he heard you coughing, but once he heard the crash, it took him about two strides until he burst into the bathroom. His heart plummeted to the floor when he looked down to see you on the ground, blood coming from your nose and on your lips. You were barely conscious and he acted purely out of instinct, swiftly picking you up bridal style and sprinting out of the living quarters.

You awoke slowly, but once you remembered what happened, you jolted up, taking in your surroundings. You frantically looked around for Kylo, breathing heavily. You felt a hand on your shoulder and you whipped your head around to see Kylo looking at you with worry struck eyes.

“What happened?” Tears stung your eyes, but you couldn’t help it. “I- I was coughing up blood and- and-“

“Hey, hey, calm down. They can’t hurt you anymore.” He tried to calm you down, pushing hair behind your ears and out of your face. You slowed your breathing.

“What happened?” You asked again, just above a whisper. Kylo sat on the medical bed you lay in and you noticed that familiar look of fear in his eyes. Kylos eyes always said a lot about him, and you had learned to read them like a book.

“Someone poisoned the food.” Your heart skipped a beat. “They’ve been caught, however. We’re lucky they were quite the amateur assassin. The poison they used was very weak and it is neutralised by sugars so the fruit wasn’t affected, hence why I wasn’t poisoned as well.” He spoke softly but then his facial expression turned firm. “Why didn’t you tell me you were feeling off?” He asked.

“I thought I was just sick.”

“You started coughing blood, (Y/N).” His eyes shined with a hint of tears but he quickly blinked them away. You looked down.

“I didn’t want you to worry.” You said, eyes flicking back up to his. Kylo scoffed.

“I was already worrying.” He cupped your cheek. “I always worry.”

“You don’t have to-“

“You see, that’s the real trick isn’t it? You being married to me puts a huge target on your back, an even bigger one than before. I have come to care about you, (Y/N) and I worry every day that something will happen to you.” He sighed, his eyes glossing over once again. “I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if I lost you. Today opened my eyes even wider to the fact that you are not immortal. Please, (Y/N), you need to talk to me if something like that happens again. Please.” One would call this an over reaction, but you knew Kylo. His words were sincere.

You wrapped your arms tightly around his neck and he was shocked, but eventually hugged back with his arms around your waist. He savoured the feeling of your body as you shook against him. You were jittery from the sugar supliments you were given to neutralise the poison, but the feeling still scared him. He breathed in the smell of your shampoo, a scent that only you seemed to use and he wouldnt want it any other way. He had lost people he loved before, at his own hand as well. He had recognised you as someone who cared about him and he knew he couldn’t lose you too. He held you tight like you could disappear any second.

Kylo didn’t show much affection before this incident, but now he was openly hugging you outside of your living quarters. He intended to keep it that way, as well. He didn’t want to go a day without holding you, reminding himself that you really were there. This morning reminding him that you two were both in dangerous positions, and Death was always at your front step, with the war and such strong political conflict. He took you for granted before, like he took everyone else he loved for granted. Kylo noticed his mistake and he had his heart set on correcting it.

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Pairing: Ben Solo x Reader

Word Count: 3.5k

Warnings: SMUTTT

A/n: Ben’s first time!!!!! okay so the idea for this fic was brought to me by the wonderful @baensolo ! love u

Ben’s steps were hurried but contained to scuffing along the marble floors. His mother kept a sturdy pace, as well as his uncle, but they both had considerably smaller strides than him, leaving him in an awkward rushed walk that could only be taken in half-steps.

“Did you hear what your uncle said, Ben?” His mother raised a brow at him, continuing to walk.

“…I have to be on my best behaviour?” He guessed. His ears had tuned out the monotonous flow of instructions in favour of focusing on the lavish architecture of the Senate building of Chandrilla. The art that hang off the tall walls detailed in chronological order the Old Republic, then its fall, continuing to the Jedi Order and so on.

Luke stopped walking, placing his hands on his nephew’s shoulders.

“All you really need to know is that the Senator needs a good bodyguard. If you can be that for her, your mother and I will be very happy.”

Ben shrugged. “Piece of cake.”

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         Kylo x Reader || Completed Soul Mate Masterlist


“the voice you hear your thoughts in is your soulmate’s but you don’t know who they are until you hear them speak for the first time”

A/N: Book 2 of Soul Mate, True Romance masterlist found here

Past Lives

Originally posted by pleasegiveusreyloinepisodeviii

Request: @waiefu : “ok so reader is going to college away from home and they need a room mate so theyre looking at possible people they see kylo but misread as kylie reader sees they have a lot in common and assuming its a girl picks them anyway they show up at the dorm and see a dude”

Summary: Soulmate AU: Kylo Ren, being the man that he is, loses a lot of things in his life. One of those things being his only shot at ever having love. As centuries pass however, in another galaxy on a planet known as Earth, an unexpected turn of events brings him another possible chance. Though he never could have predicted it would have come around in the way it does.

A/N: Ok so I combined a request with an AU I had brewing in my mind for a long time (even before I started this blog hah), and hopefully you all enjoy it! And in case anyone was wondering, yes “Past Lives” by Borns is the song rec for this cause well, ya know. Feedback is welcome, and of course all credit for the triplet AU goes to @crylorenlo

Warnings: Language


Laying motionless in the snow, with flakes daintily dropping onto his pale flesh, Kylo stared up at the night sky. Blood matted his raven locks and smeared across his full lips, starkly contrasting his appearance. His body was spent, his mind reeling as the world around him seemed to fall into an unnatural silence. No matter how much his ears strained, there was nothing to be heard, nothing to be seen.

Left to his thoughts alone, Kylo slowly felt them consume him. Though there was nothing to be heard physically, Kylo’s psyche seemed to take on its own consuming presence, forcing him to acknowledge it.

So, this is what you received.

Kylo sighed faintly, the breath feeling heavy in his lungs.

A slow, painful and a depressingly lonely demise. Was it worth it?

Despite his inability to move or react, his eyes began to pool with tears. It was your voice. A voice that had disappeared into the furthest corner of his mind for years. Years he had lost to his poor decisions, including the one of the last night he ever laid eyes on you. 

Was taking the countless lives worth it? Destroying what the force created…was it worth it?

His eyes winced shut as his soiled body began to tremble. Slowly the tears started to slip down his cheeks, accompanying the flakes of snow.

“I’m sorry.”

He practically whispered, sounding much like a passing breeze. Lip quivering he choked out the words as he spoke again with his broken tone.

“I’m sorry…I-…it wasn’t worth it.”

His trembling grew fiercer as his body grew even weaker, seeming to ignore the creeping frigid temperature.

“I’m sorry…so sorry.”

Aside from his dying whimpers, the atmosphere was eeriely silent. As if he had suddenly gone deaf to the world around him, there was nothing. You weren’t there, his family was long gone and there was not a soul he had to lean on. In his demise, he met his fate. To be entirely alone in the end, no one to have beside him aside from the snowy terrain beneath him. Slowly as his body grew weaker, almost incapable of continuing to sob the way he had been, he felt his eyelids grow heavy. Drooping lower and lower over his blood shot, glimmering eyes, the world around him slowly started to fade.


Centuries later in a far away galaxy…

Staring at the screen before him, Kylo looked over the Craigslist ad he was about to post, assuring everything was correct. Typos would not be accepted and he had to assure not a single detail was missing. Though anyone else would have thought he was doing it as a service to his soon to be roommate, he truly was doing it for himself, unwilling to live with certain types of individuals. He knew what personalities melded well with his, and he would do everything to assure he got just that.

Narrowing his eyes to the screen he read over the bullet points he had written once again. Walking up behind him, Ben appeared. Rolling his eyes Ben shook his head faintly as he watched Kylo hunched over the computer desk.

“Why are you so dramatic?”

“Why are you so obnoxious?”

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Fixation

Fandom: Star Wars

Character(s): Kylo Ren

Pairing: Kylo Ren x reader

Summary: A new prisoner aboard the Supremacy is like a black hole to Kylo Ren. He can’t resist the gravitational pull.

Originally posted by teardropsfallen

Notes: I don’t like how short this is and the development of Ren here, but I needed to ‘get it out of my system.’

Anyway, I hope you enjoy it (and Merry Christmas)!


It had happened slowly, at first. So slowly that you could almost ignore it, if you chose to. By the time it was noticeable, it was too late. It was dangerous.

It was something that Kylo Ren had never imagined would happen to him.

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Masterlist

key: 

* = personal favorite
⋆⋆⋆ = fan fav
¡ = new


Oneshots

It’s Okay to Cry  - Your friendship with Kylo Ren is at a breaking point, will it last?

Burgundy - In which Kylo Ren tries on makeup for the first time

⋆⋆⋆ Cold - Your good friend Ben Solo never ceases to make you feel warm

Some Trees or Temporary, Some Everlasting - The aftermath of a battle, picking up the ashes. This time you win. Slightly angsty, comfort, sappier than normal. 

Seasons Greetings NSFW- Kylo Ren your long time friend plans a surprise for you, things quickly escalate. 

*Grateful - Ben and yours first Thanksgiving, Ben wonders if he will be able to ask you to marry him

Under the Mistletoe - You finally learn the name of the handsome stranger who you see all the time, Kylo Ren. 

In the Heat of the Moment: I, II (smut)

Baby It’s Cold Outside: Ben Solo, ever the tease, has confused you for years. After one encounter you finally learn the truth behind all of his flirting.

Santa Baby: The first time you meet Kylo is under some pretty strange circumstances, somehow that man can even make a Santa costume attractive.

Dark Days NSFW: At the end of the world, you’re just trying to survive. You’re used to being alone in this cold world, and the only life you encounter is the food that you hunt and the other more dangerous wild life that always seems to lurk behind the corner. You’re alone until you encounter a new creature, a man who goes by the name of Kylo Ren. Warning! Smut at the end!

Flying Solo: Ben Solo, it’s in his last name, doomed to be perpetually single. He didn’t even know where to begin to change that, but with the help of his friends, he finds his match.

Make a Move: Modern!Kylo, NSFW

Pretty: You find a poem that Kylo drops, turns out that it’s about you!

Birthday Girl: Modern!Kylo gives you a great Birthday gift.

Ben the Baker: Baker AU where Ben Solo is just as sweet, if not sweeter than what he makes.

⋆⋆⋆ The Noisy Neighbor: You finally confront your loud neighbor, Kylo Ren

*Ke Kali Nei Au: Kylo and Reader on their Honeymoon in Hawaii

Matt Protection Squad: Reader is Matt’s number one defender from all of the First Order jerks

Feel Better Sweet Pea: Modern Kylo accompanying his girlfriend to therapy  and encouraging her 

⋆⋆⋆ Fame is a Lonely Road: Kylo Ren is the lead singer of the Knight’s of Ren, one of the most well known bands of late. Despite his success in career he still feels lonely, cold, and afraid. That changes when he spots you. 

Kylo Ren Comforting You 

⋆⋆⋆ Spoil Her Rotten: Warning: NSFW, daddy kink

Summary: Kylo is the CEO of First Order Industries, entirely capable of running a company but incompetent when it came to dating. At least, he always told himself he just hadn’t found the right person yet. It turns out that he was right, even if costed him years of loneliness just one date would prove that you were worth the wait. 

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas: A modern!Kylo oneshot based on this classic christmas carol

Devilish Intentions: kylo-renne+kyloholic

Summary: Kylo Ren is cursed to live his life alone, that is until an angel catches his eye. 


Series

Graveyard Girl (NSFW): Part I, Part II Part III  Complete- A story about a girl, a graveyard, and a mysterious man known as Kylo Ren 

*Dream On, Senator (Complete): Part I, Part II, Part III, Part IV, Part V, Part VI, Part VII, Part VIII, Part XI (nsfw), Part X, Part XI, Part XII, Epilogue (nsfw)

Summary: Ben Amidala is the up and coming senator in the New Republic; women and men alike love him by the media and. He has created the perfect life for himself, however this becomes disrupted by you, his assigned bodyguard to protect him from the First Order. 

⋆⋆⋆ Little Red: I, II 

Summary: Werewolf!AU with Kylo Ren, you meet him in the woods one day and ignore his warnings, which leads to some unexpected, perhaps even desirable consequences. 

⋆⋆⋆ King of Pain (Complete) : I, II, III, IV, V, VI, VII

Summary: Kylo Ren had usurped the Old King, conquered lands, and built up an insurmountable defense. He had everything, except for a Queen. Even though he inspired fear in most, there where still many who would give anything for a place by his side, you weren’t one of them.   

Howlin’ for You (hiatus): A fresh start, it was just what you needed. You decided to move to Rosedale, a town which boasted the eerie slogan “Rosedale, You’ll never want to leave”. Quickly you realized that there was something off about this town, which seemed to be tidally locked between two rivaling gangs, the First Order and the Resistance. Before you get the chance, you’re sucked into the conflict, made ever more complicated by Kylo Ren. Werewolf AU

⋆⋆⋆ ¡ Light of Mine (Complete): I, II III, IV, V, VI, VII, VIII, XI

Summary: The Nightshade Witch of Ren, a name that brings fear. Harbinger of revenge and corrupt justice, he’s the number one target of The Church. You are an average young woman of the village, trying to escape your strict parents and The Church. Fate has it that your paths are intrinsically linked, to the disdain of well…everyone. A Kylo Ren Witch AU

Light of Mine Spin Offs:

Maid!Reader x CEO!Kylo (daddy kink)

Witch Kylo rescues reader from the villagers

Witch Kylo falls in love with a goddess that he worships

Kiss it Better (complete): Masterlist 

A collaboration between myself and kyloholic 

Summary: Everybody loves him, he’s the most up and coming Jedi Knight, and Ben Solo reigns supreme. But he has many vices, and with you as his new competition they will begin to show. Quickly, you become a threat to his reputation, and you will not back down. Eventually, something’s got to give.

Where Loyalties Lie: A TLJ Kylo fic, contains spoilers

ONE, TWO

FATEFUL TIES: MASTERLIST

Summary: Kylo Ren is Hades, ruler of the underworld. He rules alone, much to his brothers chagrin. All Kylo wants is to be left alone. One day he makes the mistake of visiting Olympus, where he meets a young goddess. What he doesn’t know is that the goddess who laughed at him that fateful day would be his soulmate, and that it’d only take one look to fall head over heels. Love triumphs even death

Blood Bound (complete): kylo-renne + kyloholic, masterlist

Summary: A swift stab to the heart, that was all it took. It should be a simple task, but dealing with Kylo Ren was anything but simple. People called him Lucifer, because it was said that he grew bored in hell and came to terrorize the humans instead. You didn’t believe the tales. Yes, he was an extremely powerful vampire, strong enough to unite the clans under his rule, despite this you believed for every vampire there was a hunter that could take them down. And just maybe, that could be you.

Requests: 

Kylo Ren

1.“We’re not just friends and you fucking know it.” 4. “Walk out that door and we’re through”
NSFW
22. “Choose me”, 39. “Please come home, I miss you”
15. “Stop pretending you’re okay, cause I know you’re not.”,16. “Just talk to me”, 46. “What if I told you I’ve been in love with you since we were kids.”
25. “You’re mine. I don’t share”, 8. “Why are you so jealous?”
NSFW
Waking up in Kylo’s arms
Concerned Kylo watches over a Badly Injured RC from a mission
Sweet and Scary Emperor Kylo
24. “So you’re my soulmate.”,18. “What did you just say?”
Goth Kylo and his Girlfriend
Kylo Ren comforting you after being stood up
16. “Why won’t you let me steal your flannels?”, 23. “Do you know how good you look?”, 33. “Baby, please.”
11. You’ve said you’re going to leave, but I don’t want you to go and if I don’t say something now…
What if you manage to save Kylo if he got captured?
Kylo helping his crush, a drunk reader get home safe Pt 2
Kylo tries your cake for the first time, is overcome with love for you
Kylo tries to make you dinner, super fuffy
Kylo trying to get you to warm up to him in an arranged marriage
Bad boy Kylo
“I love you, you asshole.” with Kylo Ren 
41. “Please, take me instead!”
20. “I’m sorry if this upsets you, but I’m going to marry her/him.”
“I don’t want to have a baby.”
102.“Oh, gosh, you’ve insulted me! What ever shall I do? I’ll be mentally and emotionally scared for years!”
Boxer AU
“H-How long have you been standing there?”
“Come over here and make me.”
“Why do you keep pushing me away?”
Eid Mubarak
“I have a crush on the hot new teacher and I’m talking to you about it but your the teachers son and have a crush on me.“
Flirting with the enemy
Cute morning cuddles
Messages from Kylo Ren, Night/Morning
Kylo helping you pull an all nighter
Midsummer’s night dream au’s , 1, 2  

Ben

Tell that to Kanjiklub: Smuggler Ben rescues his favorite princess

14. “Just please be my best friend right now, not the guy I just confessed my love to.”

Ben has a crush on a fellow student that works in the library

Matt 

Body Positivity
Comforting a sad reader
NSFW Reader confronts Matt about being reluctant to be intimate

Clyde Logan (all tagged as clyde logan x reader)

Sleepy HC’s 
Highschool Crush AU
Reacting to Clyde taking off his arm
Talk to me about Clyde PLEASE

Tag because I’m too lazy to list all of them

A Contained Mess

Request: Kylo Ren plus dry humping please god!!”

Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader

Word Count: 926

Warnings: Smut (obviously)

A/n: I’m screAMING!!!! Riding Kylo’s thigh involved!! Yes!!!

Originally posted by sensualkisses


The silence was almost unbearable. It was only rarely broken by the beeping of the monitor that demanded a sliver of attention, easily being hushed by the pressing down of your lazy finger. It was just you in the office, everyone else had gone to celebrate the success of an offensive mission against the Resistance. You would have gone too, but the centre needed at least one able body to look after it. You had drawn the short straw, and so found yourself in a position of absolute monotony, rocking on your creaky chair as the steady squeaks and quiet beeps started to cause your ears to ring.

“Hard at work I see.” A robotic voice echoed across the dimly lit room, surprising you to the point of almost falling off the office chair.

“Blast, Kylo!” You breathed, holding a hand up to your chest. “You scared me.”

“Forgive me,” He chuckled in response, the delightful sound contradicting the droning crackles that his helmet produced. “I came to look for you when you weren’t at the party.”

You groaned as a red button lit up, beeping annoyingly, compelling you to lean over in your chair to swat it down.

“Unfortunately, I got stuck overwatching the ship’s main console. Really, quite thrilling work.” You said with a dissatisfied huff. Kylo removed his helmet, placing it on your work station with a smirk.

“Would you like me to help you… pass the time?” He asked, taking a seat next to you.

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This is Twice Now

Warnings: Awkward Kylo ahead, some angst and the fluff. The fluff is real. Angsty fluff, idk if that’s a thing. Mentions of nudity. 

Word Count: 2446

A/N: This was a request by anon: I have a Kylo X Reader prompt! Okay but is kinda loosly based on how I took the end of the Last Jedi; as both Rey and his mother abandoned him in the force, but what if in that exact moment someone else connect with him. Someone who is trapped, who has no idea what is happening or that they are force sensitive, or even what the force is and Kylo starts going on a mad hunt to find her. If that’s okay? You don’t have to write this… It is a rather foolish idea truly. Though I love your writing <3

And like I said nonnie, no it was an awesome idea! I named this fic based off of the song by Lydia. Go listen to it!

Also, picture the character, you, dressed like Jyn Erso. :)

Originally posted by kyloholic

Kylo didn’t move at all. How could he? He stayed squatted down in the small room, vaguely aware of the voices outside of the chamber.

He felt… numb. It was in that moment that he realized what a horrible decision he made. He could see Rey through the force bond, and the look of disappointment was sprawled across her face as she closed the door in front of her, also closing herself off from him.

He looked down at Han Solo’s dice in his hand, and felt a pang of sorrow and anger as they disappeared from his grasp, feeling the crushing weight of his loneliness upon his shoulders. He couldn’t feel Rey anymore, he couldn’t feel his mother. They were both gone. They gave up on him.

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You Really Got a Hold On Me

Originally posted by hardyness

Request: “ Can you do one where the reader is kylo’s girlfriend or wife or something is a teacher to the children on base but she has KYLIE wrapped around her finger and he does anything she says and stuff like that. Just fluff I guess”

Summary: Kylo, who is put into an arranged marriage by his consent to the princess of an overthrown planet, finds himself slowly having a change of heart. Though he is still the brooding and fear striking Commander of the First Order, he finds that over a span of time he has somehow grown a soft spot.

A/N: Ok, not gonna lie, fluff is actually really hard for me to write haha, it’s just not entirely my thing. That being said, in terms of Kylo Ren the true character, this is pretty floofy for him. It’s also kinda inspired by some floof @primma-dona sent me when I was feeling down, so thanks for that! Hope you enjoy!


With forceful and heavy thuds echoing through the air, Kylo marched his way through the various halls of the brand new First Order base. His broad shoulders were held stiff and high as they faintly shifted with every step he took, his fists clenched at his sides. The entirety of his appearance exuded his growing impatience with this day as well as his unquestioned physical strength. Though most days his robes concealed his physique, his brooding posture and walk did him justice.

Despite their growing recovery from the destruction of Starkiller, the First Order still had days as scrambled as this, still had to deal with the Resistance just as they had before. No matter how much territory they gained or alliances they formed, the Resistance never seemed to diminish in the slightest. 

The stress was high on this particular afternoon, given the renewed efforts of the Resistance to tamper with the Order’s newest location. Given just how advanced the base was in terms of innovation, it was more than a saught after target. Much like today, Kylo was pulled from his preferred tasks in order to deal with yet another prisoner, hoping something would be divulged to his advantage. 

Stopping before one of the many cell blast doors, Kylo huffed out a deep breath as he turned to the two troopers standing guard. Both troopers bow their heads faintly as they keep their hands on their blasters.

“Sir.”

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Going Back

Solo triplets x fem. reader

Warnings: Cursing and mentions of a suicide attempt.

Summary: The reader visits her old childhood friends, Matt, Kylo, and Ben, after not seeing them for several years for their birthday.

Word count: Almost 11k (10,949 words)

A/n: Lots of fluff and some drama. Instead of breaking it up into parts I tried to write it as one. (lol been working on this for a while now(sorry I’ve been so busy btw, teaching it so tough!!! :( )) I was inspired to write this after listening to ‘Lovesong’ by The Cure. Special thanks to @skellingtonbatz for the help!!

Enjoy!! 

Originally posted by kyloholic

Originally posted by sherrenaz

Originally posted by kyloxdriver

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Promise (Kylo Ren x Reader)

Originally posted by kyloholic

Imagine being the significant other of Kylo Ren and being the only one who can calm him down.

A/n: I wrote this back in march, thought I’d share it with you guys!~


She stood by the entrance of the large cargo bay, her (e/c) orbs watching as First Order ships were taking off, traveling to exciting worlds and exotic places she’d never seen. A soft sigh escaped her lips as she realized that they would be places she’d never travel to in her lifetime. She wasn’t a soldier like the others found on First Order base. Merely a civilian, a guest or rather a student, of Kylo Ren. He’d found her when she was still young, just starting to come to grips with the new power she was beginning to possess. He explained what she was and offered to become her teacher. Soon after that, she was brought here, the First Order.

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Hiraeth | Part 1

Pairings : Kylo Ren x Reader, Platonic!Armitage Hux x Reader (not yet haha)

Warnings : TLJ SPOILERS, angst, self-doubt, grammar mistakes.

Summary : You and Kylo Ren have always been close but your relation has changed since you saw him speaking to Rey through the Force.

Masterlist | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9

Originally posted by writingreylo


You saw her, sitting next to him in the medical room. At first you wondered what the fuck was happening but you quickly understood the situation. You had heard about her, Rey and about the Force bond. 

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His Light

Request: “god damn I got another okay so it’s Kylo’s and reader’s first times? and Kylo is actually Ben? idk what age Kylo turned and left his mom and dad, but let’s say he’s old-ish; 16-21. so maybe have it very caring and sweet and loving? and they’ve been dating for a while and they’re nervous and such blah blah xx

Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader

Word Count: 2121

Warnings: Smut

Originally posted by loveviral


“Ben.” You whispered. “Do you promise?”

“Promise what?” he frowned, his large hand intertwining with yours.

“That you’ll never leave me.”

“You know I wouldn’t.”

“Promise.”

“I promise.”

You exhaled shakily, your eyes watering up. You knew it was a lie, but at least he didn’t know it was. You knew that the ways of the Jedi were weighing down on Ben. His power couldn’t be contained to the order and rules that Luke had set out, and it was starting to show.

“We’ll always be together, you and me.” He smiled, swinging his legs off the edge.

You were both sat on the edge of a Cliffside, overlooking the temple. It was your secret spot; where you’d always come to talk, and sometimes make out without the worry of being caught. If Luke found out he would freak. Dusk had descended on the quiet planet, and you could see the other students’ tiny figures in the distance heading back to their quarters.

“Eighteen tomorrow.” You shook your head with a small smile. “That’ll make for an entire year.”

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Nightingale

Warnings: Angst. Fluff. Kidnapping. 

Word Count: 3639

A/N: So, I had two separate requests that were similar, so I combined them together. :)

Oooo could i request a nice long one shot where the reader feels as if she’s been followed and like her husband Kylos not there and one night she’s connecting with him through the force and something happens and he comes to find her ? and she’s like captured by the resistance 

Hello, your blog is heaven! could i request a one shot where the resistance captures the reader and they don’t know of her importance of kylo (they’re married) and like they make luke or someone to go through her mind and leia tears up at how happy you make him and all those senti moments and suddenly the door is kicked open and kylo brings you home?

Originally posted by writingreylo

Reader

“I just—I don’t feel safe here,” Y/N whispered to Kylo.

He was on a mission on the other side of the galaxy; it was a tip that Luke Skywalker had been found, and he wanted to check it out himself. He had been gone for two weeks, and normally it was fine. She could deal with the fact that he was gone, that’s what being his wife was about, being able to deal with the distance and the idea that he might not come back, with a big price being on his head.

Normally.

But this time around, it wasn’t normal. Y/N felt a strange sensation, like if someone was watching her.

“Y/N, sweetheart, it’s fine. You’re aboard one of the most protected freighters in the galaxy; I don’t think anyone would be stupid enough to attack it,” Kylo said, trying to calm her.

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A World of Color

Originally posted by thelongwindedblues

Request: “ This idea came from new-fanfic-order’s Marvel blog, but I think it would be really good! A soulmate fic where your soulmate is the only person you see in color, but since kylo’s clothes are monochrome, only he knows you’re meant for eachother.”

Summary: Soulmate AU: (Y/N), princess of Lysatra, has been cursed from a young age by the infamous Supreme Leader Snoke. In hopes to end the last of the Resistance’s allies he happily awaits the day for his curse to enter the last phase. With all things going according to plan Snoke sends his most trusted knight and apprentice, Kylo Ren to finish the job. Little do either of them know however, that things are going to take an unexpected turn.

A/N: I really seriously love this concept haha, I hope I did it justice. I also remember someone requesting something along the lines of a Sleeping Beauty AU (I unfortunately cleared it cause my requests are closed but it’s meshing into this one) and it seemed so perfect for this. Hope you all like it!


In the dim light of the seemingly grand but bare hall Kylo stood with all his attention focused before him. Despite Starkiller’s destruction, Snoke assured he still had a space in which he could speak to his apprentice. Though rather than a hologram, Kylo was looking directly into the sunken eyes of the humanoid he called master. 

Snoke shifted his boney hand slightly, observing it for a moment before he spoke.

“Do you know why I have called you here today?”

Opting not to nod Kylo simply stared at his master, “Yes.”

Snoke smirked as he turned to face Kylo. Though Kylo was accustomed to his masters appearance, the sight would send chills down anyone else’s spine. 

“As I knew you would. …Today is the day in which we get one step closer to destroying the Jedi, as well as the Resistance.”

Snoke straightened himself in his seat as a more mischevious but subtle smirk settled onto his face.

“Lysatra has long been a sympathizer for the Resistance and a known home to force users and former padawans alike.”

Instantly Kylo stopped the horrid memories from playing in his mind once again. It was as if his subconcious was programmed to replay the fateful evening every time the word was uttered. What was done was done and he was onto a far greater path. Wasn’t he?

“Their beloved princess is not only intelligent, but a rare force user. A balance within herself. Mastering both the light and dark without claiming either as a refuge. Word has already surfaced that they wish to send her to Skywalker, further train her in her abilities. With her Skywalker would double his odds of defeating us. That is where you come in, my wise apprentice.”

Kylo straightened his shoulders, as if in an interview for the first time.

“As you know, in my own ability, I placed a curse of the force upon her through a tainted kyber crystal. Now after years of waiting, she has finally fallen into a deep, unshakeable sleep. That, however, is not good enough. We need to be sure Skywalker gains no more assets whatsoever. She must be rid of.”

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Temperature

Author: imaginesxreaders
Warnings: MAJOR FLUFF, sleepy kylo
Description: You’re often cold sleeping in Kylo Ren’s bedroom, snuggling is used as a last resort.

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It was cold, the metal walls low in movement of molecules. It echoes towards the center of the room and envelopes your aching body. The man next to you, silent as he lay on his back, had his eyes closed as his chest arose and eventually deflated.

You shifted gently beside him, placing your hands together and resting your head on the pillow. Your legs searched for the area that you were in previously, it was warmer in the spot your legs had rested before. Letting out a breath from your mouth, you were surprised to find that you let out a shutter, a shiver.

You wouldn’t dare wake him to inform him of your cold state. Instead you sat in silence as you stared at his eye lashes.

He was at peace when he slept. No room for feeling or expectations. Sleeping was sacred to him, and if anyone awoke him it was the end of their days. Surly, that was why he was so hesitant to let you sleep in his bed. Disturbing him in his sleep was sure to get you a harsh glare and an angry groggily voice telling you to be quiet or to stop moving. Thankfully, for others it was worse.

You couldn’t take it anymore though. Your feet were ice and you legs felt bare.

You sat up gently, staring at his sleeping face as the crease in his eyebrow was nonexistent. You tucked some of the hair away from his eyes, a rather bold move but he was a very heavy sleeper.

Leaning down, you kissed his forehead, cupping his cheek as your thumb caressed his scar. Leaning into his ear you whispered his name.

“Ren,” you whisper. It really wasn’t even a whisper, it was so quiet and gentle. “wake up.”

He stirred, sharply inhaling. But as you whispered into his hears softly, repeating “it’s just me” multiple times. He pinched his eyes closed, humming as his groggy voice vibrated in his throat. He let out another hum, as if asking you what was the matter.

“It’s so cold, I can barely feel my legs.” you whispered as you parted from him slightly to see his face. Shortly after your statement, his arm reached out and was placed over your back applying a light pressure. You followed his lead, laying down as you rested your head on the bridge of his shoulder and chest. Your body laid on its side between his large bicep and the side of his body whilst he lied in his back.

He was warm, perhaps too warm. He was hot- so to speak. He practically radiated heat, which explained the temperature of the room. You gazed up at his face. His chapped lips parted slightly with a light pout, his cheeks littered grey from lack of shaving.

The crease in his eyebrow smoothed. His face relaxed and his body fell limp as he drifted. You smiled to yourself, breathing in the thick scent of the man beside you.

Anger

Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader

Summary: kylo Ren finds himself unable to sleep because of his anger. He thinks of you, knowing that being near you would calm him, and he slips into your room…

Warnings: fluff. Lots and lots of fluff. (You’re welcome.)

A/N: I love writing Cuddling Kylo! I had to use that gif below because Adam looks adorable!! Also I couldn’t stop smiling while I wrote this and I was around family too, lol.

Originally posted by bealeph

Kylo was angry. Very angry.

He wanted to force choke someone or destroy his quarters with his lightsaber.

General Hux was an irritating man and him and Kylo never got along or agreed on anything.

Kylo could still see the sly smirk the general had had on his smug face. Hux was lucky that Kylo didn’t slash him in two right on the spot.

But now, Kylo was all riled up, unable to focus or calm himself down. He didn’t know how to vent his anger in a healthy way, he just wanted to destroy something.

Kylo pulled at his hair angrily and gave off a growl. He didn’t want Hux to know that he got him so worked up, that the ginger irritated him this much. He wouldn’t give him the satisfaction.

But then Kylo thought of you. The thought of you was enough to even his breathing a little. He wanted to go to you, knowing that you could easily diminish the anger that resided in him.

It was late, but Kylo didn’t care. He strided out of his quarters, glaring at any stray stormtroopers that walked down the hallways on the way to your quarters.

His gloved hands were in harsh fists and his breathing became uneven again, but he finally reached your room.

He could sense that you were asleep. Kylo slid the door open anyway and stepped inside letting the door slide shut.

He let his eyes fall on you, and slowly made his way over to you.

He stopped at the side of your large bed, you were fast asleep with the covers around your waist.

You were wearing a black long sleeved shirt, one of Kylo’s tunics. The sight of you relaxed him and his anger was dissipating.

He removed his black leather gloves, setting them down on your nightstand. He removed his black boots and his black tunic, throwing it on the floor.

Kylo got into bed with you, pulling the covers over himself.

You were laying in the middle of the bed on your stomach with your hand under your face supporting it.

Kylo pulled your sleeping form towards himself, wrapping his arms around you.

He held onto you tightly, almost too tightly, his long fingers digging into your skin.

Kylo placed his face near yours, almost touching foreheads. His eyes flitted over your sleeping face. Your features were calm, restful. Your breathing was soft.

Your body was warm against his bare chest. He pressed you even closer to him, touching his face to yours.

You stirred a little in your sleep, moving slightly. You surprised Kylo when you wrapped your arm around his waist and snuggled closer to him, putting another hand on his warm chest.

Kylo moved his face even closer to yours, his face slightly covered yours, his warm breath fanning your cheek.

Whatever anger that Kylo had had before was gone. Kylo forgot all about it. It didn’t exist in this moment. In this moment it was just you and him. His arms wrapped around you and yours on him.

You were barely awake, half asleep, but you knew Kylo was beside you, or rather pressed against you. You removed your arm from his waist and placed your hand onto his cheek, cupping it. You ran your thumb over his scar, and cheek, and lips. Kylo had the best lips.

Kylo moved his own hand up to your face, running the back of his fingers over your cheek. He stroked your hair and nuzzled his face against yours. With one last stroke over your head he moved his arm back around your body.

The movements of your thumb were getting slower as you were being pulled back into sleep, Kylo’s warm body pulling you even closer to it.

While you were still conscious enough you moved your hand away from his face and put your arm back around his waist.

You succumbed back into sleep, your last memory of Kylo against you.

Kylo fell asleep shortly after you, after placing a kiss between your eyebrows, and moving his face back onto yours…