Kylo Ren is probably “touch-starved”, but he takes to cuddling very quickly. Every morning cycle, you either wake up with your head resting on his chest or his face pressed into your neck. The night before, he curls all his limbs around your body like an octopus & pulls you as close as possible against him. You can hardly move, but the sound of his soft breathing and his weight against you is enough to lull you to sleep. He especially enjoys sleeping in with you,
*I had to write this bc it’s so fun to imagine*
Mornings with Kylo Ren were far more enjoyable than one would think. He didn’t seem like a cuddly man, far from it, when the two of you first got together and actually slept together, you expected him to lie on his side with his back facing you… Instead, you had him awfully close to you. Of course, it didn’t start off with him holding you, he just stayed close enough to feel your warmth and life Force.
Then, in the middle of the night, in the midst of his sleep, Kylo would find himself replacing his typical pillow with you. It was gradual: at first, he had an arm around your waist with his face nuzzled in your hair. Then, he’d subconsciously pull you down and wrap a leg around you, arm still holding you, but with his face pressed against your shoulder.
But that wasn’t enough, no, he wasn’t entirely comfortable yet. Lowering himself enough to rest against your chest as he practically almost placed his entire weight on you, the sound of your heart filled his ears. A lullaby that kept him at ease and away from his nightmares. Never would he a have night terror again when he had you as his anchor and… personal teddy bear.
The first night this happened, you felt almost as if you couldn’t breathe. Opening your eyes and seeing a head full of dark, wavy hair, you couldn’t help but smile to yourself. Kylo looked like an angel, although to others he was more of a demon… But, with his gentle breathing and the cuddles he gave you, your heart raced.
And somehow, the feeling and sound of your racing heart made you realize, you loved him.