kuuminon

[好きなんだ]

Pairing : Kumi-Sama and Kanon
Words : 1646
Genre : Angst? I guess so

Wrote this sometime ago and dragged it till now. Finally completed this because I want to continue my 2nd fic. BUT this is definitely not half-assed effort,at least I felt so.

Who gut hurt? Who was confused? Let’s begin!

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“EH!?! It can’t be possible right?” I mentally asked myself after hearing what the director mentioned.

Kuumin and me to be doing a real kiss for the new PV.

Now that was a total surprise for me and my eyes widened almost immediately upon hearing his words. My eyes naturally shifted their attention over to my partner who seemed to be expressionless despite the earth shattering news, at least for me. Rena who was around with us at the outdoor shooting film was not helping at all. She could’t stop giggling after that, like how she did for Gekikara. 

“Nee okotteru?” the gloating girl whispered when she noticed that I didn’t seemed really happy with her giggling.

I just glared deathly at her as the director continued to explain how we were supposed to act out that kiss scene. 
“Yagami-san, are you listening?”
“Ah urm…yes”
“I know this may be a shock to you but this is in order to let the PV express the message of the song,so please pay attention”
“I’m sorry,please continue”

I glanced over to the girl nearest to me and she was still giggling. How I wished I could shove a pencil up her nose like what she did to Sashihara-san in Majisuka Gakuen. 

Glancing over to the next girl, I noticed how she still carried that poker face she had since just now and listening to the director attentively. It was difficult to comprehend what Kuumin was thinking at that moment, was she fine with this arrangement or was she just like, too shocked till she was speechless.
 
Before I realized the briefing ended. So the setting would be in school’s shower cubicle. All we had to do was to kiss….on the lips and end. Alright, that sounds easy. I just need to overcome this psychological barrier I am having right now.

The AD got us to get prepared and the kissing scene will be shoot in 15minutes time. Enough time to compose myself I guess. Kuumin left first leaving me with a certain annoying girl, for today. Was it really that funny? A kissing scene between me and Kuumin.

“All the best for today” Rena gave a comforting pat on my right shoulder. I couldn’t even bother to shrug it off. This wasn’t quite like the usual Rena, she is usually a calm person, very professional when it comes to work matters. But at the revelation just now, she constantly have this distict smirk at the corner of her lips. It was like as if she knew about something. My mind was too preoccupied with the scene we’re going to film soon to continue pondering about Rena. I’ll let her off just this once. But don’t she ever thinks that a 14 years old is nice to bully! Hmph!

After getting ready, we moved over to the shooting location. The settings was made such that it had a dark feeling to it. Nice atmosphere for a forbidden kissing scene huh. 

Kuumin and I had not exchanged a single word since just now. Was she feeling awkward or what?It would be weird if I were to break the ice before the shooting of our kissing scene. But anyway 15minutes going to be up soon and we were positioned such that my back was leaning against the cubicle wall and Kuumin to be facing me. 

“So Kuumin is the S while I am the M?” oh dear lord,what am I running in my mind.

None of the SKE girls were around at the location lest they made it awkward.  The director told us that he declared this new rule specially for us. Seemed like he would do whatever it takes to get his kissing scene for the PV. In any case, the kissing scene was the last scene to be shot for the day,so the rest of the senbatsu girls were allowed to leave first.

“In 3!2!1! Action!" 

Kuumin approached me while I just stayed against the wall. I thought all I had to do is to let Kuumin kiss me and the end. The moment her lips touched mine I thought we would be wrapping up for the day. I was wrong.

"Is there something wrong?” Kuumin asked the director because of his doubtful look. 

“Hmmm….you two looked very stiff together.  No chemistry exists the moment when you kissed”

“We will have to do a re-take and this time with more feelings, be more passionate. Imagine that you two are extremely in love with each other. Do your best girls,alright?" 

"Ok” we both replied at the same time. Could that be considered chemistry at least. And if I my eyes were not playing with me, I saw her poker face crumbled forming into a feint smirk instead. Felt a chill down my spine all of a sudden. Was it a bad omen?

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“In 3 2 1 action!" 
Kuumin and I looked into each others eyes for some time before she moved closer,supported herself by placing her right palm on then wall. Our lips touched. But it was different this time.

I could feel her moving her lips against mine, it lasted longer. Suddenly I felt a new weight press against my body. She advanced forward and further pressed her lips against mine. Even though it lasted longer a second or two than previous,it felt like eternity.Somehow my body went along with her. I didn’t try to push her back. I just allowed everything to take its own course.

Then she pulled away and we naturally engaged in an intense eye contact. Before we realized, the director’s voice signalled the end of the shooting.

"HAI CUTTO! SUGOI! II KANJI NA!” the director sounded extremely pleased with the take and with that we wrapped up for the day for the day. 

“Otsukaresamadeshita” Kuumin said to the staffs and I followed suit. It was getting late so I quickly went to our common changing room. 

“Urm Kuumin….I shall go change first, see you later” I spoke awkwardly.
“Okay” Kuumin replied almost without any expression.

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“That kiss just now…” I placed my index finger on my lips.I really don’t know if I like it or hate it.  But I didn’t push her away just now right? But still…..urgh!

My mind was filled with that pointless question,it was jut a kiss for the sake of our new PV right? Okay stop thinking about it Kanon.

Reaching the dressing room I realized how the whole space belonged to only myself since every other members went home. Kuumin was still with the staffs and I am alone in the room. So I just assumed that nobody will enter at this hours and decided to change outside of those individual changing rooms.

I began undressing the vest that I wore for the PV. Then unbuttoned the white shirt one by one. As the 4th button was getting released, a soft clicking sound of the door could be heard. Oh my god!I forgot to lock the door!

I quickly shielded myself by locking both arms and looked towards the door direction,wondering who could it be. The unknown person slowly revealed herself.

“Eh!Kuumin,bikkurishita” I exclaimed. However she didn’t seem to be shocked at all. She carried an alluring look as she stood at the doorstep,not breathing a word yet. Then she walked towards my direction. I began to quickly button up my shirt.

Out of the blue, I was pinned against the wall. Right within my view I can only see the hungry devouring look my predator’s face. And sure enough, my idea was confirmed when she slowly placed her lips beside my ears and whispered out, “you look delicious Non”

My eyes went shut from the proclamation. Did I heard it wrongly?

“can I taste you Non?”

I felt a hand running sleazily against my sensitive bare skin, my stomach underneath my white shirt. Her left hand ran mischieviously across the surface. Another hand was not left idle. 

Kuumin uses her right hand,lifted my chin up and engaged us in a slow kiss at first. I had no idea why. Never did I once tried to push her away or reject any of her advances. Both my of my hands were idle. I moved my lips against her soft and moist lips,that was the 2nd kiss of my life.  Kuumin felt like…….a really experienced kisser. 

It slowly escalated into a rough kiss as I could feel her biting onto my my lower lips.

“Itai” I said between our kiss.

“open your mouth” Kuumin but all commanded.

As if possessed, I did what she told me to. As my lips slowly pry apart, I felt her tongue slid into my mouth. Is this….what they called french kiss? 

It felt disgusting as our salivas mixed when she invaded my mouth, it’s my first time experiencing french kiss. It felt weird doing this. It felt wrong but at the same time right. I started to get annoyed at myself for being indecisive. I had to stop this.

“p-please…… stop…. Kuumin” I tried to push her away on her chest but she was too strong for me. 

Next thing I knew was that familiar heat of two bodies locked together being felt again. Kuumin pressed her weight against me aggresively. She was definitely not going to let me off from the determined smirk she had just displayed in a flash. No,I really had to stop this

Mustering all my strength,with my right hand,I landed a hit ……… On her left cheek. 

*PIAK*

She stopped all actions at that moment,cupping her red cheek. She looked into my eyes intently. Silence engulfed the atmosphere.

Unshed tears began to fill my eyes,I didn’t want to show any of these to her,I am not that vulnerable,so much that she could manipulate me to this extent.

“Kanon….gomen nasai”
 
It was as feint as it could,she sounded like she was crying. But I was really angry,angry at Kuumin for doing these to me,angry for forcing me.

Angry for making me not knowing myself anymore.

“BAKA!”

The door slammed shut leaving Kuumin alone in the dressing room.

She sat defeatedly on the floor leaning her back against the wall. Many thoughts occupying her mind. Especially this one sober fact….

“君が好きなんだ”